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Dark and desolate my heart starves
Fell for love and I feel the harm
Bodies shutting down and im not alarmed
Fell for you and you left a scar

Fuck my feelings for feeling love
Fuck myself for not being enough
Fell for you and im feeling crushed
Weight of your beauty without your love

I just want to kiss you
Dont want to miss you
Clouded eyes is that you

With you ill take the hit
Open lungs and breathe you in
Excuse the mess behind this grin
Articulated to pull you in
Wishing i could see

You At the end of the day
Waking up to your face
In a bed in our place
Always you in my space

Fuck my feelings for feeling love
Fuck myself for not being enough
Fell for you and im feeling crushed
Weight of your beauty without your love

Life lived simple till i fell for you
Want to read your body see every tattoo
Move to Hawaii to start anew
Ill be your stitch when your feeling blue

Wrong time right place
Knew it was true when i see your face
Those eyes i just cant escape
Your touch ill forever wait

Miss you till im gone
Miss you when i hear this song
It was love all along
Its with you i belong

Fuck my feelings for feeling love
Fuck myself for not being enough
Fell for you and im feeling crushed
Weight of your beauty without your love

Without your love
Without your love
Without your love
Without you

Fell For You (prod. p4ra x 5head)

switching lanes (prod. arielo)

GVCCIGOTHTALIBAN (PROD FPS)

Artist - Bcruz

Song - Never Know (Prod. Twenty Bells)

Follow me on IG @ bcruzsclife

Never Know

rush hour

ctrl

Married to the game (Prod.waytoolost)

desire

idthemonarch - desire (prod. kodyak)

free beat, as always - just dm me to use!

caught the sads recently, so I'm not really proud of some of my work, but I hope I'll be back in the game soon, when my mental health gets better! <3

original guitar loop by ProRefx

black cats pt2

(GVAD) Great Value American Dream

SHEDONTLUVME

Yokai Apollo was born in Oakland, CA, but moved with his mother and grandmother to Maine when he was 3. Being black in one of the whitest states in America made him feel isolated and alienated. This feeling of being different is evident in Yokai Apollo’s music and production. In his freshman year of high school, his friend started making beats on a school computer, which eventually led to him learning the process. Yokai’s biggest influences at the time were underground artists on SoundCloud, and he spent his days and nights recreating their sounds. Apollo’s influences also include XXXTENTACION and MEMBERS ONLY. Seeing the positive impact his heroes can make on people's lives inspires him to do the same. 

Apollo started loosely releasing music on SoundCloud in 2020 under the name ‘YoukaiUtopia’, before changing it to ‘Yokai Apollo’ in 2022. Focusing his genre mostly in alternative rap, he also incorporates some EDM and electronic influences. Not afraid to push boundaries and redefine what it means to be an artist in the 21st century, Yokai Apollo produces the bulk of his work so he can create exactly what he wants on his own. With a lot of content in the works, make sure to stay in tune with Yokai Apollo as he continues his journey of hard work and relentlessness.

SHEDONTLUVME

Yokai Apollo

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