nakamura 2 (instrumental)

the og version

https://soundcloud.com/oni_boy/change4better
prod. @anobodyreally x @killedmyself

[chorus]
i just had to find a way to change
cause you don’t wanna see me here today
yeah you just kept my mind from going stray
but i just had to sit in here in the dark
cause our love’s burning out without a spark
you just put a shot right through my heart

[verse]
side chain
my brain
into the dirt
like you’re gardening
worms feed
on me
cover me deep
in the concrete
don’t speak
slowly
watching me drown
while the ghost feeds
bodily
carcass feast
corpse blood is drowned
in the cavity

[chorus]
i just had to find a way to change
cause you don’t wanna see me here today
yeah you just kept my mind from going stray
but i just had to sit in here in the dark
cause our love’s burning out without a spark
you just put a shot right through my heart

change for the better, i guess (prod. ʎpoqou x killedmyself)

sample: Choujigen Game Neptune the Animation OST 10: Tune

coffee shop track.mp3

welcome home, honey! took your sweet time.

psych!

rasberry

@unaake my boyfriend

https://soundcloud.com/oni_boy/love-us-again

[Verse 1]
So pretty
Unconventionally pretty, yeah
Had to work twice as hard
To never hurt your feelings
No entry
Trespasser of the century
Trusting me is twice as hard
I can help you if you let me

[Chorus]
Either way, either way, either way, either way
You would've been fine
Write a page, write a page, write a page, write a page
I'ma write a long time
Please survive, live your life
Mine are wet, yours are dry
Can you say, can you say, can you say, can you say
I'm not the right type

[Verse 2]
Oh, really
You don't notice that I'm ugly
They don't know
I'm not afloat
Appreciate the silence
Nothing here on my end
Please feel free to send a signal
Please feel free to miss me a little

[Chorus]
Either way, either way, either way, either way
You would've been fine
Write a page, write a page, write a page, write a page
I'ma write a long time
Please survive, live your life
Mine are wet, yours are dry
Can you say, can you say, can you say, can you say
I'm not the right type

love us again (joji cover) [bugboi edit]

https://soundcloud.com/oni_boy/wingless-angel

lyrics:

[verse]
all those nights you spending mad at me oh oh
girl it’s enough to lose your sanity oh oh
this situation’s such a tragedy oh oh
all this shit just rhymes like poetry oh oh
i kept it in
but i can’t do it no longer
all these feelings got me somber
yeah i feel like cannon fodder
lost my wild youth, no daughter
so i grew up like my father
let my rage out on my partners
but i can’t do it no longer yeah

[chorus]
i ripped the wings off of my fucking angel
oh to watch him bleed, i mutilate and i mangle
turned him into stone and crushed it just like the fables
never one to heal i’ll stay forever unstable

WINGLESS ANGEL (PROD. JAYMUS) [SOUNDCLOUD VERSION]

natsu no ame

backyards

prod. @everythingmackk
og: https://soundcloud.com/oni_boy/deafen

lyrics:
[chorus]
i put my head underneath all of my bed sheets
i’m feeling it deafen the world around me
she said i’m a lost cause i think that that’s perfect
they’ll lower their expectations cause
they’ll know i’m not worth it
what was the purpose
taking a back seat
calling me worthless
babe you’re not helping
you’re fucking selfish
i should’ve never have loved you
i can’t help it

[verse]
she speaks in some whispers
should’ve known we were cursed now
you tore out my heart
you left me distant and cold now
oh baby i’m sorry i can’t be the best
no matter how hard i tried
you loved me less and less
i could never live up to your tests
and every night i’m reciting the texts
you fucking sent the night you left

[chorus]
i put my head underneath all of my bed sheets
i’m feeling it deafen the world around me
she said i’m a lost cause i think that that’s perfect
they’ll lower their expectations cause
they’ll know i’m not worth it
what was the purpose
taking a back seat
calling me worthless
babe you’re not helping
you’re fucking selfish
i should’ve never have loved you
i can’t help it

deafen (prod. mackk)「nightcore」

prod. da homie @noizzbeatz 
https://soundcloud.com/oni_boy/rika

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages

[verse]
oh darling i’m sorry for things endured
she built up her walls but they slammed down the door
and oh in her sleep she had dreamed of release
had a few lorn attempts but her heart won’t cease
and she cries and she begs and she pleas for the pain
just to stop but it won’t, it repeats all the same
and the cause of it all is a curse so we lay
in defeat by the blade of the girl, what a shame

[bridge]
and i know you’ll recover just as before
the worst has yet to be seen
but soon you’ll find your recourse

[chorus]
i saw her eyes
and all along i knew the fog had lifted
got scars up on her arm, it’s self inflicted
she stays alone and hopes someone would listen
we know we’re cursed
the sins come from the past to wreak their havoc
she screams and yells and pleas but they won’t have it
she cries herself to sleep and some how manages yeah

rika (prod. noizz)「nightcore」

from shouko, with love

Yenoh Ho

Nothing, It's Just Something Dumb

Going for an ambient lofi vibe, inspired by @sadboywithalaptop and @saysooo / @depressionsweater

Ukulele by Shiki and melodica played by me <3. 
The Ukulele part can be found here:

https://www.looperman.com/loops/detail/134328/lofi-ukulele-140bpm-140bpm-hip-hop-ukulele-loop

i stay in my room thinking about you

"Searching for the weekend love, searching where the leaves don't fall"

Sampled Joji's Thom, which samples Wes Montgomery's Polka Dots and Moonbeams

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