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[chorus]
she kills me, breaks me, buries me in cedar wood
this coffin can’t hold me down too long
i gotta break out
a heart cannot repair in the same place it broke
the dust settles on these pieces now
and i can’t cope

[verse]
break me down like decay now
the silence breaks the deafened sounds
she rots my core and throws me out
it’s like i never mattered and she doesn’t care now
i never wanna hear those words that’s coming out your mouth
they cut me and these wounds are steady bleeding me out
i gotta leave this fucking life and this shitty town
i cast myself into the river just to fucking drown

[verse 2]
i told that girl that i can’t love no more 
i swear to god you broke me all apart 
i know that some of it was all my fault 
we share the blame and hurt won’t mend the heart
you say you love me but love don’t feel this way
i hide my scars to maybe numb the pain
with no remorse you feel no fucking shame
just play with hearts like this is just a game

[chorus]
she kills me, breaks me, buries me in cedar wood
this coffin can’t hold me down too long
i gotta break out
a heart cannot repair in the same place it broke
the dust settles on these pieces now
and i can’t cope

cedar wood (prod. killedmyself)

lets learn to swim together (prod macky)

prod bigbadbeats

please listen to it until the end, the last part of the second hook means a lot to me <3

another empty bottle on my nightstand
baby i will love you til my life ends
cant be sober i dont listen to my friends 
wondering if you're ever leaving my head

i dont even want it tho
im praying that you'll come around
i hate it when you're out of town
yea baby please dont let me drown
you're the one my songs are about
a princess that has lost her crown
i lose my vision in the clouds 
babe i just want to make you proud


girl you're everything i want
you're everything i need
dont know when we went wrong
i wanna hear you breath
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face 


baby you are pretty
you're so fucking gorgeous
i was always busy
baby i am sorry


girl you're everything i want
you're everything i need
dont know when we went wrong
i wanna hear you breath
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face 

now that are you are gone
i realized a lot
i was always writing songs 
instead of giving you love
i know that its my fault
but baby i changed 
yea everytime we talk
i have a smile on my face

everything i want </3

lyrics:

i knew from the start
i could stay here forever
and take my time
if i leave then it's over
i close my eyes
takes me to a summer night
where i found love in 
a reoccurring dream of mine
a never ending life with you

do you see when i'm falling down?
i love you more 
than my words could ever really explain
i hide my mind
but i'm grateful for my life
i won't leave it on the side of the road
why would i waste my time
chasing affluence that i'll never know?

(chorus)

never ending

ibleedicare - https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records
xipz - https://soundcloud.com/xipz_sad
prod - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNAtv_nKd0gVqlZNOzzamqw

Eating Air w/ ibleedicare & lil XipZ (prod. tennis player)

Here where I said,
I'd meet you again,
chasing the feeling,
falling for friends,

and I love you now,
had to figure out,
if I love myself,
and who I am myself,

Never love again,
I made a promise, once then,
you don't even know,
who I wanna be, and who I ever was,
I can't say that I would be anybody else,

and call to the sun,
we all let it go,
and god cannot save us,
so might as well love one n another,

Call To Sun w/ birdbody (prod. Idly Blare)

beat prod by ross gossage & aldaz & lockhome
recorded and mixed by nkno x cash nasty
mastered by nkno
artwork by heartlessarik

2 Years

2 Years (ft. cash nasty) (prod. ross gossage & aldaz & lockhome)

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i don't [branwen]

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

We’re fighting in Armageddon and your bones have grown so hard 
You used to have all the questions now I see the vocal scars
You changed me 
And I didn’t like that but now I guess I’m clean 
If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening

If you wanted me to feel lots of pain 
it’s happening
I’m seeing grayscale about everyday am I imagining 
I’m rationing myself at a pace so I can get through here safe 
if you wanted me to feel lots of pain it’s happening 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing 

I never wanted to leave the summer 
I never wanted to be a mother 
But I guess shit changed 
Just like us under covers
You showed me so many colors 
Yet I can’t recall a thing

grayscale

grayscale (prod. KadeBurst)

featuring seezenz, vexle, and bloodymac<3

seezenz, vexle, manic "the clouded" (michael harrison)

It's gone thru a cycle need medication
Is music worth all my dedication
I said that she should, but need a vacation
Improve my condition, then I will make it

I've been thinking bout the last few days
Cause I been stuck in this mindset that I been tryna erase
And I know I been MIA
I'm sorry I been gone away
Lately I don't know what to say

(I want to improve and you know that it's true)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

So stay with me, let me see that smile
You're all I've wanted for a long time now
And to be quite honest oh I don't know what to say now
Cause you're so beautiful
I'm really at a loss for words now

(It all repeats and I can't even speak now)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

My condition's always leaving me with just a few scuffs
When it comes to texting back I think that I have had enough
I've been feeling way too careless and I'm always one to shrug
I'm forgetting way too much I need a friend to cause a nudge
And when she wants me to remember she thinks I'm the one to judge
I'm kinda done

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while
(I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while)

condition ft. JoshIGuess

email: teddyboimusic@gmail.com
feats: $30

lets learn to swim together (prod macky)

teddyboi

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