created with my brother @camertin
cover by @stale.co on instagram


the whole other half of me

mixed & mastered by @foreignhype

features https://soundcloud.com/g0ul

</3 @refryworldwide

on nights like these i'm happy i don't own a gun. feat goul (prod. scryer)

i wish u were dead ft. IAMCASPR

weitergehen (prod. yqinnny)

song is out on all plats too <3
feat @autumndropsdead
prod @jolst @pekarot_161
cover art www.instagram.com/zaperwave

lyrics:
[Intro: autumndropsdead]
Break me apart, I'll probably like it anyways
Dirt in my heart, was the cause of the heavy weight
Living ain't smart, but it's better than eternal pain
With the way that I'm feeling right now, there'd be no way

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine
I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking
You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it
I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

[Verse 1: autumndropsdead]
My only consolations momentary to my past
I reach out, both my arms, but the sky won't do it back
Let it go, lay to waste, I may not be here tomorrow
Every day feels delayed, bitch, I feed off of the sorrow 

[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
Shits not a movie, this my real life man my old girl is a groupie 
They wonder if I'm okay, I don't know I say it loosely 
I just ran out of Percs, need some more before I'm moody
They can kill me that's the beauty 
Sober days, no cannot relate 
Ex mad, yeah, get out my face 
Can't talk she busy at raves 
Laced pills, yeah, they are my favs 
Death soon, oh, this is a race 
Not worth the stress, she in love with the chase 
In an out, I ain't leavin' a trace 
Crackin' cards, but beatin' my case 
Don't wanna talk about it, don't wanna think about it 
Now you stalkin' on my page, I know you read about it 
She still playin' all my songs, she think she slick about it
And I'm never goin' rehab makin' sure about it

[Chorus: autumndropsdead]
Hot water pours down my head like it's procaine
I just dust off the rust, while they're still all joking
You hope that they notice, it's hopeless, you know it
I've lost grasp, will I get it back?

[Verse 3: autumndropsdead]
The tide casts I can feel you tugging on my heart
It's getting colder, hold her
It was a set up from the start
Hold it still, steady pace, but it never works out
My wrists break from the rain as I fall to the ground

[Outro: heroine diaries & autumndropsdead]
I've been up for two whole days 
I can't sleep blow out my brain 
Xanny bars help numb the pain 
Need your love right in my veins

procaine (feat. autumndropsdead) (prod. jolst & pekarot)

w/ @ybcmiley 
cover by: @stale.co on instagram

pulse [scarlet]

oh no [808sorcerer]

often [oliver01]

dont move a muscle (ybjoeyy jasper)

the whole (decoiy)

over it (peril)

Watch the blood drip 
Drip down from my wrist 
I’m gone 
I’m gone 
I severed every tie 
So nobody wonders why 
I’m gone 
I’m gone 

I’m so lost so lost 

I’m falling from grace 
Tryna fill an empty space 
Is it the hole in my chest 
Or the hole in my brains?
I’m feeling hunger pains
Can’t eat I’m wide awake 
I haven’t slept in a week 
Im locked up in chains

Schizophoria - LostAndNeverFound (Prod) UV6X7

Punky (sincope)

now i’m gone
i’ll drink until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
i drink but it just won’t stop hurting
now i’m gone
take drugs until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
these drugs can’t stop my heart from hurting

if there’s a god
then make all of this pain stop
answer my calls
i’m suffering from withdrawal
baby i just miss ya
can’t wait ‘til the day that i finally can kiss ya
again
let’s be more than friends
but girl this ain’t no love song ‘cause
we both know how it ends, yeah
let’s not play pretend, yeah
oh
i think we both know
oh
it’s time that we let go

now i’m gone
i’ll drink until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
i drink but it just won’t stop hurting
now i’m gone
take drugs until the pain stops
it’s not enough
i’m crying as the rain drops
feel alone
i know i’ve always been a burden
i’m a ghost
these drugs can’t stop my heart from hurting

these drugs can’t stop my heart from hurting
these drugs can’t stop my soul from burning
these drugs just make feel so worthless
i always feel like i’m a burden
and i will never find a purpose
so maybe i’m just not important
the weight that’s on my back’s enormous
and i think i’ll collapse under it

listen on spotify </3

i'll drink until it stops hurting (prod. syndrome)

im back ly all <3（✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ Roan ✨
💎 @lil-boso 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/whoisroan/ 💎

✨ 4evr ✨
💎 @4evrgone 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/4evrgone/ 💎

✨ Business Inquires ✨
💎 polar333.official@gmail.com 💎💎

lyrics:
I don't wanna think that you notice it
I don't really think that you notice ya
It's a fucked up life with a fucked up girl
Give you what you want you could be my world

It's a fucked up world, when you coming home
Can you call me back when you're off the road
Are you out with him hoping I don't know
And when you get close just fight it yo
In the back of the whip hoping that I die quickly
Brush it off my back know I'll be back swiftly
Keep me in your grasp so you never feel lonely
Thinking I'll come back guess I'll see you in the morning

I've had enough
I lost my trust
You have my heart again

I don't wanna think that you notice it
I don't really think that you notice ya
It's a fucked up life with a fucked up girl
Give you what you want you could be my world

It's a fucked up world, when you coming home
Can you call me back when you're off the road
Are you out with him hoping I don't know
And when you get close just fight it yo
In the back of the whip hoping that I die quickly
Brush it off my back know I'll be back swiftly
Keep me in your grasp so you never feel lonely
Thinking I'll come back guess I'll see you in the morning

It's a fucked up world I'm so fucked up girl
Two fingers up bitch it's fuck the world
I thought it was just us girl I mean it
You can take all I have as long as your not leaving me

It's a fucked up world why you leaving 
In a fucked up Benz when you came in
Evil bitches scheming she ain't got a reason
Hold your heart in a cage she's a demon ya

Why you leaving me
I've been calling all morning
I know you've seen
You got me fucked up but you could care less
Girl i know that
I've been attached since i met you wish I could go back
Wish I could erase you girl
Wish I could change the world
I wish we never met
Then it wouldn't be like this

Ya we started out as friends
Now were fucked like this
Every single choice makes me feel like shit
Then the feeling hits and were off again
I think were better off as friends
Driving you home that night was it worth it
In your room all alone
Feel so cursed now this world I'm living in
But I won't suffer alone ya

stream ❄️

i don't think you notice w/ roan (prod. 4evr)

Stream on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jgVhFeac_yQ

mixed and mastered by @polearm
vocals by supachefm @supachefm

over it (peril)

ybcmiley

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