Prod. YCK

Do not become disillusioned
With the contusions propping there up under your skin
I’ve been dealing with the shit ever since I was thirteen
But I never could imagine what all of my words mean
And at some point you are gonna shake
You are gonna be lost every motherfucking breath you take
It’s a fruitless use of time they still claim
What a truthless thing to say I’m untamed
Said you want a war but the buku blades
And the nunchucks ain’t gonna cut it I know that
Top tier producing what you do’s faked
And the team that is backing you’s ready to go flat
No platinum plaques or be stacking racks
Where the mixtape at I’ve been back to back
You are too conventional and much too prudent
They’ll swoop on in like a fucking opportunist

I see differently consult my periphery
Of course I’m selfish and vain in hiding this missing piece
By the books by liars and crooks
To scrutinize inquiring looks
It’s justified but I cannot decide what
To kill when circumstances seem impossibly done for
You will not prepare when opposed to what’s fair
And these points of this contention now have somehow become yours

Should see by now that I’m not so terse
But I’m quick with the tongue and I stay overt
I’m too vocal and open so I do it to the pundits
When they be sucking the logos and they be dropping the hunnids
Here to solicit but fuck publicity
And let’s revisit what I’ve done legitimately
Indiscreet caught up in between
Bunch of fighting with the fine print incomplete
On an inquisition and disciplining heretics
To reach an execution and evacuate the barren ships
Ventured then but it’s no avail
Cause the style you have in that approaching failed
Upfront cost in exchange for the access
Try to tap an agency the bureaucratic abscess
Rows of seats are only so conceited
When they take a final bow we find no crows are singing

I see differently consult my periphery
Of course I’m selfish and vain in hiding this missing piece
By the books by liars and crooks
To scrutinize inquiring looks
It’s justified but I cannot decide what
To kill when circumstances seem impossibly done for
You will not prepare when opposed to what’s fair
And these points of this contention now have somehow become yours

It's Justified

Prod. YCK

Almost to the summit changing course into a plunge
To a sea that’s full of ridicule to swallow you a sponge
Imma spread it through osmosis now I got cirrhosis
I won’t have an exit though that is the prognosis
No it doesn’t bother me if you say I’m impertinent
Cause I won’t even hurt a bit if I decide on permanent
Solutions to the shit I’m acquainted with ever-present
You had acted if I cared if I said it I never meant it
Spawned can’t be relinquished
When invoked I’m alone no one I’m in sync with
Then I’ll pray from the rosary because supposedly
When at the gates I’ll need a code to speak
Juked predatory probes and I am vetting
All these A&Rs and presidents how much you really netting
I made five figures on my own by pulling myself up
Fuck a bishop when they be grifting they don’t see and help much

Being wishful? Pass, in the crystal glass
Tell me what is it in store for me with blissful acts
Where the sun can’t shine I’ve been waiting for a sign
So I’ll kick it with the devil just one more time
Count me out won’t make it into what’s defined as heaven
It’s decided look for which direction I’ll be heading
Said and done to vindicate that’s at my discretion
After death begin to live can’t have no exception

Admit it gotta hand it to me when I make em scatter first
And when I’m landing there ain’t no hearing about em afterwards
Watching in the silence and it’s dangerously safe
But then the odds ain’t in your name to tilt, unfavorably weight
Unilateral action we detach into factions
Setting triggers in a plate devising remote contraptions
You can stick to complacency but will be living aimlessly
Won’t be making it easy but I can make it so they concede
Wronged can’t fuck with you
Every atom in your body splits into two
Every sinew into stew we’re finding that’s a fitting punishment
This valley’s godforsaken only hating it and what is meant
Rugged too many fuckers are bugging
They keep fronting bout some shit when I have already done it
Kill to be in my position but I don’t care for living
Counting down the end of days then to be lost and unforgiven

Being wishful? Pass, in the crystal glass
Tell me what is it in store for me with blissful acts
Where the sun can’t shine I’ve been waiting for a sign
So I’ll kick it with the devil just one more time
Count me out won’t make it into what’s defined as heaven
It’s decided look for which direction I’ll be heading
Said and done to vindicate that’s at my discretion
After death begin to live can’t have no exception

Count Me Out

Prod. YCK, shoutout to Tsunami J. @tsunamiij

[YCK]
I watched a movie of my life I didn’t like the screenplay
I think the script should be rewritten everything seemed grey
Wonder who the hell directed it cause it won’t win awards
But it’s more difficult compared to only needing four chords
Say I’ve got flaws but you’re not without yours
But whenever you’re outside you don’t feel the downpour
I don’t claim to be flawless I just have my self-awareness
With the cards that I’ve been dealt existing isn’t built on fairness
Relay and televise voicing your phobias
That must be taxing nonstop anhedonia
You are in fight or flight when it’s unwarranted
To be or not to be thoughts make you short-winded
Hold the gratuitous rancor raised in fortuitous anger
What will I do in the silence ain’t no reducing the mileage
Take that as you will but you are deeply unqualified
What you spew is hyperbole you’re concealed in wall of lies

[Tsunami J.]
I wanna save my hope wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes wanna fade ghost

[YCK]
I watched a movie of my life I didn’t like the way it ended
Think I’ll focus on myself I’ve never been all that dependent
Had to grow up expeditiously and figure out alone
Perseverance is a virtue many haven’t come to know
Transient and brief that’s the dissonant truth
On a cosmic calibration this predicament’s doomed
And upon the grand arrival what’s expected is a sham
I just tell it how it is before we oughta up and scram
By default we’re faithless a tabula rasa
Destructive by donning a scapular toss the
Objective instruction abandoned the gospel
This poisonous arrogance sheltered in hostel
What’s normal relies upon what the structure provided not
What the oligarchy’s selling tryna coast on and ride along
Interpret how you like but there is not enough room
To spin the open-ended as a win and then bid adieu

[Tsunami J.]
I wanna save my hope wanna change minds
Mirages hang my ghouls from the grey vines
I wanna save my soul wanna break my bones
Wanna praise my own wanna make thrones
I wanna save my gold wanna change my woes
Wanna face my foes wanna fade ghost

YCK x Tsunami J. - Mirage

ithoughtiwasokay (Prod. sorrow bringer)

FISHFOOD

Don't Give A Fuck (prod. NetuH)

RAATMA

REAL (Prod. Thugstage Beats)

Prod. YCK

Less and more it’s on and off I’m passing through on Audubon
Interrogate me it’s no wonder why we never got along
Until I have a made-up title at some kind of corporation
You won’t think I’m anything just pulling from your moral basis
More tenacious the lord’s support it is sort of waning
Had this dream that I’ve sought and worked towards attaining
Wave a finger reprimand me let me in before inhaling
Just because we’re family well I fail to see the correlation
If I saw the light and before me there was a golden ladder
I would not go climb it I thought I would get the molten matter
Hug the flames like I’m an irreversible savage
But tell me what did I do to deserve this merciful action
Why would you spare me when there are others in suffering
When I clearly don’t need it I find the stillness so comforting
Taciturn you have to earn a spot it’s what I scoff at
Rescind the act to thin the pack I figure well that’s my bad

The back and forth
The highs and lows
Expected more but
It’s been nice to know

I don’t mean to cut you off
But it’s something that I tend to do
Getting by I got few wants
And the verdict’s in it seems it’s true
Too ambitious demoralized
To each their own I’ll go my way
I’d prefer to live a shortened life
If it meant I couldn’t waste a day

How is somebody that kind but also that selfish
How could you think that you’re right it’s like you’re full of yourself it’s
Upsetting that I put defenses up to manually guard
But wanna thank you for showing me how you actually are
I should not apologize for being myself
Standing tall who’s got me there ain’t nobody else
The suicidal shtick is overdone but I’m a method actor
Too intent on being dead but I predict the second after
Once I’m cold here go the posts just wipe your tears and blow your noses
Suddenly you start to care when it’s your kid that overdoses
We all got addictions some socially are acceptable
I turn my ringer off so I’m functionally inaccessible
Just my luck I fall for women living with some deep trauma
Ain’t on purpose I suppose that hurting helps you be stronger
But we want a partner that remains consistent
And accepts you as you are and you can tell is always listening

The back and forth
The highs and lows
Expected more but
It’s been nice to know

I don’t mean to cut you off
But it’s something that I tend to do
Getting by I got few wants
And the verdict’s in it seems it’s true
Too ambitious demoralized
To each their own I’ll go my way
I’d prefer to live a shortened life
If it meant I couldn’t waste a day

Back and Forth, Highs and Lows

A FEW ROUGH YEARS (Prod. estheticgloom x skinnydragbeats x coleslaw beats)

Thumpa (feat. Undead Ronin) [prod. F L O W E R $]

DESERTBOYS

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