prod. by https://soundcloud.com/vstaroth
new EP on the main page this friday
https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

razorblade

razorblades

2025 [WE MADE IT] (SADDERRYUKEN)

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/fantasycamp
lyrics:
[nvr nvmbr]
(ohhh)
now i’m graspin’ at thin air 
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me up later

i know there’s not much hope for us..

saw you sent me a message
& said not to call back
& honestly i can’t do much to resolve that
but i don’t wanna lose you again..

now i’m graspin’ at thin air
& writin’ on paper
in hopes that you’ll come back
or call me back later

i know everything’s gotta end..
i just wish we never did

you sung me to sleep
simple, soft & so sweet
but i died in that dream
slipped away in these sheets

i really never ever thought you would do this shit to me
it’s funny how wrong we could be

yeah, i’m graspin’ at thin air
just longin’ for something
ironic, it seems that i’ve clung onto nothin’

nothin’, nothin’, nothin’,
it doesn’t matter at all..

[fantasy camp]
i know that i fucked up
& i shouldn’t call you
but i got too fucked up 
& now i’m withdrawing

i’m fallin’ apart
try to pick up the pieces
it was done from the start
i can see why you’re leavin’

but i just need something
that i can believe
so i pick up the phone & i’m beggin’
i’m pleadin’…

please come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right

come back home
just this night
all i know, i’ll make this right..

grasping at thin air

iTunes

nothing new (prod. metlast)

ft. @casually-cryingg

lyrics:

dont save me
put me out just like your cigarette
everything is grey
i need some red
baby im into that

feel so cold like i been in quebec
let me fade away yeah
ashamed im such a fucking mess

im such a fucking mess
everydays the same
i need my brain out of my fuckin head

god be testing me
im not ur strongest soldier
and im feelin like im sysiphus
rolling the fucking boulder up the hill

yall act like yall dont got free will
i used to ball im balling still
i been flexing since a jit
every song i make a hit

im so legit
im rolling spliff
shawty wanted some yayo
i told her k is all i sniff

i feel like my life’s such a fucking curse dealin with the soul snatcher 
gonna catch her
catch her in a ball like she a pokémon
imma play with the coochie thong
sippin on that d'ussé till i fall

fuck it imma ball im the sky 
throw my 1s in the sky baby we will ever die
mix the lean with the sprite 
baby we gon be lit tonight

feelin good 
stop trippin off the pain
make my brain feel sane
i won’t get lost in the game
imma feel all the fame 
i can’t always be the same
can’t expect the best from me when im buried 6 feed deep

when im buried 6 feet deep in the ground 
feelin like im gonna rot
im done fighting with the thoughts

in d'ussé we trust w/ d3ad girl (vanquish)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso
prod. by taurs x s0ftskelet0ns
https://soundcloud.com/taurs
https://soundcloud.com/s0ftskelet0ns

tiger blood freestyle

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

have you no empathy?
i know you’re sick of me
this shit’s been killin’ me

just reach out a hand to me
i’m close to insanity
she’s not a fan of me

i just feel so empty
the bottle, it tempts me
i’m sippin’ this whiskey until it’s all empty
she won’t accept me..

bad bitch in the moonlight
she’s readin’ my star sign
she’s settin’ the bar high
while she smokin’ on starlight

& i know it didn’t matter at all
get the fuck off my balls
now i fiend from withdrawals
i needa sip some Cîroc

trust me, i love it when you crush me
i don’t need no love
i need a bitch who gon’ fuck me
..fuck me

i’m ##ugly
my world is self destructing 
the light of God ain’t touched me
how could i let it just be?

i know you love to watch me struggle
break me down until i’m rubble
the way you make me feel ain’t subtle..

i’m so ugly on the inside 
but outside i’m in Robin’s
i got money in my pockets
yeah, these bitches get to flockin’ 

i’m so ugly on the outside
& inside, it’s so rotten
babe, you were my only option
now you’re gone, i’m slowly fallin’

have you no empathy?
i know your sick of me
this shit’s been killin’ me

just reach out a hand to me
i’m close to insanity
she’s not a fan of me..

she don’t miss me
i drink whiskey
it’s gon’ kill me

you don’t feel me
you don’t feel me
you don’t feel me

bad bitch in the moonlight 
she’s readin’ my star sign
and settin’ the bar high
while she smokin’ on starlight

she said i don’t matter at all
i shouldn’t have answered the call
now the bloods on my palms
i’m so sick of these songs..

##ugly

.art by @4uvstvitelnyjmal4ik on IG
prod. me

lyrics:

yeah i do this shit my own way
create my own wave
everybody so lame
you need to go away
or you could die in slow pain

on god all these hollows eating good
like a Bourdain
gas what i smoke
this a whole tank

married to the bread 
crash the party
puffing wedding cake
za to the head
make my lungs break

wishing i was dead
but im already halfway
im already halfway

wishing i was dead
but im already halfway
im already halfway

yeah i do this shit my own way
create my own wave
everybody so lame
you need to go away
or you could die in slow pain
on god all these hollows eating good
like a Bourdain

married to the bread 
crash the party
puffing wedding cake
za to the head
make my lungs break

wishing i was dead
but im already halfway
im already halfway

5low pain [etai s0]

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i know you don’t remember me
but i’m stuck here with these memories 
& nothin’s ever as it seems
it’s a never ending tragedy
but baby, you’re a masterpiece…

& i was wearin’ all black
yeah, i know you love that
i love livin’ in the past

we used to play Minecraft
yeah, i really miss that
& i really miss my dad

he hates all these hihats
but we’ll both just laugh
deep inside, i’m really sad..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure..
please save me from this world

my life’s just a chore
so i’ll take my ass to church
& i’m prayin’ to the Lord
i can’t take anymore

you know a heart’ll hurt so bad
when you live in the past 
& you’ll never go back.. yeah

i miss my cat’s that fuckin’ died
& being guided by the light
you know, it’s always dark outside..

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothin’ more 
than a pain that i’ll endure
i can’t take it anymore

you know, life’s just a bore
& love’s nothing more
than a pain that just gets worse..
yeah, it’s always gettin’ worse

yeah, everything; it hurts..
don’t even act concerned
don’t give a fuck about this world..

i hope they piss upon my grave
i feel my soul, it starts to fade
into a darker shade of grey..

i hope these feelings go away
there’s still a chance that i’ll be saved
unless i sealed my fuckin’ fate…

‘ion know about you
but i don’t know what to do
yeah, i think that we’re through
..yeah, i’m thinkin’ that we’re through

‘ion know about..
'ion know about you
but my lungs are turnin’ blue
& i don’t know what to do..

cut my arteries
you know that it’s hard for me
i’ll never be anything
but baby, you’re everything..

living in the past

I'll never be anything

i'll never be anything

prod. by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

send me up to the stars
you know that everything’s hard
the night sky’s cold & dark
yeah, it’s just like my heart

send me up to the stars..
send me up to the stars..

you crush my soul with your words
yeah, everything just gets worse
they all actin’ concerned
soon i’ll be in a hearse

just put me into the earth
my heart belongs in the dirt 
just put me into the earth
(oh yuhh)

i’d cut myself & bleed for ya
bleed for ya 
get anything you need for ya
need for ya

i wouldn’t ever leave ya 
believe me
oh yeah, i’m gonna bleed for ya
bleed for ya

you know my head’s like a prison
& that my jeans, they ain’t Christian
& it’s still fuck True Religion
i’m wearin’ Robin’s, i glisten

& your bitch; she gonna listen
no, i don’t need your opinion
you’re down bad & it’s sad
you needa get off your ass

new 9mm & this shit gotta laser
don’t give a fuck i just stack up the paper
i’m in the back & i don’t need a chaser
she’s in the bag
why the fuck wld i chase her?

it’s not goodbye, i’ll be seein’ you later
do it all outta love 
but you know that i hate her
river of fire i feel like Darth Vader
she play w/ my balls, yeah i think she a Laker

send me up to the stars
you know that everything’s hard
the night sky’s cold & dark
yeah, it’s just like my heart

send me up to the stars..
yuh, send me up to the stars..

i’d cut myself & bleed for ya 
bleed for ya
get anything you need for ya
need for ya

i wouldn’t ever leave ya, believe me..
i’d cut myself & bleed for ya
bleed for ya..

2025 [WE MADE IT] (SADDERRYUKEN)

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