2019

all my exes live in cherrybrook

theres a day i get stuck on
something small i can live off
a place i know i am wanted
where the rooms are full
and the airs quiet

i cant love you too much
it hurts my head when the world moves too fast
caught on a step a little off a dream
that panics and pulls at what youd think of me

and i dont want to spend the next year in bed
curled up together or alone in our heads
and i wont lose another night to you
as i shout and scream the things I try not to think

AMELIC (demo)

2018

i dont want that

safe and warm tonight
and everything around is light
but im so predictable
when everything is tangible
because i am sad tonight
see happiness brings on this sleeplessness
that keeps me up all night
even when youre around and lying by my side

because i am home again

and even though id beg and plead
for you to stay with me
we both know theres somewhere else
id rather be
and i cant change
and i know its stupid to fall in love
with every silly smiling lonely boy i come across
that makes me feel less old

and might just heal my soul

IDWT (demo)

it’s time to get up
out of bed
and don’t forget to make it
it’ll feel better when you get back

wretch in the shower
think about phoning it in
but you can’t miss work again
who’s gonna pay the rent

you never call your friends
except to blow them off again
and your mothers worried sick
she thinks youre finally losing it

and i fucking hate this flat
but lately it’s all i have
even though it makes me so sad
what am i supposed to do with that?

when ive lost most of my twenties
to pipe dreams that i’ve not had lately
surrounded by spoilt nepotism babies
haven’t felt right since 2020

and i know you hate when people
talk about lockdown
especially in art or songs
but i dont think i’ll record this one

so please get up out of bed
and don’t forget to make it
it’ll feel better when you get back

teacup 100 (demo)

hurt me a little less (demo)

we are all god's children and he has left us in a hot car with the windows up

nk

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