like a demon (prod. guda x johnnyfriend)

before we rot

IM DROWNING IN MY PAIN AGAIN AND HIDING WITH THE DRUGSSSSSS

@zupehr i am literally SO FUCKING GLAD we tapped in again. i missed workin with u so much dawg, everything we make is super deep and our vibe is just gjdhjgdjhkg so good ily brobro

i went to war with myself mixing this so ur welcome for posting this btw lol

lyrics:

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

fuck love
i’ll never be enough
i’m drowning in my pain again and hiding with the drugs 
i’m like, “the fuck’s up?”
you never told me wrong
i blame myself for everything and hide it in a song

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

i been fighting
but the razor blade is looking so inviting
all the memories we made are coinciding 
in my brain again my skin is just dividing

fuckin it up and i just blame it on the timing 
nobody loves a man without a silver lining
down to my gut i feel that i won’t be surviving 
covered in cuts i been a mess that i been hiding 

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

fuck love
i’ll never be enough
i’m drowning in my pain again and hiding with the drugs 
i’m like, “the fuck’s up?”
you never told me wrong
i blame myself for everything and hide it in a song

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

all plats

hiding [prod. zupehr x sadpra]

orange

masochist

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masochist ft. kingdØm

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Stream/Buy "nerve gas":
https://share.amuse.io/u30qlzcZCNXQ

Lyrics:

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
paralyzed, i cant make anything move
its nerve gas inside of my lungs
missing you
in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
waiting for this shit
to stop it just wont
i hold up myself
by myself
me, alone

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

i bet that youll fall once more
i bet that youll fall in love with me
before you reach the door
it happens so suddenly
i bet youll forget what made you upset
i bet that i can just make you remember instead
all of the good times
that we spent at my place
and i know
one look is all it might take
and i know you still have the address to my place
like warfare, nerve gas
your in my veins

i dont gotta look to the stars
to know how you feel
i just take a look into your eyes
and i know that its real
theres no high like the one you make me feel
so baby how you feel right now?

we can talk all night
or argue back and forth
but aid rather not do that shit
this shit gets so problematic
we can fuck and fight
i wasted all my time on love 
like a hopeless romantic
i should load the gun and blast it

in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
paralyzed, i cant make anything move
its nerve gas inside of my lungs
missing you
in my head
in my head
in my head again
dont fold up
and crumble
and lie there instead
waiting for this shit
to stop it just wont
i hold up myself
by myself
me, alone

nerve gas

beat prod by: tores x hellapocky
written and performed by: @rejectcore x @darkfurei

yea, OK + @darkfurei (p. tores x hellapocky)

first song thanks 4 listening :p
prod
https://www.soundcloud.com/dutchrevz
https://www.soundcloud.com/rowankemble
artists
https://www.soundcloud.com/ripconcord
https://www.soundcloud.com/heybelak

worth the feeling (schizo song) w/ ulovely + concord

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