BALLOON 
MUSIC BY YEIN LEE 

Blew a balloon to get this weight out of my heart  
Pushed down the feelings tied up hard so it won't get away
Wrote to you as if I've got no feelings in me
Messaged you meaningless words that I never meant to say

Seemed like we've had a long enough conversations
But still you'll never know the truth that's sinking deep inside
Afraid to say it out loud afraid to see them leave 
We end up seeing empty words come and go every night 

The first of day and last of night and the same thing over and over 
Time flies never waits for a fool
Closed my eyes to fall asleep hoping to get it out of my head 
in the end I see how stupid I am 

I just can't let go of this air what if it push you out of my reach 
So I tied it up safe hidden inside
The truth is, I want it to leak and let it hover like a whisper 
Let shrinking balloon spit out all the truth

이건 무뎌지지 않아 또 새롭게 덮쳐오지
가짜 감정일까 외면해봐도 결국 돌아가
오늘도 캄캄한 방에 누워서 뒤척이다
생각하다가 난 그렇게 잠이 든다

Balloon

SONG REVIEW

못난 마음 (이예인 작사, 이예인, 서지혜 작곡)

보컬 이예인, 기타 이예인

Ugly heart (Write by Yein Lee, Song by Yein Lee)

Vocal Yein Lee, Guitar Yein Lee

CREDITS

프로듀싱, 레코딩, 믹싱, 마스터링 한정훈

Produced, Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Junghoon Han

LYRICS
 
난 늘 누군가를 부러워했었어 
가질 수 없는 것들을 바랐어 

I’ve always wanted to be someone else 
I wanted things I couldn’t have

이 부끄러운 맘은 꺼낼수가 없어
들키기 싫은 못난 마음인걸

I can't take this shame out and show you
I'd better keep it myself, its such an ugly heart that I must hide 

시간이 지나도 사랑할수가 없어 
이 못난 마음을 가진 나를 

Would I have thought of me if I were you
Would I have feelings for someone like me 

부족함 없이 사랑받아왔던 나인데
이유를 알지못한 채 늘 외로웠었어 맘이텅빈것처럼

I know I’ve always been loved
But I’ve always had a void in my heart that never have been filled

너를 생각해
나와 같은 널

I think of you
Who are as weak and lonely as I am

외로운 맘으로
나와 같은 널 사랑해야지

With a lonely heart,
I will love you with a small heart like me