sewerperson - FEAR OF GOD

sewerperson - trust in me

Like oh my god
Like oh my god

Come and get way too deep with me in these drugs 
in this high
I could tell lifted by my voice 
And By my eyes
U had broke me before
So now im so quiet now Im shy
Just shut the fucking mouth and jump in this ride
I could take u to hell and u would believe me saying its Prague
Maybe I got a gift in telling these lies until its the truth
Do u think monsters exist we’ll look my life im living proof

I like when u dress up just to take it off baby
I got so much ash inside of my lungs I breath shaky
I just burnt a bird to watch it turn into a phoenix
Somehow in this red light we work perfectly in sequence
Somehow in this red light u get turned into a demon
Fuck me like u love me fuck me like u really mean it
I just clipped this dove to watch it drown inside the deep end
Even when im wrong I justify it with a reason

Vein work of moss on the shore in port point
One room a double and desk and white noise
Copy paste faces next door to Exploit 
Blood swollen weathered heads and old joints
Flickin blunt ash from off of my groin
Ive been working late nights and I dont even enjoy it
Ive been late to 4 plans out of 5 I disappointed
Come to think ive become nothing if not for a disappointment
If im all that I got then its easy to block it out
I could settle in my spot and world will work it out
With tempers turned hot I need time to cool off
And if times all ive got then im bound to calm down

I like when u dress up just to take it off baby
I got so much ash inside of my lungs I breath shaky
I just burnt a bird to watch it turn into a phoenix
Somehow in this red light we work perfectly in sequence
Somehow in this red light u get turned into a demon
Fuck me like u love me fuck me like u really mean it
I just clipped this dove to watch it drown inside the deep end
Even when im wrong I justify it with a reason

homemade phoenix (sorrowbringer x cxrter)

i need a new mic

lyrics
bitch i chose to fuck up
chief until lungs shut down
fuck that shit, just shut up
i just do what i want now
bitch i chose to fuck up
chief until lungs shut down
fuck that shit, just shut up
i just do what i want now

as i sink into the ocean
watch flame fade, that surrounds me
then my heart stops, in an instant
i can feel you wrap around me
in the rear view, in the backseat
i could see you, see you standing
i get near you, see you back in
to the corner, as you're chanting

i have no title for this

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

Take this shit and u die
I take two and it make me fly
Baby I love the struggle
I love barely getting by
I mix drugs im slumped
But I cant even close my eyes
I could hear em talking like go check if he’s alive
I could not feel my face Im up in space im on the tight rope
I had been down so long u know I just had to break the cycle
Soon as I lock this door I make her sing just like Mariah 
Girl I know u bad ion even gotta get em to pull the file
Its pieces of me 
They fall off on the ground
These pieces of me got kicked up in the crowd
Few Pieces part of this story getting left out
Its a few Pieces part of this story getting left out
So Come back
Just for the night yea
Ive planned
Everything out this time
Mask off
Its no need to hide now
Talk soft try not to shout this time
Dark dirt is flecked inside of her nail beds
Get up and think to reroute this try
I hate the backseat instructions 
Ill blowing out the back of his fucking head this time
I been bleeding some buckets out of my heart baby
Nothings working at stopping or clotting this size
I was faking it then but its getting hard baby
This a means to an end if I hold in this cry

Doctor
Remember id drive this needle thru my pupil if I lied
Just to breathe this air inside of my room will get u high
Once I got word that guy there I step in and they hide
I feel like a monster im fucking up the vibe
I feel like a boxer I punch in and it ride
I feel like a doctor with what’s on me tonight
Remember they took my soul from me so I could be the guy
This shit from real rockers take this shit and you die

MOSHUP (jabarionthebeat x haze x fallwood)

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home

Bitch I been yanking my hair out
I cant keep losing
Im sick of walking around this place with my head down
Its Drugs in the penthouse
And Im tryna abuse them
I cant be sure if I told u touch down
This bridge being broke down
These bolts getting loosened
I wont be here when it fold up and burn
Cause Im tryna live girl im not trying get by
I swear im good on my own like a ribeye
Ok run that back im getting seared in here again
Ok run that fade im knocking the beard off his chin
I just put sumn on that aint appeared in the store
And I hate smoking cookie cause I always want more
You aint caught this side of me before Ive gotten used to it
If this shit so hard than why the fuck I always breeze thru it
I dont think u realize what u dealing with u stupid fuck
I could mash this beat like 30 times and still id do it up 

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home


death knocks (jabarionthebeat x vogo x lcd.bts)


I made a problem that no one could solve
Watch how this pill hit the cup and dissolve
10 seats wont even fit half of the team
I could of got u from over the screen
I got a problem but no one to call 
And I hold some memories deep in these walls
Where were u baby when I was a wreck
Where were u baby when I was a mess

I did some things for the guys I know
Most what i say girl u should not know
I made some calls and I never heard back
So I made the call to never call you again
Still im a stranger inside my home
I got a closet thats full up with bones
I got a vacuum thats full up with blood
Plus I got some bodies thats covered in mud

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

Take my Hand and Come inside
Lets gets Fucked up Lets get fried
Ill take Yours if  You take Mine 
I get U get We get high
Ill show U a Perfect night
Touch up Ur Make up Girls dont cry
Cameras Flashings I go blind
Ill wait On you Till I die

Its 12am Oh Its Mardi gras Baby
Ceiling fans They getting ripped out the placement
Its alright I got a new outlook lately
Sure we fight But end of day u my favourite
Im Gone again
I gotta stop getting so faded
Klonopin Must be in this bud im sedated
Macho man Im randy sav when im angry
And where it went was no where Id like to take it

ceiling fan man (jabarionthebeat x bitton x kuji)

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

I put money on top her back she arch so deep its breaking physics
These guys get so bitchy they think we friends cause we in business
I had done held my tongue like way too long these guys some minions
Too much fake love here in this game I think I hit my limit
Bari sent thru some beats im tryna blow right past my limits
I put numbers up on the board u not gonna see me in the scrimmage
Really its fuck these guys they only online to get some gash
How u not embarrassed when u crying and pushing trash
I see u right now I promise that beak is getting bashed
Now its no more favours sorry my love its not gon happen
I take care of myself I couldnt take care of fucking bad friends
We used to be family but this money got him acting
We used to be family but that shit had turned to past tense
Ok now im locked in
She ask me if I geek up I said often
And right now
I avoid the come down
I need more thrills
I dont even go out
My house full of blue pills
My house full of cracked seals
This shit surplus here like tylenols and Advils
Baby u know u stressed kills
Im just tryna curb the graph
This Molly hit my head and get my spinning like a laundromat

No more favours
No more favours
I had done way too much these guys still shit like I cant save em
U gotta prove u hot before I cut my split and pay em
Its not shit on me he playing that game we bound to flame him
No more favours
No more favours
I put the big guy on him this guy tall as a Florida gator
I cant do no 50/50 bitch im not a skater
Purple inside the banana wood my Kush look like a laker

no more favours (jabarionthebeat x haze x yakree)

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release


I touch down and im hitting you first I had thought Missed me more
Maybe im way too deep in this shit and im reading it wrong im sure
Im cutting off this rot inside of my life so losing friends
Lets see how deep envy running inside these broken men
Took me a while to get where im at so im stingy in giving it up
I took too much at the party im good tho im probably throwing it up

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Maybe I needed a hand then now im good on my own shit changes
Cameras inside my vision like
Im going blind just walking to stages
Soon as I get my mind we so brutal
We so mess
Soon as see that red light I know u start getting undress
Everywhere I go
Everything I do
Everything that happened
Lead me right to you
Everything they say
Everything they use
It dont hurt at all
Im so bulletproof
Where ya wanna live
Where ya wanna move
I could buy the house
Baby ill take care of you
Know its word of mouth
But words is what I use
Its my fucking job
And im good what I do

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

Come outside 
This cold air
It blew my high
Im impaired
But my sight
So damn clear
But im alright baby
Different time
Different zone
Where ive been I cant say
When I die get me home
I need frost on my grave
Take me and bury deep in the north
Right where the soil the hardest
The top of this shit is my target
Im dying happy just knowing I marked it

no 1 else

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