sobriety makes all the thoughts and mental chaos storm freely.  Can't be sober (for me anyway 😒).  I'm resorted to anti depressants but it numbs me out like when I couldn't express emotions.  Guess trying to be normal and fitting in was dumb🤣

Ur the main reason these pills in my mouth

diet and exercise and good sleep are an amazing cocktail to aide one on the sober path.  

Yates XV

Voice In My Head Prod Vaegud & Sketchmyname

higher

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prod. october ;)
made this in texas luv to houston

lyrics

bite bite the medicine huh 
jus like the taste of letting go 

its too late to wake up
the fires burning down the door

dont forget the paper
we got the stacks to make it gold

but that shit dont faze her
well cop house away from roads

were boneless
running out of roses
dead soldiers waiting till its overr
been told ya brother i dont know ya
all of these ditches
alll to mean nothing

4:45 u think u doomed but u just dead inside
room prep for your valentine is soon
back up cause the party starting move
pull up roll up smoke all my dope and smoke all my dope
what's new 
i see the fog through the smoke 
the burn in your throat 
im flying a jet to see u

PARIS - I'VE SEEN STRANGER THING'S

crying in the rain (prod. slashy) *on all platforms*

i made this hell my home w/ SylumGone

Lyrics:

(whxami)
I searched for God 
I need to hand can you answer me 
I'm alone 
What is this damage you handed me 
I'm afraid 
Yeah I admit that I'm panicking 
Should I stay 
Or should I pop til I rest in peace 
They don't get me it's fine cuz I don't need to explain 
Abused and bending my mind she told me lies everyday 
Now I don't care 
I need to sleep but I can't 
Your not aware
I got this feeling 

And I think I see a ghost right in front of me
The reaper is coming 
And how my bones ache and buckle 
I feel sick to my stomach 
I'm down the road don't follow me 
It's not what you wanted 
And pray to God I feel happy again 

You killed my smile 
And all the light in my life and I'm seeing clouds 
Love don't feel so enticing I needed out 
Trazodone feeding the fight 
And I can't stand on this height 
And I swear to God I don't like this 

(6host)
Do you believe in God 
Or think you see through the cover 
I think it's cheaper to struggle
I think I'm eager to suffer
I'm blaming me 
Know I'm the root my problems 
Don't look to God when I've got em
He's not the reason I'm rotten I'll find my peace
If I'm not leaving my coffin 
I'll probably breathe in the toxin 
No fever dream to get lost in 
Think this is it 
I'm only here for this moment 
I haven't made it the most of 
But i'll try
 
And I think I see a ghost right in front of me
The reaper is coming 
And how my bones ache and buckle 
I feel sick to my stomach 
I'm down the road don't follow me 
It's not what you wanted 
And pray to God I feel happy again

trazodone (feat. 6host)

The Cage is an album caught between light and shadow – a collection of songs that breathe both intimacy and grandeur. Minimalist guitar and piano motifs intertwine with warm cello lines, carried by hypnotic beats and wide, cinematic soundscapes. The sound moves between trip-hop, indie and alternative – at times fragile as a whisper, at others soaring and eruptive.

The lyrics circle around love in the face of collapse, around longing, and the feeling of being trapped while still carrying hope within. Each track opens its own space: from melancholic floating ballads to dark, urban trip-hop grooves.

With The Cage, Velvet Petals deliver a work that feels both vulnerable and powerful – a soundtrack for sleepless nights, moments of solitude, and the quiet triumph of loving against all odds.

Glass Feathers

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Taking all these downers, i don’t feel okay
I really hate the way you be acting strange
fuck myself up with that razor blade 
Yea I Haven’t been the same since 2008

Drugs take me to different place
Opiate on opiate I over take
Popping all these pills almost every day
Now my liver so fucked but I’ll be okay 

You bitch my bitch 
I don’t care what you say 
I been off my face 
Since 2008
She said I need some help 
Well I don’t give a fuck
Cause Snorting up a line of this pure angel dust

Now the doctor gave codeine I got purple in my cup
I’m a kid with a mission,  so I’m gettingfucked up
You bitch she been dissing but I don’t give a fuck 
Yea replace that pussy while I take these drugs 

Taking all these downers, i don’t feel okay
I really hate the way you be acting strange
fuck myself up with that razor blade 
Yea I Haven’t been the same since 2008

Dead In 2008 (Prod Useless)*spotify now available

It wasn't easy seeing you that way :(
*//^.^\\*
</3 https://soundcloud.com/emofruits </3
*\\v.v//*
Vocals | Lyrics | Mixing | xorochi x EMO FRUITS
prod https://soundcloud.com/m-i-s-e-r-y

~L-y-r-i-c-s~
(xorochi)
Bad girl at the back of the club
Coked up on so many drugs
You act like you know me
Well girl you don't know me
The codeine it hurt me so much [x2]

(EMO FRUITS)
everytime u turn ur back 
yeah ur good at that 
i’m just so fucked up 
cigarette in ur mouth
no love 
double cup 
when u dance 
don’t cut on the lights 
baby lets ride in the night 
all of those pictures i saw of u 
before i saw u 
u lookin so nice 
lookin so nice 

(xorochi)
The cigarette, in your mouth
Picture so perfect, yeah you standing out
Cup fulla ice, let my liver bleed
Purple so nice, living like a dream

Bad girl,
Yeah you know so much
Mind is stressed by the drugs
Mind possessed by the love
Fucked up, wrist cut, I'ma bum
Got all these different pillys they dissolving on ma tongue

(EMO FRUITS)
like u 
i know all these drugs gunna fuck me up 
but i still get high off u 
fuck it i don’t wanna stop

(xorochi)
Bad girl at the back of the club
Coked up on so many drugs
You act like you know me
Well girl you don't know me
The codeine it hurt me so much [x2]

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The Cigarette In Your Mouth Ft. Emo Fruits (Prod. Misery)

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hurt you ft. Yates XV (prod. Baby Bloom)

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

Sober Pt2 (Prod. Sean T)

Yates XV

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