The Parade

Hunting Me

You lit the Fire

I Need more than That

Leave the Mystery

Sometimes there are Failures

With Nothing

He wants to meet Me

Lofi of Heaven

Trust In God

Ryuichi Sakamoto - Diabaram (ilves Persley remix)

sitting, smoking, toking, wish you'd hit my phone 
it's all i think about, it's worse when i'm alone 
every time i call i hear a dial tone 
i miss it when we lived together in our home 
i miss it when we said forever, where'd you go?
i'm off a foreign substance, void is in my bones 
you're all i think about when i'm fucking these hoes 
nobody knows me better, it's what i hate you for
around last year, i fucking boarded the door
i never let you in, which made you see me more
blind to the light, stayed in the shadows 
have a pistol on my right, coke is up my nose
should i tell her that i love her fore the pistol blows?
hear my parents fighting, generational curse 
see my stepdad screaming, thought his veins would burst 
saw my mother crying when she'd see his worst
so why in the fuck did i do it to her?

saw my brother crying when it happened to him
saw him tryna save me, kept my light lit dim 
should've saved my sister from what he did
by saving him first, instead of raising my fist 
i take this out on everybody, including myself 
i should've let her love me, there's no saving myself 
keep my ashes in the urn up on the shelf 
i've been having thoughts about hurting myself 
she's all i ever think about, and that belt
everything human, beaten out of my shell
cause that's all i really am, living this hell
i keep living in a motherfucking cell
put the pistol in the middle of my head 
brains carry memories, spread in the bed 
do you think they'll care about me if i'm dead?
do you think they'll care about me if i'm dead?

generational curse

Sometimes there are Failures

Yaul Stik

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