Name: BENDER by ybcmiley
Duration: 1 min 45 s
Description: ART BY @STALE.CO

thanks to notahero for his beautiful verse <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
im sick and tired of the way things have been
im feeling something breaking within
all these cuts surrounding my skin
called out for help now im hearing sirens

did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

i needed you here but you couldnt stay
hope ill see you there by havens gates
yeah, i hope you hear everything i say
every time i visit your grave

notahero:
i hope i say it right cuz i can’t even tell if i’m talking and it’s fucked
i’m running out of drink cuz i think she running out of love
if everything just boils down to not knowing enough then what do i even try for
i call it self love
you call it embarrassing and i should give it up
i’m just tryna alleviate the stress that’s piling up
and lately it’s like breathing oxygens just not enough
sometimes i feel like crying cuz i know that i-

scorpio:
did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

Heaven's Gates (feat. notahero)

WITH @CAMERTIN
PRODUCED BY @HARDYSEASON
ART BY @STALE.CO

RIPKEED W/ CAMERTIN (HARDYSEASON)

BENDER

Ti(Me) + thraxcat [greyrock + Ang3lcry]

@mutubeats

Baby what you mad about
Tell me I’m ungrateful
Finally hit me back now
When I’m halfway out though 
I’m not running back no
Not coming back now
Focus what you mad about
Can’t tell me why you sad now
Toxic you know the rest
Love sick up in my head 
Stop time when I’m with you
Memories in my bed
Tough to see you again
That wasn’t in my plan
I just feel so confused
What do I got to lose
My path don’t lead to you
My past it put me through 
Bad times I can’t see through
Bad lies all lead to you
Dead eyes up in my room 
What’s there left to prove?
What’s there left to do 
Baby it’s not me and you 
In the future don’t see you
That’s enough about you
I can’t take it guess I lose
Moving on I do
What I wanna do 
Kill this I’ll leave it there 
Further down I’m falling here
Don’t need me I disappear 
Marking down another year
Not wasted just a nightmare
Always was right there 
Now I feel I’m not here
It’s tough to feel 
Living in my fear
I cannot heal 
Until I see clear

BENDER

ybcmiley

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