Prod. YCK

Don’t make claims when you can’t back up 
What you say made a curse give em all bad luck
Treat em poorly like a troglodyte
They wanna make shit up but don’t wanna fight

I’m a figure of controversy 
Know I do not have what you calling mercy 
Self destructive these tendencies
I could give a fuck about enemies

Exchanging rates and ain’t feigning sadness
I look for cash and deflate the mattress
They stay so phony I’m a copy magnet 
I file the papers and take the patent

You pussy talking my soul be rotten
They dig up dirt and they be marauding
Plotting often black mask I’m rocking  
I expect demise I need an empty coffin

Pretending oh it’s too easy
You’ll be so upset when you see me
Bygone there’s no discussion
Bought these for our consumption 

I see quirky motherfuckers lining right up and go down the street
You think so trendy imma break you bitch it’s best you should retreat
Starve myself I’m skin and bone like I say fuck an appetite
Dissatisfied I get no recognition hate to advertise

When bitches be spitting so ignorant maybe I’ll end it all 
think I’ll consider it
Take a barbiturate got no equivalent aiming and threaten
I sent I delivered it

All of you rapping improperly
Get the fuck off of my property
Never on top of me
I can’t relate to a fraud
Or better yet god I’m rugged and flawed 

Pretending oh it’s too easy
You’ll be so upset when you see me
Bygone there’s no discussion
Bought these for our consumption

Easy to Pretend

Prod. YCK

Semi automatic tear em up I’m a jerk
Why they say make bands but I know they don’t work
Just one day a week then you get a paycheck
Bitch I make that in a minute I could take a rain check

What a bad joke imma call em Jared Leto
Imma meet up with your girl driving out to Sacramento
I’m like the final and you’re more like the demo
You can act so hard then ya turnin into jello

I’ll be reigning terror why the fuck I gotta spare em
Bitch I’m burning retinas better yet I’m melting sclera
Don’t ask for a price when I know you can’t pay it
Boutta blast off cap stocks inside trading

I am the bookie I’m betting up I’m against you
You will stay the next to best cause imma best you
There ain’t nothing personal I just know that I’ll end
Any motherfucking rappers that worry about the trends

YCK what it mean You Can’t Know
Sipping on a Blue Moon chewing on tobacco
Burnt air on the fucking forecast
That we can’t repair treat em like a doormat

Waiting up in the wings bitch I’ll be ready to attack
They’ll be making me to a king yeah there’s plenty to retract
I’m accelerating this ain’t even full speed
You won’t last a fucking minute you’re what all the wolves eat

Cocking and popping making a bop and dropping atom bombs
No I’m not stopping never not plotting I’ll be ending catalogs
They won’t ever pass me I’m in this spot
One song that I make can fuck your discog

Desertboys we destroy bitches you can never join
Still avoid flipping coins oughta make a better choice
We are the reason they look over their shoulders
We get em once get em twice till their temperature colder

Whoop there he is I’m the motherfucking pagan
Infidel made a spell all the cash I made is paying
All my bills imma fill up the place with a stack
Of my pills imma chill then replace it with a rack

YCK what it mean You Can’t Know
Sipping on a Blue Moon chewing on tobacco
Burnt air on the fucking forecast
That we can’t repair treat em like a doormat

Valley Infractions

Prod. YCK

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

I’m not an angel let’s not sugar coat it
And I know you ain’t one to trust don’t question my motives
But it’s so hard to love you when the love’s nonexistent
You’re right in front of me but I can’t help feeling distant

Why’d you have to entice me
Your lies all serve to remind me
That what we had before is nothing but a souvenir so
What we had in store it don’t apply to you and me no

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

Cherry red lipstick you ruined these bed sheets
A match made in hell but I know that she gets me
I’m on a bender I’m a nervous breakdown
And I can’t remember all the pills I take now

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it’s worse here
My insides turning my body’s shaking
I thought you’d be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it’s finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you’d be my anchor but this ship is sailing

So Far in Front of Me

Prod. YCK

You’re the most beautiful woman I have ever seen
Conversations left abridged it’s cause they’ve been expecting me
We were put here in this room and searched in its entirety
Somehow we clicked it’s history you never could get tired of me

Separately the love’s the same I used to dread about the day
That we were free from harmony but now I see that it’s okay
I’ve come to terms with my own cohesion
We both will heal from the cuts and lesions
Could have been but what it was indulged ourselves then just because
Became entwined no part of me I’ll follow suit in what she does 
You’ve found yourself not what you’ve sacrificed
Know it hurts but I know that it’s right

You’re the most beautiful woman I have ever seen
Conversations left abridged it’s cause they’ve been expecting me
We were put here in this room and searched in its entirety
Somehow we clicked it’s history you never could get tired of me

Imbued with me I softly sigh don’t choose to be we’re awfully high
The irony in taking two broke off commitments it’s for you
Glued to me I’m not the one this looming  conscience on the run
It’s sort of a discrepancy I can’t allow to get too deep

You’re the most beautiful woman I have ever seen
Conversations left abridged it’s cause they’ve been expecting me
We were put here in this room and searched in its entirety
Somehow we clicked it’s history you never could get tired of me

Acceptance

Prod. YCK

Predisposition addiction is still familial
Embedded into my blood till the day that I die but still you’ll 
Be running from any question regarding the incoherence 
I’m hardly scratching the surface you’re growing up with no parents
Tell me what it’s like and what it’s like being you
Cause I’m not fond of being me and what do I even do
I start my day and write a poem and record over noise 
I think my sadness is a gimmick an audience can enjoy
I could be a showman in reciting my verses 
I’m not the one you’ve met before because there’s multiple versions
A combination of a psyche and things that I wouldn’t say 
I remember laying down and hoped my lungs would inflate  
How did I survive almost wishing I hadn’t
I had a doctor working round the clock to try to combat it
The only thing is when I left the world is now overrun
The storm is brewing up on top a hill that we’ll overcome

Why are you complaining you should be more grateful
Hurting this badly you find yourself unable
It’s going right but I’m oh so torn
And this endless affliction’s been there since I was born

Suicidal wishing on the rise red eyes
From the weed they bought and roll with a sense death pries
In abundance the demand has been shrunken dried and diminished
But the archivists are convinced they aren’t near to being finished
After deducing I turn to stone like Medusa
When catching glances and staring into the basin and root of
Where my abjection has settled detecting I like a challenge
I’ve got a method to fix it but that’s not part of my palate
Faltering and halting aspirations we had
But the world ain’t owe me nothing so I guess I’ll be glad 
In the lowest of grading accumulating like dregs
It doesn’t mean a thing when they don’t even try and they beg
Stains from the smoke adhering to the dashboard 
On a trip heading south and I don’t need a passport
Ain’t a two-way stop there’s no return address
Boutta have a good rest in this dirt mattress 

Why are you complaining you should be more grateful
Hurting this badly you find yourself unable
It’s going right but I’m oh so torn
And this endless affliction’s been there since I was born

Where do you go
When you’re this low
How do you hide
From all these lies

Endless Affliction

Prod. YCK

The CIA was planting crack to trap poor black kids
It’s straight imported from the shore to spin webs arachnids
It’s no conspiracy doubters are wearing caps of tinfoil
And the redlining keeps the underprivileged from the rich soil
West of the tracks to set them in segregation
Proponents of the movement say they’re wanting less regulation
The ones who’d own a human if it was 1850
The cold opponents of the thirteen amendment if slavery’s missing
Then how will the cotton mills continue spooling and spinning
And how can Congress pass the bill this must be just the beginning
Blatant disrespect of what’s been here culminating
The fallen mechanism tell it to get up and pull it’s weight then
Modern day of worship they’re acting like Christ disciples
Ironically they’re the ones who never opened a Bible
You don’t even know what it truly contains
The unforeseen is still accounted for what’s newly in place

It’s no way to live it’s no way to go
What can I give to make the data show
I’m not like the others we’re racing against the clock
Rising costs had to fold so they vacate the block
Got mine and seems I’ve got yours
No protections till the richest want more
One for all and it’s all for one
Different rules under the same sun

They say they’re taking time getting closer to god
These misogynistic bigots the hatred is what they want
Pull the plug on the zygote take it into the light
Cause it’s the twenty first century miscarriage by right
Pro-life until the moment children are born
And cut the fund of education this is what I have warned
When the population’s too fucking stupid it’s undisputed
Now let’s look at who’s been charged with possession and persecuted
Empty the prison the one provided for privately
Waiting for the talking points TVs repeated reliably
Open the borders the labor shortage prevailed
Who woulda known unequal pay is a system that fucking failed
Incapacitated they jail em but don’t reenter
The community’s got members but not the ones you remember
Why you in a rush you don’t wanna get drafted
Yeah 'Nam was just a test it didn’t do what Iraq did

It’s no way to live it’s no way to go
What can I give to make the data show
I’m not like the others we’re racing against the clock
Rising costs had to fold so they vacate the block
Got mine and seems I’ve got yours
No protections till the richest want more
One for all and it’s all for one
Different rules under the same sun

Tragedy of a Nation

Prod. Vasporo @vasporo
Feat. Phantom Roses @phantom_roses

Sun goes down and the moon comes up
What’s the point of stressing bout it yeah what’s done
Ain’t important and the night’s half over
It’s felt like centuries long that I’ve known her
Consult me more been engulfed before
With the pit I got within me can’t be full restored
Unfold details that I will contribute
Cause I don’t save daylight when I’m with you
Too much weight to the words you said
I’m an open book and leaving hear my secrets spread
Don’t greet me just stop and listen
What you wanna learn is in my compositions
I mean what I write it’s tough when the truth hurts
If I gotta dip well then I wanna follow you first
Preparation won’t make it simple
For crossing over my life was sinful

I can’t fight 
The suffering I feel inside
You’re so hard to come by
I feel the warmth in your eyes
You’re like the moon on a dim lit sky
It’s in my mind you reside 
If it’s worth it will you be mine 

Fell with the grace of the wings I grew
Had to throw out half of the things I do
This illness I feed need euthanasia
This cage I’m in it seeks to enable
Bringing out the worst traits that are normally dormant
And each drink my soul only mortally shortens
I got a cancer in me no answer I plead
Think the grass will be greener the faster I leave
Face the music no use evading ain’t made to stay
So amusing how I been oozing these shades of grey
Cannot absolve myself bottles up on the shelf
Maybe once had taut the belt it seems that you are compelled
Cannot focus on future ventures
We should wait and tell ourselves to surrender
I’m vested to rest in a state of peace
And it’s best if I left I remain diseased

I can’t fight 
The suffering I feel inside
You’re so hard to come by
I feel the warmth in your eyes
You’re like the moon on a dim lit sky
It’s in my mind you reside 
If it’s worth it will you be mine

Where You Reside (feat. Phantom Roses)

Prod. YCK

Remind me of who I am again
Without all the words you initially said
Describing me as some contemptible scoundrel
If your guilt don’t get to you I know the hounds will
Inner impairment I waste opportunities
Ongoing currently no longer soon to be
Dead cause I don’t even feel that alive
It’s like I already have met my demise
Caressed by the blanket the warmth is familiar 
I’m like a chameleon I blend in until your
Just sick of me watch me adopting the traits
That you hated so much I will burn at the stake
You get belligerent popping barbiturates
You get combative leftover scar tissue it’s
Friendly reminders ain’t asked for but welcomed
If I had the answers then I wouldn’t tell them

Cower in cowardice
As I believed you would
I watched just how your urges evolved
Oh the end of this
Will be the only good
Outcome for all of us here involved
Let’s make a pledge let’s make this right
Stumbled across it those near beware
I’ve felt the wedge I’ve felt the blight
Who’s got the toxins cause I’ll be there

If everyone’s different then nobody is
Like what good is “specialty” that don’t exist
I am an expert in crass overthinking
It’s foundering slowly we’re this close to sinking
Not able-bodied for what you expect of me
Kicked-in inflicted and stricken incessantly
Why’d we prolong and extend what is sure
When there have been billions that couldn’t mature
Leverage decreasing a new life I’m leasing
But it’s so demanding to try and live decent
My viewpoints ambiguous soaring aloft
And my thick skin deciduous I shrug em off
A child among many you’re standing apart
From the rest your behavior was bad from the start
I track infinite incidents they hold in common
The fact that there ain’t a day that you don’t got em

Cower in cowardice
As I believed you would
I watched just how your urges evolved
Oh the end of this
Will be the only good
Outcome for all of us here involved
Let’s make a pledge let’s make this right
Stumbled across it those near beware
I’ve felt the wedge I’ve felt the blight
Who’s got the toxins cause I’ll be there

The Only Outcome

Wait stop what you tryna market here?
We don’t take kindly to a crowd that’ll talk that talk and disappear

I don’t even know what I did last weekend
All of it a haze and I went off the deep end
Trapping in ghettos I’m pushing the petal 
Don’t fuck with no rap bitch I fuck with the metal

Water coming out open up floodgates
Got another fucking hit cutting up duct tape 
Torching the place while I scream “Fuck Bape”
Got amphetamines that I raise in my uptake

Fishing for thots in this mental impairment 
You’re looking for likes and it ain’t me ya scaring
Fuck all the shit that you try to pursue 
Sending this card and that’s way overdue

I got no benefits I’m underpaid and
I love all my followers I’m underrated
Been chasing the fame no way I’ll be paid
A sum of some money to pocket for change

Wait stop what you tryna market here?
We don’t take kindly to a crowd that’ll talk that talk and disappear

So outta pocket lost up in the mosh pit
Jumping out jets I’m hoppin out the cockpit
Paused then I stopped it popping I’m unconscious 
Feeling so dazed I think I’ve gotten nauseous 

Later motherfuckers Imma go and get a paper
Bitch I’ve been the best yeah no one else greater 
Well they so bad bouta waste ‘nother beat
They’re the shit tier that I made a point to defeat

Ain’t working hourly you working salary
Fuck all the photos you got in your gallery
Need no aesthetic my numbers are steady
I’m blowing up soon and I’m feeling so ready

Ain’t even close they cannot compare
All of these shitters be so unaware
When I shake places I feel the bass play
To the parking lot spot that I copped for the day

Wait stop what you tryna market here?
We don’t take kindly to a crowd that’ll talk that talk and disappear

Hazardous

All Bark No Bite

Running around well it never occurred to me
I had forgotten you never had learned to be 
There for me when I was seeking support
I did it for you now the ball’s in your court 

Time to repay me I’m asking a favor 
Said you would do it you’d get to it later 
I don’t see it done all I see is fucking needles 
On the ground shattered glass and a broken up past

Oh well damn well I guess that’s nice 
Done it two times better say that’s twice 
Now I won’t ask I don’t do three strikes 
You’re out now motherfucker yeah I’m done that’s right 

Inconsistently run to bitch to me
Do some shit that I won’t ever live to see
Hate you or love you I cannot decide
Conditional pledges we do not abide 

I’m a free floater you won’t see me sober
Heart is always racing but this time it’s going slower 
Sold all my joys for a dollar or less
And I won’t get them back it’s so hard to forget

Vertigo vertigo nowhere to go
Judging my words and you say that you know
Meager by sight but my figure deceives 
My brain is the only thing with a disease 

Pity me pity me now we assume
I’ll be alright with the things I consume
Leader of silence I lie though my teeth
I’m burning the branches that lurk underneath 

Got your routine boutta fall into entropy 
Why you rundown well you ran out of energy 
Want a lift up but I cannot supply that 
Return me the comity might wanna try that 

No promise I’ll even be writing you back
Depleted my ink and a matter of fact 
Don’t know your address and I don’t wanna find 
The place that you staying at I’ll be at mine 

I’m a free floater you won’t see me sober
Heart is always racing but this time it’s going slower 
Sold all my joys for a dollar or less
And I won’t get them back it’s so hard to forget

Eye for an Eye

Prod. YCK

Fuck you and fuck the gaslighting you’ve done
And the caring that I had still resulted in none
Downer from the pressure maybe acting like a zombie
Wanna know what I’ve been doing you’ve been keeping tabs on me

Maybe pop pills taking fentanyl with it
You haven’t even known me long enough to form an opinion
I am the judge jury and the defendant
You’re authorizing bad behavior and I’m so codependent

Starting arguments from any minor disagreements 
I don’t give a fuck about the bitches I could try and be with
Only need one girl yeah they call it loyalty 
Boutta drop another tape and collect the royalties

Think of time spent think I’m feeling nostalgia
Now I won’t crawl back doing better without ya
How do I feel more like how do I deal
With residual grief it’s my mind that you steal

How can you fight what you can’t see
There’s a storm brewing up high in the sky that’s me
How do you kill a thing that never breathes
Now I’ve run out of options I will die diseased

On the surface I’m okay but inside no I’m not
Release of chemicals faking happiness what I sought
Yeah I’m so tired yeah I’m feeling decrepit
And it’ll never get better so you better accept it

Block em out now they’re showing their face up at my place
You ain’t welcome here bought a couple of heaters just in case
I ain’t one to entertain anybody that’s showing 
And I don’t really get the hate when you hate me for going

No she ain’t dead but I’m down by a friend
That spot is vacant further notice going 1 to a 10
It’s pure betrayal now I’m ducking and I’m setting my sail 
I chose the deep blue sea you can’t follow my trail

Bye and good riddance this time I ain’t fucking kidding 
I’ve written a couple messages now but I started ripping
Em up I can’t explain but maybe it felt wrong 
I would rather have you listen to me up in this song

How can you fight what you can’t see
There’s a storm brewing up high in the sky that’s me
How do you kill a thing that never breathes
Now I’ve run out of options I will die diseased

Fighting What's Hidden

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Valley Infractions

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