sobriety makes all the thoughts and mental chaos storm freely.  Can't be sober (for me anyway 😒).  I'm resorted to anti depressants but it numbs me out like when I couldn't express emotions.  Guess trying to be normal and fitting in was dumb🤣

Ur the main reason these pills in my mouth

diet and exercise and good sleep are an amazing cocktail to aide one on the sober path.  

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Lyrics:
The truth is I’ve finally gave up
burned to the crutch enough
put out the fire
untied the knot 
it got harder fake
and you’re farther away
I’m not getting anywhere
I’m always fucked up 
and making mends for her
adjusting to the temperature 
working at first 
but it’s just getting worse
I’m done walking to the stage
just so they can cut the weight
watch the gold ropes all fall
it’s time for curtain call

If I’m not myself by like autumn 
I’m honest I’ll call it I’ll tear up
the place and just make it
your problem
I’m out of ideas and think 
this ones the best
I put in all the work 
ain’t seen anything yet 
i’ve got pages of notes 
from like 10 different tests
I hate making these decisions 
I’ll later regret
my friends & my fans will start
dropping like flies 
I’m surprised they’re still here 
I can’t explain why
I’ve walked it all forward 
I’ll run it all back
maybe make it out the door 
with my head still intact

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CURTAIN CALL

lyrics: https://genius.com/Kidr-doesithurttoloveme-lyrics

doesithurttoloveme? [prod. boyfifty]

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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Guitar: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Eo4JrytkM

6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Video in Description]

Official Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1P8oNgu7nI

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Saw you last night out in downtown
funny you go out now
we would always stay home
had to act like I don’t know you
that’s just been my go to
duck my head & lay low
no ones perfect I need work see
that shit always hurt me
every time you’d say so
I get help when i don’t need it
say hi when I’m leaving 
change for you like play-doh

I know I said I need a break
but now I think I need to quit

Don’t just say shit cause it’s quiet
I’ll get used to silence
better now than later
you should meet the girl I'm with now
puts up with my shit now
I think you would hate her
I’m not lonely did I mention 
that was the intention 
had to know you heard it
check back in after a long year
nothing’s going wrong here
everything is perfect

I know I said I need a break
but now I think I need to quit

PLAY-DOH [Video in Description]

Prod: @trxstxssx
Mix/Master: @deviantraps
Sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHLySdDDrLo
_____________________________
LYRICS

[Chorus]
Lately I've been drinking now, on my own 
You can keep on going out, I'm staying home 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor 
Lately I've been fucked up more than not 
I probably had some shit to do but I forgot 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor

[Verse]
Can I get a raincheck? (raincheck) 
Coz I've been pretty busy getting wasted (wasted) 
Baby I'm a trainwreck (trainwreck) 
Only living for a motherfucking pay check 
They say I'm gonna be famous 
They always tell me that I'm hella underrated 
They said fake it till you make it
But I ain't never gonna listen to that lame shit

[Chorus]
Lately I've been drinking now, on my own 
You can keep on going out, I'm staying home 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor 
Lately I've been fucked up more than not 
I probably had some shit to do but I forgot 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor

[Bridge]
I'm spinning, my head is fucking spinning, (I'm all alone) 
My kitchen floor feels like a king sized bed 
I'm spinning, my head is fucking spinning (I'm all alone) 
Don't cry for me because I'm already dead

[Chorus]
Lately I've been drinking now, on my own 
You can keep on going out, I'm staying home 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor 
Lately I've been fucked up more than not 
I probably had some shit to do but I forgot 
Who needs friends? I'd rather be alone 
Nights like this got me sleeping on the floor

who needs friends(prod. trxstxssx)

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BRING ME DOWN FT. RONEN

Tightrope

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another song about cocaine.


Hey, you 
come find out whether you're a blessing or a curse 
days through I've stayed locked with her and by this point I can't make out any words
dare I say love? or is it just a visit?
if its fake love, then I can't tell the difference
dare I say love? or is it just a visit?
if its fake love, then I can't tell the difference, baby

cold jit with a bone to pick
to numb the pain with troubled girls
my own kin says she cold as shit I told her babe lets run the world
we can move to South America
there because the weather there is better
all you gotta do is say its love then we're gone 
and no one knows we're there
and we don't gotta go that far
any place you want I'm there
so that way when you're cold and you don't got a coat
you always got me near
we can move to South America
there because the weather there is better
all you gotta do is say its love then we're gone 
and no one knows we're there
and we don't gotta go that far
any place you want I'm there
so that way when you're cold and you don't got a coat
you always got me near
and I said...
Hey, you 
come find out whether you're a blessing or a curse 
days through I've stayed locked with her and by this point I can't make out any words
dare I say love? or is it just a visit?
if its fake love, then I can't tell the difference
dare I say love? or is it just a visit?
if its fake love, then I can't tell the difference, baby

Sober Pt2 (Prod. Sean T)

Yates XV

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