this is so freaking GOOOOOOOOOD I LOVE THIS

this track is 99% cap but it slaps so whatever

(edit 7/7/22) wanna know how i made this song? watch the breakdown here -> https://youtu.be/PEbUEuHPnCI

first off, big fuckin thank you to faye for doing literally the entire bass line in the song pls listen and follow her @mewatonin

this is a little different than usual but i hope you like it ^-^

also follow me on twittr and insta loool

777

lyrics:

i done fucked up; hotel
wanna see me out u wanna see me there
on ur mind all the fuckin time
i just dont know why yea
u want me there
i just dont know why!
u want me there

all the time
see the lines
see ur lies
why u always callin my phone?
if theres a reason to be haaaaaaad

.
we should find the time
whats that weighin on ur mind?
u dont know what i mean?
u just say ur fine
i dont think you have a reason
you dont want me to see..

like that, like that
what u wanna say?
just spit it out
and you always get through

like that, like that
what you wanna do..?
>.<
wanna see you move

hey boy
think they hate you
why u gotta be so rude?

swap spit just to see whos friends
and i wouldnt care if you
hated me at all

...
... 💫
... 

i done fucked up-
but u alrdy knew that
no i dont feel the same
...i know you

i feel like the real me
is stuck inside my dreams
it feels like the whole world
is falling down on me

on and on ..
no i dont feel any different
listen to me
keep count the scars you know you keep
feel lost, the stars are where i sleep

🌠

SPITSWAP

^Photograph of 4cf attacking an innocent Tunisian muslim woman with an umbrella (Turin, North Of Italy, May 2021) 
-
that was fun :p

Jade - 4cf prod. KBL (Yazida remix)

out everywhere! https://songwhip.com/yazida/girlbossa-nova

shoutout @mijaru for the prod and title idea <3

lyrics: 

and it’s all feeling right and now 
can’t just look at your eyes tonight
stranger guy I can’t lie to ya
I just can’t wear you out til I 

love you more than I could bear
see you see me anywhere
I could lie and say shit like “I don’t care”
but if you changed your mind 
no apology 
if you changed your mind 
call me instantly 

loving you was easy 
but if you can love the feeling 
loving you was easy 
I might trip you send me reeling 
loving you was easy 
you just caught me falling baby
loving you was easy 
loving you was easy

loving you was easy 
I was charmed 
if you, just loved me I would see you every night 
loving you was easy
felt like dreaming every time 
loving you was easy 
loving you easy

girlbossa nova (prod. mijaru)

OUT EVERYWHERE <3 https://songwhip.com/yazida/spite
prod: @prodbyaustyn + @heyyitsbenji (tysm goats) 

lyrics:

It’d take some time 
To see u every night 
You stole my heart away 
Think I just realized
If you went away 
You won’t be out of sight 
You won't be out of sight

I try to keep u safe I try to be my best self babe 
I try to be alone I try to stay away but babe 

I might pull aside 
Won’t put up a fight no babe 
Telephone aside
Won’t try to make you mine

Say you’ll love me out of spite
Can’t act different by my side 
I don’t want you by my side, I don’t

Say you’ll love me out of spite
I don’t want you by my side 
Side 
Side 

It’d take some time 
To see u every night 
You stole my heart away 
Think I just realized
If you went away 
You won’t be out of sight 
You won’t be out of sight 

No sight
Just get out 
Don't want you by my side 
I said it once or twice 
Just get out of my sight 

No sight
Just get out 
Don't want you by my side 
I said it once or twice 
Just get out of my sight 

Say you’ll love me out of spite
Can’t act different by my side 
I don’t want you by my side, I don’t

Say you’ll love me out of spite
I don’t want you by my side 
Side
Side

spite (austyn with a y + heyyitsbenji)

hi hello sorry for nothing in april ill compensate by posting twice in a month i think june 
i am so sorry i literally ripped off dayglow and kale and jane (hey guys if you see this MY BAD) haahhahaahha but its whatevevr tho it sounds cool right? idk i hope auybgftaeiu0

thank you mental for letting me use FL and thank you luna for tha advice wowowowowowowow

btw i been thinking i want to make an EP this year i hope you can look forward to that???? :D

ok heres lryics

lyrics:

...

i cant breathe this air
its suffocating
conversation
stuck inside my mouth

i dont even know 
i dont really want to calm down
tell me what you want
tell me what you really want now

heart still pacin
what you mean? 
sounds cover me
i cant figure this out

i dont really know
do i ever make your heart race?
call me when im gone
do i ever make your heart ache?


...when im outsiiide
and i see you smiiile
its worth it to fiiind
what makes you aliiive

and when you got the flooor
sappiamo dell'amor
id like to feel restooored
you make me want you mooore

...
(healing)
...

& id do anything to be a fuckin hotshot
why do i even try?
could i ever mean as much as her 
and what you want from me?
if it doesnt happen; guess ill ---

(everythings different now...)

COVETER (MOUTH)

@t1gerstar @heyyitsbenji @swgp

if u could love me now 
don’t think I’ll fall apart 
i can’t be forced to lie 
i don’t wanna be friends at all 
i don’t wanna pretend no more 

everyday I feel worse about myself 
not knowing if you’re there 
not knowing if you lied or if you even really cared

i don’t even care at all 
think I might be better off 
you don’t even care at all 

[tiger<3]

leaving me all alone 
after picking me apart 
everytime you come back 
i bend a little bit more 

thoughts that won’t go away 
no matter what I try 
heat in their core
and it kind of explains why

i skipped out on our plans for tonight 
o-o-only to avoid our falling out fight 
through and through u r a lot to handle 
it’s taking me a lot to withstand you 
but it’s worth it all

if u could love me now 
don’t think I’ll fall apart 
i can’t be forced to lie 
i don’t wanna be friends at all 
i don’t wanna pretend no more 

didn’t wanna be like 
the talking stages before u 
kinda stupid but I 
was thinking it could be more use
if we were on the same page 
and double checked every way 
if we were on the same page 
then I wouldn’t make you wait 

feel like I’m just wasting my time 
when I could be all around 
the city looking for someone new
but that someone new 
could it just be you?*2

could it be you? + tigerstar (heyyitsbenji x raph07)

OUT NOW: https://songwhip.com/yazida/dazzled2023
music video: https://youtu.be/CFrhG09VVSs?si=0PvezEvhUBVmeHAQ

@ashsocozy @prodkbl <3 (art by @/junztv on ig & twt)
track n°4 
#meant2b
***
lyrics:
apologies you don’t get to see me cry 
we said goodbye 
no, I said goodbye

I don’t regret the things I said 
you get what you get 
it’s no time to forget 
how you'd
pretend that 
you know what 
i’m saying 
it made sense 
you felt tense 
you go 
fill in my place 
fill in the space I know 
ur insecure 
i’m making sure you know <3
but if you don’t
just listen to my song 

just listen to my song 
you’ll know you did me wrong 
i live the consequences of your actions 
i pity my reflection

[ash] 

and you never lied when you told me
things i could never go change 
stuck in this cycle so hopeless
say I never notice that you
fall apart
2 faces 
dont know 
whats escape
when its over like 
even when its not yours to save
even when you take all the blame
theres no me and you

how you'd
pretend that 
you know what 
i’m saying 
it made sense 
you felt tense 
you go 
fill in my place 
fill in the space I know 
ur insecure 
i’m making sure you know <3
but if you don’t
just listen to my song 

cuz I know it’s hard 
you stay inside 
you’ll realize 
(nah)
idealized 
your paradise 
it’s no surprise*2
***
ily kirin sorry I didn't keep the outro pookie

dazzled + ASHSOCOZY (KBL)

@redhxrse (producer)
@oroahh
@lizablaise
@1spoder

@redhxrse
i feel the snowdrops touch
see them glisten in the sky
feeling cosy w a hot mug of coffee, 
oh, what a life!
n the nice warm glow of the fireplace
god, it could put me to sleep
i wish this season would never change
feel like I'm living the dream

hear the bells start ringing
and the snowman says hi
while the children in the distance
have their little snowball fights

@oroahh
it's 6pm now and the sun isn't out
the breeze is so cold when we were walking about
she was calling your name from like outta the crowd
don't leave her side yet
is it real bad that i doubt you?
don't get me wrong i feel like shit too
i feel the same
you fucked up this shit in like every which wayyy

@lizablaise
babe, it's getting so late
walk up to the door, you're driving me home
the glow on your face like lights that adorn
all the streets leading back to you
made my mind up, you're all i choose
last winter broke your heart in two
spin the record and watch our blues fade away
the mistletoe's waiting, the angels are pacing
impatiently i sway, then your hand's on my cheek
and the sleigh bells start ringing, my winter gloom's at bay

@1spoder
were you satisfied?
i lost my head in the snow, you found it
i wish i made it all up, i've fallen in love
there's no point to dance around it
i wanna watch all the snow pile up
frostbites cover my arms
up to my heart
there's no point in lying, it causes more harm
oh my dear you look frigid
the snow falls the same whether which way you put it
can you promise me one thing?
to let it down slowly

snowdrops

OUT NOW on all plats: https://songwhip.com/yazida/bum-crush-v2
@angelus7k @prodkbl <3
track n°6
#meant2b
***
lyrics:

gimme all ur love and
give me all ur love
won’t ask you for much
now won’t ask you for much *2

tell me all the things you’re hiding 
it’s tough baby it’s tough out there 
gimme all ur love, no fighting
cuz I won’t ask u for much i’ll bear

the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 

[angelus]
brand new bitch, flashed her tits
ball out, paris you know what it is
rosé one hand, green fuming in the other 
told my new girl, i ain’t fucking with another 
no no
but I’m lying, I’m defying
cheap thrills, sorry if I ain’t replying oh oh
got me crying, a divinebitch
fuck her friend, then I act like it ain’t happen 

she miss me, she thinks abt our time alone
I blocked your number, please don’t try to call my phone
she kissed me, she got a man, I didn’t know
she feeling guilty, but that ain’t my prob no more

I’ll bear 
the burden I’ve lived by liking u so much 
it’s humbling to have you turn down all my love 
it’s frightening, I don’t know why I keep this up 
I’m hiding the shame u put me through my love 

cuz you’re just a bum crush 
you never do me right I’ll find out 
another crush tomorrow or tonight 
yeah you’re just a bum crush 
I’ll get obsessive over nothing 
but that’s just me, I need to fix something 

I won’t fight give it to me right *6

gimme all ur love and 
give me all ur love 
won’t ask you for much 
now won’t ask you for much *4

***
mixed by patrick o'neill, KBL and yours truly
mastered by KBL

bum crush v2 + angelus (KBL)

(I’m not sure what to do 
I deleted the intro 
cuz i didn’t like it let’s go)

I feel like you’re tired of me 
No you don’t wanna see me 
You never ask how I be doing at all 
Feels like you don’t ever care 
When i just need you right here
Just quit talking will you spare me your words and excuses 

Meet me on 42nd 
Don’t bring any of your friends 
I wouldn’t be asking if you hadn’t done that before
You made me look so stupid 
Then you asked me “girl what happened”
I still carry in my pocket
Your words, oh so sweet, you gave them to me 

Why do I get so attached? 
Why can’t you be more like that? 
Why do I get all the bad? 
You can’t get away with that

stupid stupid boy - demo (prod. lucas scharff)

<3
og song: https://soundcloud.com/yazida-essia/bum-crush-v2?si=02d06dcc50e74bd0abac6f7ecc4da975&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

girlbossa nova (prod. mijaru)

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