songs you missed  (listen for god)

Released by:
Jlovely
Release date:
24 Oct 2022

feel !  prod.  whylunar

2020 december song rare heater

look at the way that it go
i spent some days in my home
its gettin 2 hard to eat
most of these days stay asleep

im gettin tired of me
i cant feel you thru the screen
i needa reason to quit to give
you seem to think that you know what it is
all of the thoughts that i had are gone
why do you act lik you give a fuck
seems lik no one ever talks
where did all the days go

look at the way that it go
i spent some days in my home
its gettin 2 hard to eat
most of these days stay asleep

god damn bein alive mad difficult

[tonedeaf]

i see your eyes breaking into pieces again
i wish i was the same man
same man
but i lost myself along the way 
and im stuck inside this world of grey
and i cant seem to breathe again
cant seem to breathe again
and i lost myself along the way
and im stuck inside this world of grey
and i cant seem to breathe again
cant seem to breathe again
i miss the way it felt to be alive


[eturnity]

this boutta b the one
don't matter what beat I'm on
I jus b preachin
I jus b speakin
don't think they do that enough
if you see god tell him I said whats up
know it's been a while
prescription dust good dope hit my lung
nigga I'm up as fuc
goin dumb
don't know what he want 
don't know he thought
niggas bums
I been listening
but I ain't hearin you
my good dawg 
he jus hit me up
we ain't even gotta talk
in yo thoughts 
I could see it all
still miss how it felt

[tonedeaf]
and i lost myself along the way
and im stuck inside this world of grey
and i cant seem to breathe again
cant seem to breathe again

alwayslost w/eturnity - prod. larua

lyrics:

give me a reason 
to not hide the pain to let it show
give me a reason
to not hide shame and let it go
give me a reason
cause right now the answer is just no
give me a reason
cause right now the answer is just no


money to the side
don’t fuck with a spy
don’t fuck with a snake 
yeah the grass won’t grow
none hold me down
bitch i’m gone slide 
butterfly knife gon slice your throat

hands down, got the cheat code
get it out it’s rotting my soul
bust down, no easy mode
glitch exploit get unlimited gold
bust down


with the coffee i’m sipping barely holding on to life
forgive me for all the things i did out of spite
i feel like if my luck runs out i’ll die
if i got a problem prolly is cause i often don’t try
yeah yeah, i often don’t try
cause living with it is easier right?
hate when i’m left lone with intrusive thoughts 
they sneak up on you like a thief in the night

wondering like stevie 
this no wonderland this is more like nether
open world but i’ve never seen it this empty 
bitch i’ll beat a pig up in this cave no kenny 
that bitch worth a penny
got 49 other like her thats plenty
money i’ll die trying to get it
but we keeping shit steady
woah yeah yeah 
we keeping shit steady

give me a reason 
to not hide the pain to let it show
give me a reason
to not hide shame and let it go
give me a reason
cause right now the answer is just no
give me a reason
cause right now the answer is just no


money to the side
don’t fuck with a spy
don’t fuck with a snake 
yeah the grass won’t grow
none hold me down
bitch i’m gone slide 
butterfly knife gon slice your throat

hands down, got the cheat code
get it out it’s rotting my soul
bust down, no easy mode
glitch exploit get unlimited gold
bust down

got unlimited gold

lego minifigures (prod. lost_e7e(

no fib no folding (duble x iokera)

produced by me

-words-

lotta these days they jus dont hear me
im smokin dope inside yo camry
i fell asleep inside yo whip
everyday b tired as shit
everyday im high as shit

my head in the loop bitch i made that
sunlight hit my head know it melt that
demons in my head already told em needa speak up
i told god i need sum racs im tryna see sum
i dont need no dope for music
bitch i cant een b inside my skin without the sky screamin
she said you dont ever let me in yu shud try speakin
i said you ont ever wanna live have you tried geekin
god told me to chill out wit the sins
told myself one day i win
prolly close as shit
im on borrowed time but we make do wit it
we on stupid shit
put that dope inside my
ye
they jus rappin they aint got no shit to say
everyday for years jus a replay
i been dead for years dont know why you wanna see me
dirt up on my name know how the pills b
i told my good mans to pull up im jus chillin
im high wit the villians
im way past the ceiling
you got sum to say then yu shud say it
i thought we was friends before the payment
funny how the world change
pills make the world rain
blue pill on my dresser still call my name
they keep sayin im crazy cause my mind change
idk who know me is it really me

lotta these days they jus dont hear me
im smokin dope inside yo camry
i fell asleep inside yo whip
everyday b tired as shit
everyday im high as shit

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hadda deal with I'll never b me again
know I lost my head I aint need it then
I cud pick the pieces up rebuild again
ye thas what they said
rain falls down jus go up again
when that pain come round i get up again
ash in the bowl look lik hope once more
I don't wanna b so sore no more

again and again 1:36am

𝒮even11/ Boston    ft. luvdigi

old friends

Lyrics;Making minimal movements 
Eyes red  told the ground Im looking for Improvements
Subliminal Intrusion 
Mind fed  Read a book it told me how to do it

CIA has my name & I know I can't Prove it 
DEA      Shit sound fake and it is stuupid
I know me Im the one to lose it 
(Im the)Closest thing We have to a twenty-first century Confucius
(Kinda)T t Trying hard Not to lose it

Contemplating whether not they wanna Kill me shit fulfilling Hopefully They cut my head off,Use it in a stupid building
 UpsideDown U better tape it to the ceiling 
Nothing changed.  Im still looking down at hillbillies.

[yeah0k!]

I got old friends
Feelin like they're new friends
But i cant delete shit
So i do the "'member when?"

That first that night when we stayed up
I hoped you'd wake me late up
And fuck up all my makeup
Its sad we never made up

But im glad it didnt go that way
Sometimes you gotta feel that pain
My heart is like a weight these days

When i moved right outta my home
I was sayin goodbye i didnt know
Took way way more than i'd know
If i could do it all alone, i would
Make a home for myself, if i could

[eturnity]

if I could
if the racs come in I'm good
n I can't pop xanz I forget my mood
thought you understood
I thought you had understood 
I can't feel the love I should
I'm tryna get so high we could
I'm tryna get so high we should
used to think that when I die I'm good
I can't ever lie to you
I don't wanna ride the loop
I been playin this game so long I don't think that shit gon end
pop 2 perc 10s to my head
I tried to tell you it get how it get
swear to god still miss my head
swear to god I miss my friends

[yeah0k!]

I miss my friends
I miss my friends
See you again
Repeat my past
If it wasnt even real
Would you still pretend?

...

I got old friends
Feelin like they're new friends
But i cant delete shit
So i do the "'member when?"

That first that night when we stayed up
I hoped you'd wake me late up
And fuck up all my makeup
Its sad we never made up

Home w/ eturnity (prod remghost x ej)

"DAWG"

this is supposed to be the best part.

recorded n produced from 01/27 - 02/03

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(0:00 - 1:32) music.m4a
(1:32 - 3:18)   tree user
(3:20 - 5:33) laying on my side w/ tonedeaf
(5:34 - 6:38) so many people in here
(6:38 - 8:20) some things [blue shit]

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may the sun shine brighter than it ever has before <3

map - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1GD-ZCFHwtPUBAz3gGdwxyBKQHVOL0G2o?usp=sharing

DAWG

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"DAWG"

off the tape 
comin at some point soon

don't die

<3

*words*

i know it been 2 long
percocet said so long
idk what else dawg
my life it been up tho
said we gon get up tho
musta thought i forgot
musta thought we had lost
do you see the shit they makin
dawg who woulda thought
niggas aint got no passion
real pain the cost
sunlight pon my head again
its always when i talk
its always when i walk
its always when the thoughts
its always when im
when im
when im fuckin up the racs
when im fuckin gone
when im fuckin lost
when im fuckin up the
you aint knew that
i cant show that
they might shoot back
i wouldnt do that
i aint felt the same
since i let it go
go back to that place
could barely call it home
knew shit was up in the sky aint have to tell me so
yea you lost yo fuckin mind but you aint need it tho
thas what they tell you tho
thas what you tell me so
ok you tell me that
what they say
you say
its what they said
but i aint believe it
im fuckin dead
shit im geekin
out my head
who said i
who said i
who said i need it?

again and again 1:36am

goodluck

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