i hate myself

Shit happens, what are you gonna do about it?

THAT’S LIFE!

IHATEAVOCADOS

From the Deluxe edition of "Outsider"
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BORN ALONE (Prod. TunnABeatz)

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Produced, Performed & Written by Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Alex Fyock

Lyrics:

Sometimes I can get caught up
I can get let down
I can get let go of by someone I found
It can feel like I’m up all the way to my ears
In thoughts of what I’ll never be
It’s like what don’t I got?
To what do I amount?
Am I living some way that I shouldn’t somehow?
Is there more I should be, or should do, or should find?
Am I enough or will I ever be?

I try to give myself a minute but the clock won’t approve
Won’t approve, won’t approve
If I could use a genie from this bottle like the liquor was blue
I would choose, I would choose

A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me
A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me

Sometimes I can get caught up
And forget who’s around
And live like the future’s more precious than now
It’s like no matter where I stay or who sits beside me
I can feel alone and somewhere else
And sometimes I can feel unloved
I can feel burned out
I can feel unseen like I’m the ghost of myself
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I need some help
Or maybe I need to scream just to feel out loud

I try to give myself a minute but the clock won’t approve
Won’t approve, won’t approve
If I could use a genie from this bottle, get a wish from the booze
I would choose, I would choose

A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me
A little less pressure
A little less pressure on me
A little less what could I be
And more of who’s in front of me

Pressure

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Searchin’ For Clout (Prod. Rxkz)

DESERTED ft. Andrew Øutset

sunsets & summer evenings (prod. AMARAH)

November Rain

Written & Recorded By Beef
Produced & Mixed By Pat Linehan
Additional Production By Danny Parra

WHAT ABOUT ME?

Written & Recorded by Beef
Produced & Mixed by Pat Linehan
Additional Production & Adlibs by Dweez
Additional Adlibs by Jacob Yung

WHAT’S THE WORD?

uncomfortable w/ Dylan Howell

Make this fucking money you bitches moving funny
Make this fucking money you niggas looking like a dummy
I️ cant fuck with a bitch thats crummy
I️ been getting money with all my niggas
I️ been getting this money I️ been riding round around the old city now i been moving with the night n9nes 
I slang with the nightlifes
The gang the no more mr nice guys
The chains glow like fireflies 
Them jains look like tye dye
Been doing this from the jump speakers knockin loud with all the bump 
Been doing this from the jump speakers knockin loud with the all the bump
came in with the fye fye Goodnight this bitch went bye bye
Chump!
See how this nigga came from the jump
I️ came out slugging got out from the slumps
I️ only did this shit for fun fuck!
Yo This little bitch went fucking thump!
Bitch why you bugging suck it 
You already know nigga we up to something

I️ been getting this money
I been getting this money
I been doing this shit 
I️ been this doing this shit
I️ been getting this money
I been getting this money
I been doing this shit 
I️ been this doing this shit
Word to my mother I️ do not fuck with you or your mother
Bitch you a bother
Fuck all your brothers
Bitch I️ came from the summer
Who tf is even you fucking father?
Fuck out my face
every minute you getting dumber and dumber
Bummer
Nigga get paper in they slumber slumber
Nigga I’m the Alpha and Ωmega
Time money space with the rutabaga 
Talking all that shit you’ll gon lose a lengua 
Andele andele
Im on my way
Nigga I️ did this shit dolee 
Rated-R superstar you think you know me
This Chanel is a Zoey
Nigga I’m bada$$ with the Joey 
Nigga I’m horny
Suck my dick!
I️ been getting paper with all of my fozeys
No suburban I️ been swerving through the coneys
Pittsburgh pirate, the Mac Millys the 
boneys 
Got this bitch spinning bachata
Im with my niggas with the blakkas
Bringing the flame like my name is Flocka
Kick this bitch out! soccer! 
We gonna see this bitch go to heaven and we won’t ever see this bitch again(Bye bye)
Christian Dior the lead
Now you can you live with the corpses like you see em in yo head

THE BROKEN STAR

Produced, mixed & mastered by Cian P.
Written & performed by Young Lungs.

I Just Might... (Prod. Cian P)

Available on iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/father-figure-2-flourish/id1294505242&app=itunes

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Where I Belong [Prod. by JULiA LEWiS]

Glassa Wata

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

Glassa Wata

Ylti

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