https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

Yeah It’s when you punch me in the face and says its desperate measures
were plagued by suicidal tendencies shit doesn’t get better
it’s just another day another friend suicide just hits again
I wanna take my life but that’s not what I meant

can you tell me if you’re happy are you in a better place
did you ever find what you want cus I still just see your face
at the edge of my bed when im trying to fall asleep
yeah all my dreams are just plagued by awful memories

do you know that I cared
do you know that I called
oh god yeah I miss you but you’re not you at all
You’re not you at all, you say ill be ok 

you say ill be ok, 
but some wounds still don’t mend
it feels like my flesh is burning from the inside
im burning from the inside, im burning up alive

Yeah push me in the bed and now im left in recession
just a bloodline with an illness always left second-guessing
Yeah with charcoal on my face cigarettes in my hands
on my grandfather’s chair where he said to me

yeah son you gotta build your life and never look back
there will be people in your life that never give that’s a fact
but it’s hard to see the friends that you used to love go
but you know homie I got your back you just need to give a call 

so save your breath yeah im on my way right now
I don’t want to be someone that lets my friends down
maybe we will block out the sunlight with our despairs
stay in my room no life isn’t fair

Reminisce on issues that we had when we were younger
yeah looking back on it I thought as you as a brother
we suffered from the trauma we didn’t know how to comprehend
until emotion just builds and builds when i hear you say

What Changed

Lyrics:

I messed around, and I told them all the obvious

The way I'm walking straight is making everything monotonous

For anything that I have had a problem with,

I'd hate to see it all again,

Still here, but my mind has gone away






Saw an idea, it doesn't feel right to die here

get my keys, get my wallet, get the fuck up outta here

This is my fear, came equipped with the right gear

When I'm in the area, it's always my section right there. 


I guess that I'll admit it, I've always been so vindictive

Of the life that I've been living in,

Fortunate for the misfortune, I've been pivoting

Call me a cryptic sadistic visionary 

Put me 6 feet under and leave me buried,





Take a shot of cynanide for every time that I have lied


and even though I know that I will die, the truth is mine to write. 


How will my story unfold? Find out when the time is right.


There's a deeper meaning to exist in this life of mine. 





Painful in proportions, ripping pictures of my walls

Tameful in extortions, going easy on you all. 

My name is what's important, fuck the fame it's all a show. 

I've been faithful to the gods, and I've been faithful to my soul. 





My life is always great, but my mind is always poor

I don't wanna die alone, nothings in control 

Put together pieces, the pieces that I know

Have so many questions but everythings rhetorical x2

Rhetorical (prod. PurpleHex)

Prod. Arvid @funeralmoney

Fractured pieces emotions obtrusive
And did you hear those two are now exclusive
Could have foreseen it I don’t believe it
Wanted to spite me then you succeeded
I hope that you’re safe at home
Cause you couldn’t bear to be alone

Beauty is an animal
Like why you being irrational
How are you this insecure
When you’re so casually allure

We’ve both got our issues trusting
I don’t like what you’re becoming
I’m too young and you’re naive
Well the old you’s gone so I think I’ll grieve

Yeah I wanna die but I’ll stay for you
You don’t gotta try anything you do
Just goes exactly how you want
And you could have anybody that you want

If you think you’re better you know where I’ll be
I don’t wanna see you for another week
We’re not friends just enemies
And even still you’re dead to me

Fractured pieces emotions obtrusive
And did you hear those two are now exclusive
Could have foreseen it I don’t believe it
Wanted to spite me then you succeeded
I hope that you’re safe at home
Cause you couldn’t bear to be alone

Treat me self medicate
This toast I will dedicate
To all of those who loved and lost
Who played their cards but paid the cost

Comfort in leading on
No such thing agreed upon
To you and both your sunken eyes
Take off pretend you’re blind

Fractured pieces emotions obtrusive
And did you hear those two are now exclusive
Could have foreseen it I don’t believe it
Wanted to spite me then you succeeded
I hope that you’re safe at home
Cause you couldn’t bear to be alone

Fractured Pieces

RiverKinn
"Recollide"
Produced by RiverKinn

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After the damage that you've dealt
You have the nerve to step back in
And interfere with all my plans
I know you miss the way it felt
When I gave into your impossible demands
But you won't convince me again
That you and I could recollide
As if I wouldn't recognize the warning signs
And maybe this is the end
But if I die at least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands

Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
At least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
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OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Recollide

Lyrics:

Take my life today
You don’t know how I’m feeling
So just pull the trigger
Everyday I live in pain
It won’t go away
It won’t go away
It won’t go

Let me breath today
I cannot see the right way
You got my fate in your hand
And I don’t know to go 
Everybody talked me down
They told me turn around
And leave the way I came from
Sorry but I’m here to say
This shits the only way
To keep my thoughts at bay so

Why’d you lie to me then
Looked into my eyes
And broke it
Why’d you lie to me then
Looked into my eyes
I’m broken

Take my life today
You don’t know how I’m feeling
So just pull the trigger
Everyday I live in pain
It won’t go away
It won’t go away
It won’t go

Lose myself in my sleep
I see your face when I weep
Close my eyes dream of a place
To see you before I wake
Every day seems so dragged out 
These feelings seem so wrapped up 
And I just wanna see you 
Before I leave here for good
You took my feelings away
You Left me here to decay
Memories starting to fade
But I don’t wanna say goodbye 

Why’d you lie to me then
Looked into my eyes
And broke it
Why’d you lie to me then
Looked into my eyes
I’m broken

Take my life today
You don’t know how I’m feeling
So just pull the trigger
Everyday I live in pain
It won’t go away
It won’t go away
It won’t go

IT WON'T GO AWAY

IT WON'T GO AWAY [prod. Soulburn]

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https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen
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@prodbyfallen

lyrics

I’m with the homies we faded
Fuck on your foreign we skating
Numbin my head on the pavement
Bitch I ain’t fake it, runnin from bacon

I got a dream and I’m chasing
Create till I die ima make it
I’m with the homies we faded
How many times am I fucking gun say it

Train tracks with a switchblade
Got a full bag of the spray paint
Spit tha same lines so you realize this is real life and its do or die

I ain’t fuck around I ain’t got time
Shut your fucking mouth like a damn mime
I ain’t dumb bitch did the STEM grind while I was fucked with a broke mind like

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Catch me crying in the back
That ain’t weakness I’m a man

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Clap me and I’m cutting back
Facts

yea chainsaws coming out my arms, i think the devils just got me
fucking feeding off my self loathing it knows the one i hate is me
cus im just a scum fuck, should have fucking know better should have fucking thought it through
cus im just a dumb fuck, how the fuck did i survive what you put me through

you cut cut cut at my flesh until you hit the bone
you love love love just the way that i fucking hate you
polish your fucking teeth on the foot of my drive
cant get enough, put my car in reverse and drive on your eyes, you fucking cunt

See the look in my eyes and know it’s lights out
All the hate and despise it gave me life now
Looking around like I might drown
Everything round me the second I’m iced out
I see the hate in their faces
When I pull up I ain’t leaving no traces
Told you I said they’d remember my name
Put a knife in my back and I’m leaving you brainless
Now I seen thru your disguise
I can’t let you stay alive
Leave this place like do or die
Put my sanity on the line
Act like everything is fine
All this rage pent up inside
I can’t see no compromise
Watch out you better run for your life

Ima different fucking breed
I ain’t human I’ma beast
I am sloth boi, brown knight

I got guru blood in me
I got warrior sikhs
And I’m running on my last life

Train tracks with a switchblade
Got a full bag of the spray paint
Spit tha same lines so you realize this is real life and its do or die

I ain’t fuck around I ain’t got time
Shut your fucking mouth like a damn mime
I ain’t dumb bitch did the STEM grind while I was fucked with a broke mind like

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Catch me crying in the back
That ain’t weakness I’m a man

I ain’t living issa fact
I be dying thassa wrap
Clap me and I’m cutting back
Facts

Do or Die

⸸ spotify ⸸

Do or Die w/ Rivilin & skylarallen (NetuH x FALLEN)

Prod. YCK

This is the closest thing I’ve found
To a semblance of happiness I doubt
It’ll last much longer it never does so
Now I’ll go to the dark into the unknown

It’s difficult articulating just how I’m feeling
I fall apart and crumble down every layer is peeling
You’re getting closer to the center you can see my insides
I’m only rotten to the core but I can wish that in time
I go to prove myself and show you all that I’m not the one
They make me out to be a travesty and demon in one
I’m nothing perfect I prefer to keep my thoughts to myself
I’m still assuring I ain’t hurting contradicting my health
Ever since December anything I remember
Is nothing good I miss the days when you put up with my temper
I know I’m hot-headed not sending warmest regards
I wouldn’t think you’d wanna see me since we drifted apart
Now the nights are long and the days falling short
You ain’t been calling up my phone but now I’ve been calling yours
I want a last time I need to hear you speaking just once
I still will love you all despite the things you’ve said and you’ve done 

This is the closest thing I’ve found
To a semblance of happiness I doubt
It’ll last much longer it never does so
Now I’ll go to the dark into the unknown

You say I’m so gifted but what is my gift
When I be ruining Christmas by causing a rift
I’m stirring up the melting pot hurt the ones that I love
I do whatever that I want cause no one strikes from above
If they were watching me they’d obviously be sending a sign
I need autonomy no stopping me from living my life
There ain’t no message in a bottle coming up from the pipes
I really think I’m only awful to the ones that I like
I wonder how they put up with the words that I said
I try to keep em to myself and keep em all in my head
I hate confiding cause I find my thoughts are nothing but dark
And often find myself at sea but like I can’t disembark
Won’t appreciate me till when after I’m gone
At least I lived a simple life doing things that I want
You couldn’t trap me or steer me right into a corner
I did what I had felt was right thanks to all my supporters

Four walls caving in
There’s no saving him
Will they ever hear his real name
Or know what it’s like to feel pain

This is the closest thing I’ve found
To a semblance of happiness I doubt
It’ll last much longer it never does so
Now I’ll go to the dark into the unknown

Four walls caving in
There’s no saving him
Will they ever hear his real name
Or know what it’s like to feel pain

The Closest Thing I've Found

Crystal Skies (Prod. HEKS)

You changed she said and I thought in my head
I know I have I know I can't pretend
People change but these feelings don't
Stuck close to your skin like the ceiling rope

Peel it back and look underneath
And you said you're worried through stuttered speech
Know you're anxious to some degree
And you hope I'm fine you wanna come with me

Boxes open that faucet broken
Knew the latest on me that's gossip spoken
Bad emotions and sense of sadness
Now coming easy with a bit of practice

Being strung up my second nature
I make a lie and only seconds later
I think again about what I've spoke
But I don't take it back cause these people don't

Took the breath from my open mouth
Never known how it broke me down
I went in circles somewhere else

Overcast with no sun in sight
I've been hoping that I've been running right
For a while I've been numb inside
And laid down lights out and stuck inside

Drapes are drawn when I make a song
And that's my job that I've come to take upon
Scared at first I was dead afraid
But I'm feeling better when we both relate

Had a dream that I couldn't speak
And I'd lost the words they wouldn't come to me
At that moment I'd lost my purpose
No further steps and my death was certain

I awoke and took what I had
And I appreciated bout every chance
That I've been given ain't stopping now
No not for you cause you taught me how

Took the breath from my open mouth
Never known how it broke me down
I went in circles somewhere else

Spirits

Sympathy

Prod. Rizi

Say some shit that we intend
Message read receiving them
Better now than being friends
But I’ll still love you even then

Doing things that we pretend
Said you wanna leave and left
Better now than keeping stress
And hide away and sleep in bed

I don’t know why but I’m wide awake
When I took a melatonin so I’d slide away
Won’t work out so I’m dying to live
Take a couple more again i’ve got mine to give

Beg your pardon I’ve been starting
Slip into a sleep I won’t be departing
No don’t worry won’t be hurting
I don’t feel a thing I know that for certain

Say some shit that we intend
Message read receiving them
Better now than being friends
But I’ll still love you even then

Doing things that we pretend
Said you wanna leave and left
Better now than keeping stress
And hide away and sleep in bed

I don’t know how but I’m still awake
When I tried another solvent but I feel the pain
Won’t work now so I’m living to die
Made another choice and chosen what I’m killing inside

Oh I’m sorry trying hardly
Fall into a sleep I won’t eat I’m starving
No don’t matter I would rather
Wake up right now with my mirror shattered

Say some shit that we intend
Message read receiving them
Better now than being friends
But I’ll still love you even then

Doing things that we pretend
Said you wanna leave and left
Better now than keeping stress
And hide away and sleep in bed

Even Then

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Production: https://soundcloud.com/rizibeats
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sshvdow
Mixing & Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/00newside3
Cover Art: https://soundcloud.com/vermouthnoir


[Yami's Sin]

feel the pain that all these people left behind
never knew the people that would haunt my mind
picture perfect images keep flashing by

dry your eyes

hold on tight

never knew the people that would haunt my mind

[SSHVDOW]

Useless

Mangled

I cant feel my face now

Left me

Worthless

Lifes so fuckin painful

I feel pain you left behind now

I left behind

My death awaits

[Yami's Sin]

feel the pain that all these people left behind
never knew the people that would haunt my mind
picture perfect images keep flashing by

dry your eyes

hold on tight

Yami's Sin X SSHVDOW - Haunt My Mind (Prod. Rizi)

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