daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

payphone ft shinigami (p. recycleBin)

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prod/guitars by me

endgame
i had a time n place to fall back into the fog
replay, id go back today
wish i never called it off
know im not one to just push it aside
i feel my lowest just steppin outside
brushin the dust off my lungs just to breathe alright
now i gotta take shit just to sleep at night

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

surface tension i been making dents on top of water
im built from components held by PCB and solder
death watcher, keep it close to me
like i could just close the page but i dont bother
hold my head down underwater
to the slaughter
feel my soul levatate out of this shell when i step out
i really feel the distance now
it feels so wrong to stick around
coat on, i dont want a send off
threats artificial i fend off
dig straight down like a check off
bite my tongue, just wanted to just say it i held off

dim lights on my conscious
i crossed out my past mistakes cuz i just dont wanna process
im aware of all that time takes
i wont keep u guessin ima stay the same

replay i standup n pace, its all back to this
i cant concentrate, just hesitate
i pick up the pieces like whats to take
and like whats to say
i keep my mouth shut like what can be done
all a fuckin waste
i dont want a friend cause i have to face
that ive failed the people that stuck to me

dust

think2much (greyrock)

LYRICS:
I'm so cold
Caught underneath the weather
Got no desire to leave my bed today
You would know
How my head hits the ceiling
When I'm holding on to every fleeting feeling

Suffer through every day
Without it I feel pain
This retching in my heart won't go away
Manipulate and shame
Constant anxiety
I'd do it for you
But she can't take herself half way
No it's not fair, love's never been for me
Don't know if I care, that's how its gunna be
Not certain how long I'm gunna last
I'm dead weight and you're just broken glass

The shadows won't let go
I'm losing control
Your arrow cuts through me
I saw from afar
Bruised and spoiled down in the soil
Desecrated by my own turmoil
Spent my life figuring everything out
With a fucked up sense of direction
I'll push you further, don't need no help
I'd rather get lost all by myself
Keep your distance and I'll keep mine
It's for the best, and for the rest of time

Suffer through every day
Without it I feel pain
This retching in my heart won't go away
Manipulate and shame
Constant anxiety
I'd do it for you
But she can't take herself half way
No it's not fair, love's never been for me
Don't know if I care, that's how its gunna be
Not certain how long I'm gunna last
I'm dead weight and you're just broken glass
No it's not fair, love's never been for me
Don't know if I care, that's how its gunna be
Not certain how long I'm gunna last
I'm dead weight and you're just broken glass

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Broken Glass

people keep telling me i'm a guardin clone, so here's this in spite to start off 2024 :)

Lyrics:

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

like where did all my friends go?
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

she could read minds in the first place
she could read minds in the worst way
that means she should know that i can't stay :(
that means she should know this ain't my day
spent my whole life chasing first place
somehow i'm 5th wheeling on my birthday
taco bell 3am on a thursday
wish i could share it with you come to my place
ay
double stack chicken wrap yuh
ay
babygirl where you at love :(
crush up 9 grams gurl i'm terrified
still i'm feeling alright this deep in your eyes 

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope- 

YUH

like where did all my friends go
where'd the passion all go
writing private in my bed hoe
rip a verse out of my chest woah
i ain't feelin the best so
i subdue all the stress
left behind and i can't cope
make a new scene all on my own
all on my own

solitary (dash)

prod. @trechorboy

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Lyrics:
i can see through the trees
through the bending of space  
take this time to reflect on the weight of mistakes
i couldn’t be who want and I’m sorry for it
but the time has passed to forgive and forget

now I’m decomposing inside of this place
with a liver thats failing and moss on my face
tell me how do you feel bout being at my wake?
cause there ain’t no mortician thats fit for my case

A Mortician's Guide To Decomposition

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prod. @trechorboy
supporting vocals @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
i been lurking since the break of dusk
up contemplating us
like the reaper i sink even deeper 
to think i’ll be weaker in six months time
i made a plan like we discussed
wrote apologies for thus
a disease or an itch
i want neither
so light up a reefer
and say goodbye

a self inflicted heart attack
popped Azithromycin pack
i drank myself to death & back
but unfortunately imma stay this time

ill fucking snap my neck
no closure
no need to fix this mess 
its over
my cause of death: deceit exposure 
im surfing a landslide 

you took my health away and threw it out
im on display
i’ll show you how i got this way
but first i need to take my life tonight cuz

i been lurking since the break of dusk
up contemplating us
like the reaper i sink even deeper 
to think i’ll be weaker in six months time
i made a plan like we discussed
wrote apologies for thus
a disease or an itch
i want neither
so light up a reefer
and say goodbye

you took my health away and threw it out
im on display
i’ll show you how i got this way
but first i need to take my life tonight cuz

i never thought it would end this way
but my bones are here to stay
if its a visit you’d like to pay

Euthanasia

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Lyrics
=========
Jealousy of all it breaks me down
Who do you call when I'm not around
Trapped in these walls and can't get out

This time I'll make it right yeah
No lie I've been workin on my own shit
Two times I fucked up and I missed
So you don't gotta hear a word when I say this but
This time I'll make it right yeah
I would watch it all burn if it makes you smile
And while I wash my old life
You could break my heart if it's one last night
I don't care who we are on the outside
These scars dig deep on the inside
Eating me away and I can't fight
So I wrote you this song
I hope you don't mind

If you do then I'll stay back
I lie awake and I laugh
'Cause every moment we had
Was the best I ever had
And if I do it all and get my bag
Would you see me or would you pass
Would you take me for one last dance
Would you ask me to hold your hand
These nights I try and I can't
Through my phone I see what you have
One face that I can't match
Is he the one is he your new man

Will he make it right yeah
Won't lie I'm still on my old shit
Three times I fucked up now I quit
You don't wanna hear a word when I say this

This Time

This Time [Prod. Neverforever]

Somehow I'm still here but I always question why
I don't miss you anymore so I don't know why I still cry
I think I just feel empty and I keep myself inside
I say I have no friends, the truth is I just don't reply

Why?

I became a ghost, a corpse, and all in just one day
The blood inside me dried up, and I started to decay
At least the memories would finally go away
The moment death took hold of me and began to eat away

Feel so far from myself
and I can not feel

This is my purgatory

My Purgatory

my purgatory

Warm Apple Pie

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Broken Glass

yesterday

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