Sadness is feasting on me

mysteriousgirl

Broken
https://www.instagram.com/yates.xv/

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

You Told me I was dangerous 
You told me I was nothing
Now there’s only pain for us
Guess we had something

They say these drugs are dangerous
But ima keep them coming 
soon enough the pain will stop, 
But ima keep on running

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

Ima demon
My eyes are bleeding
I don’t really trust who you trust

Ima demon
My friends are leaving
I don’t give a fuck who you love 

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

Broken down crying 
I don’t know who I love
I think I might be dying
Lost my life to these drugs

30mg (Prod.Skel)

Chandeliers and glass 
been Crying in the rain
Open up to her exchanging all our pain
Never saw her again never knew her name
My life has its problems 
saraficed by pain

Little power that I had 
Every hour in the past 
I been asking will it last
Or will it burn down will it crash
I just wanna a bit of teen romance 
I don’t give a fuck if the pain stands
Sourrounded by flames do a rain dance
If I get burnt down a couple xans 
Can I see the smile that you lost
I wanna find the reasons that our paths fucking crazy 
Overdosed last night
didn’t change your views 
So I ask one thing can help me through

Chandeliers and glass 
been Crying in the rain
Open up to her exchanging all our pain
Never saw her again never knew her name
My life has its problems 
saraficed by pain

Chandeliers & Glass (Prod. Rodger)

2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

1 drink
Two drinks
Yea I’m fucked

Might look myself in the eyes
Yea I need help
All this codeine got me paraylised 
Someone lift me up
Taking drugs till I close my eyes
someone wake him up
I don’t care cause I doubled up my cup
One shot and im gone 
Drinking liquor hitting bongs
Is this really what I want
Fuck love, fuck life
Do drugs, shoot dice
Why live a normal life when you can live mine 

2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

Bad bitch
Bad face 
Bad attitude 

Bad dream, bad girl, now she mad at you 
Bad luck, wrong choice, this a battlefield 
Angle dust, is a must when she out with you 
You keeping clean, 
she sacrifice what’s good for you

2x
I don’t know 
if she right for you
Will she really ride for you
Will she really die for you


2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

White Sheets (Prod. HorseHead)

tears on the phone (ft. emo fruits) (prod. lil biscuit)

Artwork By Abolik
http://abolik.com/

Going down to hell with a smile on my lips
Feeling like I won’t be missed
Put my heart in my words but it don’t mean shit
I don’t wanna exist 

Mumma on the phone trynna sort shit out
I just need to find my own fucking way ou
Voices in me head telling me I’m getting stared at
Anxious all the time yea I thought I might share that
Smoking on some dope trynna keep me calm
I’m sitting in my room staring down at my arms
Tears on my face, yea this can’t go on
Feeling so fucked yo is this my last song

don’t know if I show it ,
But everyday just feels the same
Yea my veins are showing
Cut em up just to take the pain

Going down to hell with a smile on my lips
Feeling like I won’t be missed
Put my heart in my words but it don’t mean shit
I don’t wanna exist

Sad (prod. HOllY BEATS)

Sorry if the mix is bad
Artwork By Abolik
http://abolik.com/

I’m a weird kid,
I’m a fucking outcast
I got drugs in my motherfucking Gucci bag
I don’t got friends, all I got is dead weight
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go away

I can feel the overdose coming.
Drugs in my system yea I love it
Coke lined up and I love it
I fucking hate my life bitch I’m buggin

Smoke on this dope Yea  tell me how you feel
Pcp lased so the angel got me killed
Dead in my mind from these drugs that I take
Hope that I die so I finally meet my fate 

I’m a weird kid,
I’m a fucking outcast
I got drugs in my motherfucking Gucci bag
I don’t got friends, all I got is dead weight
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go away

3x
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go

Baby I just wanna die slow

Why do we pray
we all gonna die at the end of the day

Outcast (Prod. neverday)

art by @akatsuuki_

(I kinda wanna die, they say i'm better off alive

They don't see my mind they just see the outside

Nothing but a good for nothing teen suicide

Baby if i die please don't ever cry)

I got voices in my mind, they tell me that ill be fine

But i know that they be lying though

I'll be in my room with some boof and some gold on my tooth

Baby you know i got shit to do

I don't really do much, i just kinda smoke lots

I got lots of dope if you wanna come and smoke up

I wont be here long i think ima die alone

Just another teen casualty far from home

(I kinda wanna die, they say i'm better off alive

They don't see my mind they just see the outside

Nothing but a good for nothing teen suicide

Baby if i die please don't ever cry)

Nothing but a good for nothing teen suicide

Baby if i die please don't ever cry

(I kinda wanna die, they say im better off alive

They don't see my mind they just see the outside

Nothing but a good for nothing teen suicide

Baby if i die please don't ever cry)

TEEN SUICIDE (PROD. SID WHITE)

You Left Me
Cuz Im a Burden

Vanete:
https://www.instagram.com/__vanete__/
https://soundcloud.com/vanetee

Emofruits:
https://www.instagram.com/emofruits/
https://soundcloud.com/emofruits

Xëna - Burden Ft. Vanete & Emofruits

Produced by 6HOST, guitar by soundcloud.com/rodeounrated

instagram.com/6hosttown
twitter.com/6hosttown

If I stop
will you stop caring
embarrassing me
I've seen your best
come correct or I leave
I'm never enough
now I'm stuck
give a fuck
give up

Who put me here in this place
it don't feel right
I'm on fire in your reign(rain)
but trust me I'll tip the scale
find a weigh(way) over you
kick me out cause I'll stay
overdue

When we talk
you turn off
hearing
your feelings for me
run free go home
climb back up on your throne
I lack what you lust
now you're stuck
give a fuck
give up

Listen on Spotify

overdue w/ bryan haha

Regrets (Prod. Undertone)

To one of my idles, Thanku for always having a voice and showing ur struggles. You didn't lose ur battle u arent forgotten ur forever. Love u Chester thanku for my childhood <3

Sample- One More Light By Linkin Park

Outcast (Prod. neverday)

Yates XV

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