36   is the number of tractates of the Tamud Bavli   ---the heart of the Oral Torah    that opens up our eyes to see   the whole picture   of the endless detailed picture of reality   36   is the number of hidden Tsadikim [Saints]   ---thes eoteric human beings   that keep the World spinning   36   is the secret recipe   that transcends time   that keeps us all alive   that shines from one end of life   to the other   and enables us to uncover;   the whole story and beyond   the transcendent Space above the Sun   Divinity hiding inside the mundane   Infinity ensconsed in the finite plains   the darkness' role of revealing the hidden light   His splendid glory waiting to be discovered in everyone's lives

36    [*The Hidden Light --revisited*]   36   is the number of hours that Adam lived   with the Ohr Haganuz---   the hidden light that opened up his eyes   to see the expanse of time, soul and space   36   is the number of times that the Torah   mentions light---the inner dynamic that   lights up our lives   36   is the number of candles that we light   on Chanukah's eight nights---   the Holiday that gives us eyes    to see in the dark of this long exile night

HAPPINESS HIDES INSIDE TRAPPED PLACES      *** *happiness hides inside trapped places when we mine the hidden confine-ments with an urgency  that leaves us no choice but to penetrate deep inside the world of lies and deception and dive into the dark pockets  of stale memories      *** * then we can unleash sweet love  from the endless night and behold the most stunning and spectacular sight a transformation of dark into light a rejuvenation that allows our souls to take flight  because happiness hides inside trapped places

ENTRENCHED .      ***So we go through this world Trying to find the lost sparks of reality ....      ***But the lost sparks are entrenched in brokenness ...      ***Those lost parts of our souls  They are entrenched  They are inhibited  They are stuck in an incarcerated web  Inside of some lost part of reality      ***Trapped inside of some  nether world of brokenness ...      ***And they themselves are so bright  They are so brilliant  And they are so hopeful that they can be liberated that they can come back home ...      ***and when we see each other  truly see  then we free  each other's sparks  we melt away the division we overlook the confusion  we facilitate the fusion we accelerate the solution ...      ***and those happy sparks get a free pass to go back home  to you and me and set our souls free,

and the messianic light      is being born inside of us      and the birth pangs distract us      but the promise of a better day of a higher way      of an endless voice guides us             listen to the lion      inside of you now in the time of messianic birthing             and let the roar      encourage you to say  never more      will I take my eyes away from      the golden gate that is open to one and all      just walk on through that door              **the price of admission      is submission      to His Mysterious ways      the secret code  is believing      believing is seeing      and seeing is believing

you can now see right through them      when you don't take your eyes off of them      even for a second that's when you become friends      that's when the angels  in charge of your pain and suffering      surrender to you and they have      no choice  but to yield to  your penetrating stare                 and the walls of illusion      and delusion and dissolution and confusion      come tumbling down just because you know      that underneath that pain  that hurt      there lies a light from Above      a light that keeps everything in existence              and the Angel of death      revealed to Moses  the supernal ways these secrets      the Ketoret the holy spices the sublime combinations      of goodness and badness meshed together in sacred light       and dashed away the darkness of the endless exile night

LIGHT DEEP IN THE DARKNESS              listen to a whole new voice      opening inside of you      quiet and subtle at first  but growing in intensity      a birthing    the birth screams of Mashiach      happening deep inside you              listen to the the darkness      all the darknesses of your life  calling you from a distance      at first but steadily coming closer  growing bolder      you've always kept them at a distance  but something has shifted

INSIDE OF THE DARKNESS IS LIGHT      *******inside      of the darkness      is light      ********a light that      has been      patiently      waiting      to shine      since the      beginning of time      ************and this light      will guide us all      to see      that what      seems to be      wrong      is ultimately      right      ***********is actually the very best      thing we could ever      hope to have      **********and He saw      all that He Created      was good      but      when He saw      this darkness light      He saw that it was very good      and that everything      comes out to be      just like it should

LIGHTING UP THE DARKNESS OF MY LIFE      ***looking inside  I mean really  looking really  deep inside and finding a spark a spark that ignites all the other sparks  a flash of light lighting up  the darkness of my life in the middle of the night when all are asleep  when all is silent devoid of direction stripped of intention      ***and upon looking inside I see a familiar sight the story of my life a sight to behold  solid gold something I know  something that lights up my way but like so many other days I just look away because it's easier  that way       ***but on this  particular day I stare it straight in the face  and I am transported  to a brand new place  to a brand new way  and all I hear  all day long is the sweetest song –urging me to look inside –always look inside until I find my way my one and only way

THE GREATER THE HIDDENNESS      ***he greater the obstacle the greater the desire to make it work      ***the greater the hurdle the greater is the passion to get it done      ***the greater the obstruction  the greater is the vision to realize the goal      ***the greater the darkness the greater is the light that hides on the other side  that will shine away all the darkness      ***the greater the hiddenness  the greater the revelation that waits to shatter the illusion that there is anything else but His Divine Majesty      *** the greater the complication  the greater is the simplicity that will be discovered when we learn to uncover the veil

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Warning! EARMUFFS for the children!... please don't freely listen to this shiur on your house speakers. There are a lot of freaky and super-not-pretty commonalities between the parsha and these crazy times... and a lot of profound lessons about enslavement and subjugation... AS we taste the darkness of the exile, both in our personal lives and in the parsha, let us pray... 'some say that Hashem sent the Jewish people into exile so He could bring them out with a display of the most spectacular miracles the world has ever seen' (Deutsch).... may it be so! Thank you JIC Israel Shiur & Beer, Johnny Stross and some mid-shiur shout-outs to some fellow truth seekers in this shiur Leah Rivka Sand Soetendorp, Avnei Shelem Yaakov Fauci Yehoishophot Oliver Carolyn Croft Shlomo and Shammai Siskind and some other Jedi Light Warriors that shall remained unnamed... BH

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