Suicidal

01/07/2022

Table for One

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Produced by Joey Sherrett
Written & Performed by Joey Sherrett
Mixed by Joey Sherrett
Mastered by Marcell Kerepesi (@actdomake)

LYRICS:
[Chorus]
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

[Verse 1]
it’s been days i’ve been all in my shell
i’ve been cutting loose folks even through they mean well
i’ve been going through things ain’t nobody knows
makes it hard to relate when your heart is closed
got my reasons for leaving your energy ‘lone
give me room now to grow better parts of my own
in the field trying to build on up out of this
if there’s levels to it, tell me then what part i’m in
i’m still waiting for my time to come
god’ll only give what you can handle now
so i found peace inside the moment
rest and charge up now, then it’s back to climbing
gon’ get to where I’m headed, put the time in
for all of this shit, blood sweat tears pushed me to the verge of death
been grinding all these years, sitting pondering what’s next
i’m looking around it’s starting to make sense
when you shine then you bound to reflect   

[Chorus]
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

[Verse 2]
my light was dimming, running out of love
co-dependant, i was with it just to stay involved
i got visions  of us healing and they bright as day
keep the faith, keep the feeling that gon’ light the way
hard headed, tears shedded running at a wall
thinking everything was owed to me bound to fall, lost in it all
but the cage only mental we jumped over the fence
i'm gaining levels in a game where it’s hard to advance
watch me dance, harlem shake through the moment
look where we at, we was down now we on it
i faded to black, the haters clapped, on my fall they gon’ bet
it’s just a prelude nigga, watch how far we gon’ get
i had a dream, asked my future self just how does it feel
to have it all, gave me intuition on how to deal 
with all these flaws, through the beats and the bars
learned to turn all em all to gold
it’s got me healing my soul

[Chorus]
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up
I never been one to find help
it ain’t never came so i did it myself
dealing with the pain that’s what i been dealt
now I’m tryna light it up, light it up

Cold Hands

YNG Martyr

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