lyrics:
i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

stab me in the back you let me down
turn my smile upside down
the voice inside my head don’t bother me
but its so fucking loud
brain so numb put a bullet in it i know
leave me in the rain, while i bleed, it’s a cycle
break me down now i’m nothing, suicidal
i ain’t never felt the same since i wrote the suicide note

i don’t see the point of going on in a life
that i don’t even like
i don’t even wanna fight
i don’t see why i still try
when i know that i’ll meet demise
ain’t no one cared when i was close to doing what would make me die
doing what would make you cry 
if i went through with thoughts of mine
everyday i wake up in a cycle
i don’t think it spots the trigger i pull
i can see the bitch with my eyes closed
i don’t wanna talk anymore just let me go
you made me sick of myself
made me hate me cause what i felt
girl you played me for the last time
this the last time

i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

suicide note II w/ unknxwn (TXNSHI)

HOT TOPIC SHAWTY (PROD. METLAST)

Produced by fantom

Lyrics

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

If there's really a heaven right now I won't get in
I think I need a medic my chest is caving in
What's the point of living right? I won't make it out alive
I know one day it'll come but right now is not the time

I can't slow down now
It'd be wrong to hold back now
I'm not at that goal right now
But I see the fucking signs on the road right now

Got enough fuel, hit the fucking throttle
I know what to do when I'm at the bottom
Take a fucking bull mix it with bottle
Put me in type of mood I know will get me out of

That mindset where I cannot deal with my stress
In my head, I don't wanna see that text
"I think it's best if we just end this"
All I think about is death, I wanna fucking end it

But I can't and I won't
Say I do but I don't
What to do now? I don't know
I been feeling too down I might let it go

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

passion, obsession.

Honer Roll

Honor Roll [Prod. Puph]

In The Way (Prod. THERSX)

Entity, A Ghost (prod. dash)

Six Feet (Prod Sorrow Bringer & luffysome)

Tried To Break (dash x fonkyfake)

Depicts chaos, decay, and violent survival in a cybernetic urban world. Rusted streets, neon reflections, and glitchy beats accompany paranoia, aggression, and fast-paced trap energy, leaving only destruction and dominance in the wake.

Atomic Decay Hymn

On a cold December night, he walks through quiet streets lit by faded holiday lights, fighting the chill with nothing but a slow winter haze. Every chord pulls him back to the same truth — gifts don’t matter, the season doesn’t matter. The only warmth that cuts through the frost is her. All he wants is her silhouette in the snow, melting the night one breath at a time.

Tried To Break (dash x fonkyfake)

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