The Introvert Excursion

Thinking back when it was just me and mom
Thoughts getting too loud for all the Unisom
I Been Tripping out but the hues are calm 
Can’t diffuse it we linked through a bond 
I been only going back n forth with myself 
I was feeling ashamed my force wasn't felt  
Memories stick like the fresh tar tough 
I think the Scenes of the past scarred us 
The work is earned 
Worst case was learned 
The last to believe be the first concerned 
When u win and shinning bright 
But they looking back dim 
They don't get it God is I and you is him 
Space a ocean we just wanna swim 
But When u getting too high the air gets thin 
Like my chances of advancing to win
How ya'll sleep on the ones who woke us 
These days jobs don’t do nothing but soul suck 
So Ima build my discography 
And when my momma look down she'll be proud of me 
Doubts have been decreasing path a puzzle 
Im just piecing it together 
We forever fleeing our feelings 
And for that reason
 I Turned if to when
So there’s only one way to ascend 
Who u think Are your friends
Where we gon be when this shit all end
 I Turned if to when
So there’s only one way to ascend 
Who u think Are your friends
Where we gon be when this shit all ends
It all depends 
On
You 
So the question ima ask
Is what you gon do?
With ya 
Life 
Live right
Every night

Who Renovates a Rental? [prod. tars chase]

Been bout my business 
The mirror my witness 
Nowadays people pay for the listens 
But they don’t pay no attention 
Grab any check never check the percentage 
Homie them goals is a gimmick 
Speak wit no soul we can sense it
It's the money incentive 
But to maintain they never mention

Got 2 hands no shooters ￼
Big plans small ruins 
3 jobs still losing 
They all still clueless 
Don’t debate I just do it
Tryna find what my use is 
Ima put the fear to use
The world ending ima burn it down with u
I got 3 companies at 22 
This the shit they simply can’t do 
Who am I you don’t know who’s who 
When you all  got a mask to be comfortable 
Boxed in by life got nowhere to move 
And thoughts of the past don’t comfort you
We had dirt bag dads that blew through the case 
Took kids away from the ones they wanted to stay
Didn’t hurt that bad we gave love to them straight 
United again and overcame all the hate 
Now mommas  kids gon illuminate 
We still grieve but there’s flowers that grew on the grave 
That’s new Life on death our family flew through the gates 
And the kids gon make sure we go down as greats 
Let the lames make they millions off mumbling oooo 
That high horse wont stay comfortable 
I come from nothing in a game with nothing new 
Remember the name we coming for you 

Been bout my business 
The mirror my witness 
Nowadays people pay for the listens 
But they don’t pay no attention 
Grab any check never check the percentage 
Homie them goals is a gimmick 
Speak wit no soul we can sense it
It's the money incentive 
Been bout my business 
The mirror my witness 
Nowadays people pay for the listens 
But they don’t pay no attention 
Grab any check never check the percentage 
Homie them goals is a gimmick 
Speak wit no soul we can sense it
It's the money incentive 
But to maintain they never mention

Mind Field (feat. Mick Jenkins) [prod. tars chase]

Place the pity in the furnace
Demons wit me and I earned em
There's no reason to be nervous 
On the introvert excursion ￼
A lot to see in life I rather witness
 in person 
Sometimes I wanna be free sometimes the bliss aint worth it 
All these years grandma still fight for child support from fathers 
No one sticking up for kids like paper ruins posture 
No one whipping weapons proper 
I might go cop so Prisoners can prosper 
Brainwashed by fathers fuck it I might go an off em 
Send em off the road not worth a coffin 
Me and g o d don’t really speak too often 
Tryna see clearly man I really need to get to calming 
down
Place the pity in the furnace
Demons wit me and I earned em
There's no reason to be nervous 
On the introvert excursion ￼
A lot to see in life I rather see in person 
Sometimes I wanna be free sometimes the bliss aint worth it 
Still searching for purpose 
A killer I’m the furthest 
Just tryna show em
Hope they hear this and realize what the hurt does 
Can never take back all the pedals on the rose buds 
Regardless of it all we rose up 
I'd like to think we chose this road but it chose us

T.I.E.M [prod. tars chase]

No debate or discussion 
There’s no sun I see coming 
The bills bloody I’m running 
Theres no clean money wit drugging 
Don’t get me wrong I ain’t thugging 
Just speaking bout the graves 
And the ways that my people got dug in
Watched em wash away 
And get dragged to the dungeon 
Why we gotta pay to lose the ones we loving 
The tick tock the only thing i put trust in
Cause when that shit stop, everything fade to nothing
Here's something 

I meet the demons on weekends 
That’s when the whiskey seep in
Wont let the vision weaken 
So Success I’m always seeking 
Since Screams filled the house 
Dreams spill out my mouth
I seen what pills take down
Let’s see what willpower allow 
Will never follow with the fake 
Use power deliver faith 
Dodging trauma every way
Missing momma every day 
Still got a soul to save 
Still got a road to pave 
Still got some tolls to pay 
So we gotta turn the page 

I'm still dreaming in these regions of the nether 
All The days of grieving gave me reason to be better 
The Puzzles I’m piecing gathering some good to remember 
From our fallen soldiers that I’m still left reading the letters
I'm writing my own so I can craft a better version 
Of the story had no glory but the trauma gave me purpose 
Used it as water to my seed of faith an submerged it
Turned this excursion to a introvert emerging

E Road (feat. Caroline Mercedes) [prod. tars chase]

Tryna make a living 
Trying not to die  
Tryna flip the system 
So i can provide 
Tryna make a living 
We just trying not to die 
They always block my signal 
Like they hate WiFi 
Tryna make a living
We just trying not to die 
Tryna flip the system 
So i can provide 
Doubts blocking signals 
I face the fear the mirror 
The state is dismal 
But when it’s dark I see clearer 

Been a minute still ain’t ask for any help 
Shit, it’s been a while since I even seen myself 
I been lost I been running 
I been trying not to gun it 
Just keep this faith with me 
Praying for something 
Something like this signal to hit me
Sometimes I get the urge to just flee to the city 
Leave wit me 
We can take the spaceship 
Tryna Upgrade my status
Really all it takes is patience 
No question where my faith is 
Pace adjacent with the greatest
Thank you mr Miller
For showing all the faces 
Of the dice of life we roll 
Don’t let snake eyes sight ur soul
Can’t take back lies I told
Never type to fold 
No no no
Where they go 
Why they gotta die 
Signal not shown 
Like they hate WiFi 
Wait for the sunset 
Let the soul come out 
The spirits have rose
Let’s go, we out 

Tryna make a living 
We just trying not to die
But they always block my signal 
Why they hate wifi
Tryna make a living
I'm just tryna survive
Tryna flip the system
So i can provide 
Tryna make a living 
We just trying not to die
But they always block my signal 
Why they hate wifi
Tryna make a living
I'm just trying not to die 
Now im staring in the mirror saying who the fuck am i

SOS Prologue [prod. tars chase]

All of these nights I been going insane 
Love and the hate think they one in the same
I'm in route to win but don’t want me no fame
Always keep cool but got one in the chamber
Don’t ask me to you no favors 
Not here for praise only pass the paper 
Grandma raised some soldiers so I'm only here to save her 
Owe her the world cause the world didn’t pay her 
Don't be late wit the payments 
I'm cold wit the cadence 
Got some old aging cold cases in my phone pages 
And they always grow greatness  
So I'm never worried never fold the flow never fading 
Even if I never make it 
Get outta here with all that if shit 
This no goal it's just a mission
Get outta here with all that if shit 
This no goal it's just a mission 
Nothing but ambition
Dont think they heard me right the first time 
I knew i was in for the worst after first line 
Now im carrying so much like i got a curved spine 
Still working like i dont deserve a dime cause im 
Getting the phonetics fine tuned 
Dont let these degenerates come and find you
Independent inspecting all lies through
Identify the threat then execute times two
No fear of facing the actual 
Certain substance i have abused 
Family torn darkness act as glue 
If the lies bad you should see what facts will do 
In this lifelong trip that well never peak 
Charging up the battery acid may leak 
My path turned from street to creek 
I said fuck it dove in and got lost for the week 
Get outta here with all that if shit 
This no goal it's just a mission
Nothing but ambition
Get outta here with all that if shit 
This no goal it's just a mission
No more drugs to cope with the pain
It's all soul so it's free dope all day

Sin De Kit [prod. tars chase]

I been feeling cold for some reason
I been making friends with my demons 
I don’t really know if I’m breathing 
But fuck it it’s a go tis the season 
Of deceiving doubts 
Reasons I found 
To be believing in myself now 
Internal wealth the only way how 
Gotta get it before this world burn down 
It’s a gold soul on the prowl 
For the new truth that I can spit to sound 
With some new boots on the ground 
Mama raised a king with these chips in crown 
Finally found the true use of me 
Giving foes something they can’t believe 
First one was the eulogy 
Was too soon to leave 
But between you and me 
I been feeling cold for some reason
I been making friends with my demons 
I don’t really know if I’m breathing 
But fuck it it’s a go tis the season 
The reasons I found 
Believing in myself now 
Internal wealth the only way how 
We gon get it before this world burn down 
The reasons I found 
Believing in myself now 
Internal wealth the only way how 
We gon' get it before this world burn down

The Introvert Excursion

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