lyrics:
sometimes i feel nothing
no tears in my eye i dont cry
when i feel something
i look inside ask myself why
i should be trusting 
instead of putting aside
 and looking outside
i should stop judging myself 
and just look inside
lookin inside 
don’t play with my mind
im tryn to realign
and read the signs
and just be fine
i dont want you to remind
me 
of whats behind me 
i just want to fly please 
n i just wanna find me

i get so lost in the mess
whenever i try to suppress 
so   i just let everything be 
cuz im trying to live  peacefully

feeling like im floating somewhere 
like im in the air
feeling nothing no cares
all i get is blank stares
 wish i never cared
but i think life is playing fair
get away from despair
its just you so dont compare
  yeah
just look at yourself not the next
your whole existence is a flex
breaking necks
 block yo hex 
didn’t mean to perplex 
but what do you expect   


but you can’t feel me 
you cant even see my view
they just misconstrue 
everything i say and do
nothing new
 out of the blue 
feeling blue  
needa new point of view
really wanna breakthrough
off the acid deja vu
looking back to

all the memories
  i was too extreme
when i cry i would scream
 feel the heat in my bloodstream
now im older sipping heem
in the flow no control
like a tornado
emotions come and go 
but
i just wanna grow 


 positive to negative
used 2 call me senstive
say im so dramatic
life be cinematic
sometimes i can’t manage
but i manage
in the light or offstandish
outlandish on another planet
i just wanna vanish 
in the night all black like a bandit
in the hole where the rabbits go

no feelz (2019)

take me home - pinkpantheress

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LA MADRUGADA!
Produced by Brown Cherub & SOCCER TEES
Raps by The Indifference
Written by Benito Vargas Santos
Additional vocals by Alejandro Diaz & WEAK FOOT GENIUS
Mixed & Mastered by benny darko
Artwork by Alejandro, Zeth, benny darko, and Miguel Santos
RECORDED @ JOURNEYMAN WANDERERS MUSIC GROUP HQ

LA MADRUGADA! (Prod. Brown Cherub + SOCCER TEES)

Recorded live at back to basics at The Garage in the Waxwerks - 2013.  
This is part one of a 5 hour mix that started at 95 bpm and never got faster than 118bpm.  
A pure Weatherall masterclass in mixing indie dance, balearic beats and tripped out slo-mo at it's best.

Andrew Weatherall Live at Waxwerks Part 1

The quality of our guest mix series remains unbroken with the 3rd session coming courtesy of Andrew Weatherall who has had numerous appearances at our No Strings Attached club nights since the early years.  He always amazes us with the way he manages to capture the full attention of the club during his sets, pushing and challenging the crowd with his avant-garde performances. The long standing relationship continues when he returns next month with fellow slomo cosmic warrior Sean Johnston and this mix gives you a perfect taste of the ALFOS sound.


Stranded, HOW R U?

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