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0:00 reckoning
1:16 hurry
2:41 inside
4:31 rely on me
5:50 cut deep
7:13 scorn
8:18 evo
9:40 feel it
10:47 sound it out

my march '25

luviswar_og_demo

produced by @pyu @otaku_u
featuring @hollons

(jinn)
with my fangs in yr neck
i feel yr heart in ur chest
i kno that im not the best for ya
cuz even with time
give it rest
dont change my mind
girl whats next?
i wanna find
u got it
kno im solid
so many times
that im still calling

even when i feel the lowest
my heart in yours hands, you hold it
i cant start again, im hopeless
hold me tight when im feeling broken

give it rest
dont change my mind
girl whats next?
i wanna find
u got it
kno im solid
so many times
that im still calling

(hollons)
and i still cry, girl you’ve been on my mind
i could never forget, how you had me misled
and when i told you my thoughts all you said is i’m stuck in my head
and now it’s alright
feels like i’m buried in the snow, i remember cold nights
looked you in your cold eyes
ouuu i wish you never left my side, my side
it’s out of spite, all you did to me
it wasn’t right
i know i failed to see through all your lies
it was just fantasies up in my mind
was our love ever real? please tell me how you feel
can’t even look my way like “baby what’s the deal?”
you don’t have to talk, your face is telling
how long we doing this for? it’s never ending

whats next? ft. hollons Prod @otaku_u @metapyu

I dont wanna fall out

why cant you be with me for now

if you just tried

if you try then we could be something

ya we could be something

but we all need someone

but not me right

not me right

cause you reciprocate nothing

thats what it seems like

ya what it seems like

and ill be waiting all my life

cause i just cant let you go

cause you're the only one on my mind

my mind

my mind

i wish this life was alright

i wish that i could let you go

but you'd be waiting all night

all night

all night



Need Somebody (Meta D0llywood1)

i can barely fit ur standards now
but i obeyed u like a dog when u needed it back then
and whats the point of lyin now
when u expect me to know all of the answers again
and everyday it gets harder to believe
that theirs somethin out there helpin me
or that theirs someone out there answering my prayers when im cold and when im scared or when i am in need
and to be honest i dont know you like i did
you became vague with me
have to beg you for the answers or you get upset just like a child at its mothers feet
and honestly it troubles me
you treat me like a doll a new discovery
feel like im underwater like a submarine
i cant breathe it gets hard to speak i keep stuttering
but sometimes i feel like i deserve all of this punishing
im not perfect myself
all of my mistakes just sit up on my shelf
all my promises just become mistells
and i save these drugs for myself when u tell me that u need somebody else

medication ft kuru (meta)

produced, written, and mixed by me

up so late ive been texting my friends
debating whether to call your phone to make amends
i shouldnt run away gotta say it what it is
say it what it is

so stuck about it
cant talk im out of it
feels like im drowning
so condensating
stuck up about it
thoughts they getting too loud
gotta make it up somehow

tell me what your up to
hearts getting colder
need someone to talk to
but i guess its over
these thoughts got me so wired and stranded
i just hope my wish it gets granted
i know you dont wanna be abandoned

cause you want attention
i can see it in your eyes
want attention
im so fed up with your lies
some attention
put my foot up on the ground
i cant take this shit rn
just accept that im gone
cause you want attention
i can see it in your eyes
want attention
im so fed up with your lies
some attention
put my foot up on the ground
i cant take this shit right now
gotta accept the fact that youre gone

go on and cry
you know it aint right
after all your just wasting all my time
you just wanna play the victim like youre right
im so fucking tired

tell me what your up to
hearts getting colder
need someone to talk to
but i guess its over
these thoughts got me so wired and stranded
i just hope my wish it gets granted
i know you dont wanna be abandoned

cause you want attention
i can see it in your eyes
want attention
im so fed up with your lies
some attention
put my foot up on the ground
i cant take this shit rn
just accept that im gone
cause you want attention
i can see it in your eyes
want attention
im so fed up with your lies
some attention
put my foot up on the ground
i cant take this shit right now
gotta accept the fact that youre gone

attention

produced by @violetxx9
mixed by @pyu

What does it take to get you back?
I know I haven't been here like I should be
You're counting on me every day, I'll get you back
You act like this in front of your friends, yeah why do you do that?
Won't you do better
Yeah, you look for help but not from me
I know you hate yourself but I think you're where you're supposed to be
Can't make you better no matter how close you get to me
Distance is better even though it's harder every week
Don't hold it against you even though you weren't there for me
Oh, I can't give you everything?
Well you can't give me anything...
Just pick up your phone, I know that we can talk it out
We'll rebuild what he had, build it up just to break it down
And when it gets ugly can't you stay now
You get so worried, well I promise it's okay now
I'll be your shoulder just to lean babe
I swear I'll be there when you need it

I told you everything despite the fact you don't care
Imaginary feelings, I'm too scared to go there
Cause if I tell myself the truth, I feel it's not fair
I feel it's not fair
Knowing that I shared a piece of my soul with you
But you buried it as if it's what you had to do
I don't know what else I coulda done to reach you
In my life it feels like I can't seem to keep you
Cause I, tried to love you best I can
Way better than them
But it wasn't enough
Oh, it wasn't enough to love you

luviswar_og_demo

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