I erased your name, your laughter, your messages,
Blocked it all, shut it down, too heavy inside.
You left me hanging, my world was spinning out,
That day everything blurred, everything broke, it was the error.

But you never saw, inside my heart was a storm,
I drowned my sorrow in a wall of silence.
Grief brought me down, you missed the wreck,
You walked away, and I chose the distance.

Forgive me for blocking it all,
It was the storm, I lost control.
I swear it was never against you,
Just too many tears, no more voice.
Now I stare into the void,
But it’s you I miss, clear-eyed.
Even as a friend, I need you in my life,
The most beautiful, the truest, the one who fascinates me.

I look at our photos, remember your wild ways,
The way you’d talk, rebuilding the world at midnight.
If only I had screamed, explained my mistakes,
Maybe we wouldn’t have let the cold settle in.

But I stayed proud, too hurt to ask,
You thought I hated you, but you’re my ray of gold.
I watch you shine from afar, I just want to believe,
That one day you’ll come back, or we’ll forgive our wrongs.

Forgive me for blocking it all,
It was the storm, I lost control.
I swear it was never against you,
Just too many tears, no more voice.
Now I stare into the void,
But it’s you I miss, clear-eyed.
Even as a friend, I need you in my life,
The most beautiful, the truest, the one who fascinates me.

Regrets on repeat, they spin all night,
I tell myself you deserve the best, I believe it for you.
You’ll build it all, even far from here,
But give me one chance to still be there sometimes.

If you hear this song, know I’m thinking of you,
I don’t forgive myself, but I hope one day you’ll understand.
You are unique, and whatever happens,
I adore you, I believe in you, even far from my shore.

Blocking it all (Funk reload)

The entire sound is in my hands. I write cyber poetry, produce, and compose every track — only in Immersive 3D. Every beat is crafted for spatial and next-gen headphones.
Intimate lyrics, total immersion, every track.

For 30 years I kept unfinished demos to myself, never letting them out. Now I finish what I start and release it the moment it’s alive.

Blocking it all (Funk reload)

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