be like alive 

mix master 

soundcloud.com/killeternity 

production by fish

sinkorswim (prod.fish)

mix/mastered by me 

produced by biocide

https://soundcloud.com/biocide

lyrics 


In the moment 
ur by my side 
one of the times 
I don’t feel 
bad inside

unless I dwell on it
here we go again 
rains it showers  
don’t need no one pretend 
preach to the choir
won’t take your own advice 
been here before
too many fucking times 
been here before 
too many fucking times 
been here before 
too many fucking times 

why so serious 
you know we’re all meaningless
know you don’t really see it 
take a hit won’t you try it 
devil at my finger tips  keeping god within 
nothing even makes sense 
until tomorrow convenient

been sleeping waiting on the weekend
make my money n that’s it 
go back to sleep in the sheets 
N I only care if ur okay

waiting on the reason 
I know I can only think it 
make my own reality 
not much of a sequence 
When I’m constantly depleted 
come in waves 
Still never on my frequence 
probably why it always result  in the deep end

In the moment 
ur by my side 
one of the times 
I don’t feel 
bad inside

unless I dwell on it
here we go again 
rains it showers  
don’t need no one pretend 
preach to the choir
won’t take your own advice 
Been here before
too many fucking times 
been here before 
too many fucking times 
been here before 
too many fucking times

in the moment (prod. biocide)

mixed/mastered by me 

produced by curse/gift 

linktr.ee/curseandagift

featured artist

orosauras 

https://soundcloud.com/user-231182898

art by mandeep 


https://instagram.com/mvndeep?utm_medium=copy_link

misconstrued (feat. orosauras) (prod. curse/gift)

mixed/mastered by me 

produced by astral trap

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/KYzEDoe65xnNV53dA

lyrics 

rolling back n forth in my bed
rolling back to back 
straight to my fucking head
too many gone
i wanna know why
still hurt in my chest
know You won’t like
what’s beneath 
nothing goes fairly 
only following up with grief  
keep the smoke on me
said I’d do less 
why I doubled it in threes 
feel like life a test 
got evil eyes on me
put it to rest or
what’s it gonna be 
on a different route 
crying through my teeth 
since a teen 
you tried to leave 
weeks proceed
you’d succeed 
remember burying u 6 feet
got worse for me 
you only took the lead 
dead friends on ts 
everyone go eventually 
don’t care if they like me
I can barely see 
what my light brings 
only thing that I need 
is the Iove 
these drugs not enticing
not even enough
try to stay above 
sight see
used to being low 
bitch I might be 
might be 
evil eyes on me
used to being low 
bitch I might be

evileyes (prod. astral trap)

mixed/mastered by me 
produced by dead fave 

https://linktr.ee/deadfave

featuring trudybaby

https://soundcloud.com/mrfrander

lightinthedark ft. KING FRANDER (prod.deadfave)

featuring rachel 

https://linktr.ee/rach3l_

produced by trudybaby 

https://soundcloud.com/mrfrander

mixed/mastered by rachel and i 

🖤

backfromthedead (ft. rachel) (prod. KINGFRANDER)

produced by astral trap

mixed/mastered by me

lyrics 

what happens if 
no one changes
why everyone out hereswitches faces
what if no one wakes up 
in the simulation 
if I do 
they gon kill me anyways man x2

made me wanna finally feel alive again
u n being high
never got to question 
wya
until the day I die 
feel like old slug Christ 
fuck the government
gimme racks right now like yeah 
everyday been hell 
been hell in my head
know it’s all just cause n effect 
not tryn to be sad N shjt 
only going up up I swear 
ain’t have a choice way I was raised instead 
try convince you I’m crazy go head 
worry about what you can’t  control until you dead 
how the dice roll
I do my fucking best 
demons been settled in 
I feel in in my chest 
why you always invest 
I know I’m part of them 
still bitching on the tl 
ain’t listenin 
to your conscious 
mean well but fuck it
I’m tired of
Talking 
I’m a mess wish it was the end 
never gave af 
who cared 
never see thru my lense bitch

changes (prod. astral trap)

produced by rayyan.

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/xXX3vRHPf1app3199

mixed/mastered by me

lyrics

chorus/hook

all they want is blues
im tryn see colors 
im nothing to you 
nothing to eachother 
someone you just knew 
to get high or something 
someone you just used 
wonder why you lost em 
karma not the worst 
when you working on it
send that shit right back 
everyday be on 100
not sitting in the past 
future that is coming 
I’m not even mad 
know it’s myself I gotta cope with 

verse

I’m hoping 
you just know 
My mind on overload 
I’m hoping you dont go
I be too much 
I’ve been told 
So I sit back watch it unfold 
bite my tongue
try go with the flow  
talk to much shit 
yes bitch I explode 
I couldn’t give af no one


chorus/hook

all they want is blues
im tryn see colors 
im nothing to you 
nothing to eachother 
someone you just knew 
to get high or something 
someone you just used 
wonder why you lost em 
karma not the worst 
when you working on it
send that shit right back 
everyday be on 100
not sitting in the past 
future that is coming 
I’m not even mad 
know it’s myself I gotta cope with

colors (prod. rayyan.)

produced by DRK

https://on.soundcloud.com/nmGXbqDqvUmsZvDJ8

hateyoumost (prod. DRK)

ontothenext(prod. curse/gift)

bleed (prod. curse/gift)

ep inspired by pain and loss

all songs produced by eturnity

thx

neverslowdown

all the same.

nothing new.

produced by SLNDR

https://on.soundcloud.com/JtNzA

featuring jlovely

https://on.soundcloud.com/iqfESYiHEcyhRQSeA

nothingnew ft. jlovely (prod. SLNDR)

produced by apartment9

https://on.soundcloud.com/9PSZL3AhxyorxgVg6

mixed vocals ru

lyrics

chorus 

still haunted by the past
lustt ion I wan that
told me u love me 
nah ion trust that
trauma make it stagnant
wtf damn
losingme 
might b 
your biggest L
jus saying 
healing or not
ion know what’s next

if I gave u a shot
don’t take all the bullets
know how they rock
y ion expect shit  always flip the script
remember we was buying scripts
ain’t give af bout shit 
this how we live

verse

rule one 
don’t die
atleast from the pills
try to tell ‘em
i been dead since 2012
you ain’t tryn take this  one way to hell not like I’m lost 
know I’m right here
split so often
b hard to tell what’s real
know some niggas who
only shoot to kill
know I could make more 
In the field 
tryn b better
not old news
before I end up n jail
some days ion care
think I should chill
maybe I need a tattoo


chorus 

still haunted by the past
lustt ion I wan that
told me u love me 
nah ion trust that
trauma make it stagnant
wtf damn
losingme 
might b 
your biggest L
jus saying 
healing or not
ion know what’s next

if I gave u a shot
don’t take all the bullets
know how they rock
y ion expect shit  always flip the script
remember we was buying scripts
ain’t give af bout shit 
this how we live

stagnant (prod.apartment9)

different shit from anything i have ever made before

idek & hatetoseeit produced by Astral Trap

https://soundcloud.com/daribroko

dontmiss produced by Scott Delta

https://soundcloud.com/scottdeltaenyu

meandmydemonsreign produced by Fish

meandmydemonsreign

silenthill project explains itself

producers linked below

cellophane produced by Scott Delta

https://soundcloud.com/scottdeltaenyu

getit and silenthill produced by dead fave

https://soundcloud.com/deadfave

getit

cellophane

nomoreroom x Astral Trap

oneemdays

ever since i been a stone i've had moss

toofargone2 prod by Astral Trap
linesft./prod by Kwallah The God 
nottheone ft. Bill Capricorn prod by Zidiilenyu


toofargone2

nottheone

lines

ascension 7 song ep 

think i wont prod. Scott Delta x Popstar Benny
nostalgia prod. TheDEA
limerance prod. Astral Trap
zenosyne ft. Ducttape Jesus prod. Scott Delta
best thing i never had prod. Scott Delta & Fony Wallace
nevermalice prod. Astral Trap

think i wont

nostalgia (timeless)

limerence

zenosyne ft. Ducttape Jesus

best thing i never had

all talk

nevermalice (outro)

Mixed and mastered by eternity and REROCK(@yung_cher) follow and check out their music.

eternity

https://soundcloud.com/killeternity

REROCK(@yung_cher)

https://soundcloud.com/lil_manicdepression

these are a few songs i've made resulting from various mental breakdowns

thanks

enjoy

:-0

too far gone (prod. REROCK)

shoutout eternity for mixing, REROCK for the beat and mixing, topic. for the beat, and rachel for featuring/mixing

follow the peeps <3
https://soundcloud.com/killeternity
https://soundcloud.com/lil_manicdepression
https://soundcloud.com/rach3ll
https://soundcloud.com/losttopikku

carry on while you can 

:\

blue (prod. REROCK)

mix and mastering by eternity
https://soundcloud.com/killeternity
producer fish
https://soundcloud.com/prod-fish

rip.tide (prod.fish)

song I wrote 3 years ago that I never posted I will never post a old ass song like this again so yea that be it . :)

mixed/mastered 
yung cher 

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/ukpujTtL5uAdFAcVA

ru

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