talkin’ to myself in the mirror ‹𝟹

prod. me
mixed by @prodkbl and i
out on all platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/anem0s/horizon-2

lyrics:
make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

cuz i can’t handle just to go to sleep
can’t even grow to speak my mind
can’t keep track of all time i spent
yeah yeah
got a couple signs i went
off the deep end
on the weekends
i tend to sleep in
way too late
i stay up like every day
and more and more of the things i hate
are the things i make
why can’t i appreciate
myself and all the work i pay
but i still feel like i dont deserve to take
all the credit i do
im always thinking bout you
how would it feel if i made one song or two
and never made another new

make ends meet
holdin myself tryna cut envy
i cant help all the pretending
i cant stand all the fake frenzy
nah
oh
take that in for a second when i don’t feel nothing at all
last you called
in my own world trying get things solved
tryna look forward do the days ahead
stuck still in my feels instead
cant get over the things i read
process time and space connect
oh oh
and i paid the debts i owe
what do you know
could i handle what you show to me

horizon

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

fresca

original : https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/cage-girl

Jane Remover - Cage Girl (cover)

shhhh

heavily inspired by https://soundcloud.com/mothercain/dust-bowl-demo

Hands

out NOW on all plats <3 https://songwhip.com/yazida/afterthetone

honorary #meant2b track 

@parkangel <3
***
I feel so weird 
feels like something shifted 
In the air 
we don’t know what we’re doing 

your hands on my hand
I hear the cars so I stand 
and shut my window
I hear your phone go:

“leave a message after the tone”
you say “I’m sorry I have to go home”
what’s that? you leave me alone? 
ofc I’ll be fine on my own*2

talking to myself in the mirror
do I make you feel that inferior?
that you need to hide
you can’t stand my sight

was I disappointing?
was I too annoying?
know you wouldn’t dare to say it 
but you know you’ll think about it

your hands on my hand
I hear the cars so I stand 
and shut my window
I hear your phone go:

“leave a message after the tone”
you say “I’m sorry I have to go home”
what’s that? you leave me alone? 
ofc I’ll be fine on my own

afterthetone (parkangel)

COVER ART BY @IUCREZIADPHOTOS ON TWITTER

Yeah
(Everybody know that my city friendly)
You said you coming
Did you lie, or is you on the way 
Don’t wanna force shit 
Choking poison, imma die with my lungs open
Baby you don’t gotta cry it’s not that important 
You act like I could feel away
like me and all yo girls we not fucking friendly 
You said you’d rather be alone
Baby don’t tempt me 
I been living on my own keep my heart empty 
But my brain full up 
Think I lost my mind
Imma tear my shit up,
Keep it stuck
And I think my ego died 
Tryna teach me a lessons
And I be capping in these lines like a fucking impression, I get it worse in the second
Doubt it 
And maybe probably I’m fine
But I’m really extra
Got no plug on the line
I shouldn’t fucking get one 
I barely get up 

That’s a line
That’s a set up 
—-
I can see the other side
Suicides
I just took the doors of my ride 
Tryna see the sky
Twisted, got it back front
Tryna make it right 
I can see on both sides
Imma lose my mind 

they looking at me saying “how do you do it”
I got too many counting on me for the bag to be losing 
And I was born to go stupid
I got it twisted to a science 
And my tech is influenced
I took a couple trips to Paris think my ass getting fluent 

Pass her the bag and she blew it 
She got her friends, imma let ‘em in
That’s how I get to it
They pass the poison to me
Imma take a hit just to do it
I might cuff her but it depends
See how it goes in the end 
that’s how it go right

losemymind (prod. austyn with a y * anem0s)

@osoarin
prod by me
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6zpZxjbIRakhJmLzQJ4wnH?si=326ec8f3acd245c0

<3

for my valentine

for my valentine +osoarin

there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

PROD KBL.

lyrics:

(nee)
I gotta
get wit the business i gotta
jump on these tracks issa trampoline 
808 thumpin n bouncin

Ima chocolate bae im too sweet for u
U got sour taste ima need some too
I should prolly leave and go hit the stu
Too sick w the tempos i got the flu

Got a queen swingin above me i call that a rock a bye
Love me, loathe me or both of them aint enough to make u lie

Adrenaline jumpin in, 
channeling and troubling in double,
intelect bubbling 
need intervention
summoning sanity seeking some solitude, soul searching its all in my mental

(@swazyhq)
when im sick bet the mud gon hit like pedialyte
i need it tonight
my bitch aint gon see me tonight
dirty my cup maybe not if i see me a sprite
dont wanna drink that shit ight
pour up a green apple fanty to clean out the pint
sike i aint been thinking shit out aint been seeing shit right
double my dose so i know that im sleeping tonight
price always seem to be right
glock with a beam its a light 
silencer on it it leave you surprised
i dont sign papers dont read between lines
i got old bread crusty croutons
he send shots you would think im lil jon
lmfao im like who are yall?
got ego'd so fast how im doin yall
im sorry i aint mean to get involved

(@ashtonheights)
Diminish your image for paper I do not feel that 
How could I feel bad
Swear the only direction is up
Money keep coming think I’m in love
Thinking I’m plotting I’m jotting the plan 
Pen to the paper I’m blotting this ink
Taking a shot yeah you know that it sink
Like what does this bitch need from me you gon make me lose it 
These people play games like I’m mf stupid!
No really who do you think that you are
Playing wit the gang wit the team with the squad
Really this routine we on e boot it uppp

(nee)
I get it

Told ya im shittin on niggas

Im shittin on niggas but u get the picture,
 the flash of the shutter done came from a different damn typa switch,
 la di da
 we keep on wishing on a brighter future for me and my kindred, 

and bitches aint trickin me, nene aint givin in, 
really been here for a minute compressed but not limited,
 ballin my form is so perfect, aint even submitted it, 
3 stacks like Andre u gettin it?

what is left of the people that do really care about art?
put my truth in the music so u feel it in ur heart 
4 to the 7 my lucky numbers till i fly far
im crazy im crazy im stackin up to crash an Audemar

things that make me cry
thats my fire
thats what pushes my drive
thats my fire

HOW CAN I FEEL BAD?

HOW CAN I FEEL BAD? (feat. swazy* & 9lives)

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PRODUCED MIXED AND MASTERED BY ZURYA "july" STARR 


LYRICS: 
(I mean my heart's beating, my heart's beating, my hands are shaking, my hands are shaking
but I'm still shooting, and I'm still getting the headshots, it's like boom, headshot, boom
headshot, boom)

Prepare for it today

Asthmatic, yet you never give me room to breathe, two steps and it shifted onto my knees
You know I've never been one to plead, but this called for desperate  measures
Your dull remarks to me are keen, my hands covered up by the end of my sleeve
so I couldn't get a grip on your reality so,
Can you tell me what it is?
Can you tell me who I am?
(Tell me)
Why I feel like shit, it's only 10am
I, I never thought the day I'd be a backup plan


I wish I didn't think of it so constantly
I think I jinxed it all, I fucked it up subconsciously
And now I'm falling apart
It's getting harder not to say goodbye
You look at me like I'm the reason
why you, cry at night
You taste just like cyanide
Now I can't feel my eyes, no
You smell just like Hi-C
I don't think you like me, you're pissed
Don't you fight me on this (love)
Bitch you fiesty
You look way better in my white tee huh
And it's blue too
How you feel to have songs about you on YouTube
Your face in my room just by the bluetooth
I clench my teeth so you don't get through, and it's too true
I've been stuck since day one, on your free trial since salem
Maybe I'll get in if I pay 'em, maybe I'll get in if I pay you

One mil', shit, your scent's in my lungs still
You make me feel like I just took the wrong pill
My infatuation's gone off scale, can we improve our soft skills
I've only ever seen the surface, aerial view of frothed milk
Do you remember, early November, I would hold your hand We'd talked about favorite kinds of weather, your time in Japan
My apogee in disguise, our peak seem so damn far
We ended things in December, I missed the rise of fall

(The future belongs to those who prepare for it today)

One, two, three, four

It was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
It was all, it was all, yeah

It was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
Oh, it was all for you
It was all
It was my fault

It's just your game, huh
All these hurdles to realize it wasn't the same love
Took a minute to realize it, I gave into my vices
Shook your hand, you sanitized it. I was air-headed, so long I had to raise my prices, damn
If life a movie, wish it were Pokemon so it could star you,
But you antagonize me when I can make you a starr too
Know a cool place with a nice view and a bestie who do tattoos and i-

I never thought that it could end up like this

And It was all for you
It was all for you
(it was all for you)
It was all for you (oh)
It was all
Nothing that you ever do (it was all for you)
Will ever make me stop loving (and it was all for you)

Mmm It was all for you

I'll take my favorite memory-

afterthetone (parkangel)

Yazida

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