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redline

caspr - slipping

Putrid ft. Fantasy Camp

@starsbeforesunrise

prod. flesh

i dont know what to say yet
maybe if i think about it i'll know what to say, yea
maybe there's a message hidden in this blank page, bet
if i look harder i could do this shit all damn day, yea

i need to get my funds up
in need of more than dumb luck to get it going
im learning when i fuck up
even when its fucked up, i set alarms
and if i miss this one then call
cause i was bitten by the all
its all inscriptions on the walls
i wanna live the life i want
i took a hit and fell in love

i see myself right now
i never guessed i'd write this down
i bet reflections lie to me
i still dont know why i believe them
i wanna know what it means
i wanna rip at the seams
i think i'm sticking around
i hope i'm making you proud

i think its going alright by how i judge it
but its about damn time that i feel something
if u could fool me twice
it would put the shame on me
so ill put the blame on me
my only option
3 or 4
thats the amount of days i need to get away from
these thoughts
i been cooking aint forget to wipe the grease off
amount of times u do that shadowboxing look like wii sports
get inside my head feel like im sleepwalking
moving everyday
going slow but it feels like around the right pace
yugioh theres a dark magician in my brain
tryna tell me things
i dont even know just what to say
but ill find a way
i could do this shit like every day
could u say the same
sometimes my heart beat out my chest
feel like bang bang bang
i cannot believe the shit around me i dont know whats fake
maybe theres a message in the page i read it again

i dont give a fuck
id look anywhere for answers
anxious about who i trust
still i try to mind my manners
papercuts, flicking through the empty pages
it feels fucking aimless, i get in my mind and try to find new places

i hope i'm making you proud w/ starsbeforesunrise

POUCH (selluhsay x fijimar) [prod. taurs x curtains]

splitscreen

splinters

lyrics:

i know lately i been fucked up
i been choking back blunts
and i know you dont give a fuck about me at all

i just wanna go to university
i dont really understand why you're hurting me
these girls in my phone wanna flirt with me
and i dont even know how they heard of me
i just wanna go to university
and maybe even buy a crib inside my home city
all these hot summer days feeling so shitty
i aint never fit in at least not socially

i just wanna go to university
i dont really understand why you're hurting me
these girls in my phone wanna flirt with me

university (prod. wraithontheporch)

safe in sound (misssery)

call it:  'A Night' (usrdeleted)

good mourning (recyclebin + silver)

fup uck (8teen)

who said i was ready for you to go? (fish narc)

I created a brand new sound so anything before this EP was dropped was "phase 1" of my music career which took about 10 years or so to reach this point. This EP is made up of throwaways and test songs it is simply my goodbye to my own sound. They were about 50 more songs that could have made it to this final quarter of the year but they are all being wiped to exchange the old with the new wave I have coming. I always told myself that I'd leave the fans the whole blueprint of my songs from day one so enjoy. Lets celebrate the next ERA OF LIDIUS!

ft. @No5 prod @opal707
Artwork by @xx_lowly_xx and @nixonyung

Lyrics

Mystical Ice ft. Nos (prod. Opal)

deaf prod. redpriest

opening cutscene audio from Catherine "Day 6"
www.twitter.com/eth4nx0

[verse 1:]
I love the feeling
of when u leave me for dead
and i love when i'm reminded
all my problems are my fault
someone help the walls are crumbling
I can't hold on for too long
the walls i built to protect myself
are falling, falling down

[hook:]
and sure, I could put myself back together
but everytime i fall apart
it gets harder and harder
so cut me out of the picture
so i can fall apart quicker
and we can get this dumb shit over with now

[bridge:]
over with now, over with now (my dear things have changed)
over with now, over with now (my dear)
we fall apart, we fall apart (my dear things have changed)
everytime we fall down again (my dear)

[verse 2:]
my heart is so fragile, I can't help it any longer
and I'll continue to be held back by my own head
and I can't tell what's real or not
every move fills my head with doubt
the only reason i fell back was because I didn't have your comfort

[hook:]
and sure, I could put myself back together
but everytime i fall apart
it gets harder and harder
so cut me out of the picture
so i can fall apart quicker
and we can get this dumb shit over with now

call it: 'A Night' (usrdeleted)

ybcmiley

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