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take a trip while your on a trip...

produced by kingcornbeatzz

take a trip

iusedtolikeyou

instagram.com/harvestdusker
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every night i close my eyes like i'm alright, tell myself that i'll be okay i'll be fine

vocals: @lilxlotus - twitter.com/LILXLOTUS

production: @harvest - twitter.com/hr_vest

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wasting your time w/ lil lotus

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

luna has risen

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lost and afraid of the world that surrounds me
i constantly let down everyone around me

my heart it glows
my soul it floats
i stay awake cos i cant breathe
when demons haunt me in my sheets

have you ever felt like you were dead?
like nothing feels the same 
so you just lie in your bed?

light a cigarette 
put your woes to rest
im a fallen angel baby im not like the rest

i try to hold on to the things that i once loved
my heart and emotions are something im void of

youre wasting away
are you okay?
please just keep your head up and just hope for better days

hold on to your memories and youll be safe
this may be our last chance to leave this place

its like i hold myself back
crying wolf to all the sheep
singing lullabies to ease my mind
safely drifting in the night

but nothings ever as it seems
waking up from fever dreams
ive counted every single sheep
but i still cant fucking sleep

luna

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a fallen angel 🌟

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

@qawikamri
@zenimoe
@lil_yung_pharaoh

lyrics:-
Zeni Moe
I waste my time getting faded
Melancholy my favourite
Type of sadness, i lay here
And just hope I can take it

Fall from the start
and all my memories dark
I can't recall feeling anything bitch
I don't have a heart
Now imma stalk on your facebook
And drink until I pass out
I kill myself just like I should
It's the only way out.

Qawi Kamri
Hands trembling, Heart's aching
Brain's shutting, life's ending
Wait.
Can you stop the rain?
Can you stop the pain?
Can you stop everything?
Can i just stop living?

I waste my time getting faded
Melancholy my favourite
Type of sadness, i lay here
And just hope I can take it

Lil Yung Pharaoh
I have this hole in my chest,
where there should be a heart,
Whenever I find something good
I always tear it apart,
I spend my time in the dark,
don't know what memories are,
Every night I'm faded,
feel like my life's been wasted,
so pour me a drink,
I spill my blood in the sink,
no oxygen I can't think,
I take then xans till I'm pink.

MAKE IT STOP (w Zeni Moe, Lil Yung Pharaoh)

new benz (feat. house key)[prod. by killedmyself]

@lilhappylilsad

music video: https://youtu.be/qSVPoTjlw-8

she told me i was nothing n it hurt
she used to make me happy n feel special with her words
i tried to shed some light on all the dark inside of her
she used to be my everything and now im off the drugs 

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

always in my bed i made her leave me here alone
screamin at her crying i would point her to the door
all i ever want is her to be here when im low
i try to act unbothered but i end up hurting more
x2

i fell to the ground
im smoking all the time
just tryna survive
i might kill myself tonight

i never fucking know
when im gonna go
cause one day i am happy
next im strangled by the noose

i fell to the ground
crying all the time
sadness in my sound
i am always on the grind

im always feeling low
stuck inside my mind
i just wanna go
but i never seem to die

survive (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

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Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/1mFF4EVa6b3MJd7QeD5aEB?si=LsOtthurRwe_bdUKfGzixg

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Isn't She Lovely

i never apologized | Ft. Two:22 (Prod. Misery)

Mix/Master: @qawikamri
Cover: @collidingwithmars
I really hope you all enjoy this song! go show some love to the song i just dropped with @qawikamri over on his page as well!!! I truly love you all, thank you for everything you have done for me! Make sure to check out @prod-trash as well, he is amazing <3

Lyrics-

yung van:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

I'm only 19
You all know nothing bout me
You only know that sad
I don't even live with dad
But when you cry it's storm
You feel your body get warm
I see your eyes their all red
I know you wish you were dead

I know you wish you were dead x4

I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
bloodshot eyes from you crying
you don't want to wake up in the morning 
when you see my calls you ignore it
but i can truly see that you're trying
i can see the pain in your eyes
when you said that you're fine
i know that you lied
i know that you lied

yung van & qawi kamri:
Let it fall
Let the rain run down your face 
feel it all
As your mind disintegrates

qawi kamri:
I know you wish you were dead
I know you wish you were dead
i know you wish we were done
I know you wish you were dead

yung van:
I know you wish you were dead x4

yung van & qawi kamri:
I can see the storm in your eyes
When you're about to cry I know why
I can feel the pain in your tears
all of your secrets and fears

when you cry, it's a storm w/ Qawi Kamri (Prod. TRA$H)

@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

prod. @notmorgn

i hate the pressure i reside on my own
can’t find the feeling that i found when i was home
quiet wolf in the pack now
i don’t feel good bout fading to the background
i shoulda planned it from the start
now everything is fucked
and we all just tore apart

you never should have trusted me
everything breaks when it touches me
you can’t enjoy my company
save yourself yeah you should run from me

you never should have trusted me
everything breaks when it touches me
you can’t enjoy my company
save yourself yeah you should run from me

i love the pain when you
break my heart
i love to spend my days
in the dark
dusting
i’m like nothing now
all because they think
i’m “something” now
still the same
i can never change
and you know that
i’ve gone insane
i have dreams of a toe tag

you never should have trusted me
everything breaks when it touches me
you can’t enjoy my company
save yourself yeah you should run from me

run from me

video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

FoLlOW SoRroW HeRe:  https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

Art by twitter.com/endmypainnow

I love BrAnD nEw

I wAnT tO DiE

Lyrics:
This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing 
I don’t have a thing to believe in
Don’t have the words to keep you from leaving 
And I’m the root of your problems, solve them 
Put a little bleach in my drink I’m a goner
I would die for my team what an honor 
I know I’ll never be as good as my father 

I want to do something important of course I was never meant for it talents ignored
 and I’m bored with this life cause I never move forward no matter how hard I’m trying 
Every night on the inside dying 
Never answer the feds keep spying 
Who would love me? No one in their right 
mind
Sorry that I can’t be your lifeline
Sorry I don’t laugh at the right times

(it’s all my fault this is all my fault)

..there there you’re all right 
I just want to stare at you all night 
For when we touch I fear you’ll disappear 
And I Wake up just the Canary in the coal mine
There to see if there’s air to breath I won’t
Let your words get the best of me I don’t 
Need you or your company i just 
Wish something would work out for me for once

But I’m a letdown head down every night 
Pouring cups rolling blunts can i get a light
Keep my head in the clouds with the satellites 
And if I don’t look down then I’ll be alright 

This world got some rules that I can’t abide
And no one on this earth makes it out alive 
I don’t know how much longer I’ll survive
Do my best, take it one breath at a time

This problems gonna last a little more than a weekend, even if I keep breathing 
I don’t have a thing to believe in
Don’t have the words to keep you from leaving 
And I’m the root of your problems, solve them 
Put a little bleach in my drink I’m a goner
I would die for my team what an honor 
I know I’ll never be as good as my father

All My Fault [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

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baby do you hate me (prod. sketchmyname) out on spotify

im good at being lonely cant u tell

Prod. @deliverthecrush

Video Soon by https://twitter.com/DanielJordanK

STARZ </3

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

I feel very numb
Cause my soul already died
I feel very dumb
Cause now I know she lied
Look up at the sky
And I ask the gods why
Walking all alone
Need nobody by my side
Put me in my grave
I been thinking every night
Would it be that bad
If I left it all behind

Tired of my life
Always cry
And get in fights
I know I'm no good
Cut my skin up with the knife
Kissed me on my lips
And turned my heart just like the ice
I am not okay

I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright
I am not alright

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

Fall in love you lose your life
On the acid
See the lights
On the stage
I'm super high
Blacking in and fucking out
All these people used to doubt
Act like they don't fucking dream
So much fake up in this scene

It's fuckin toxic
I'm barely breathing
But I'm flexin and I'm flossin
And they fucking think their stunting
It's fucking nothing
Their music sounds disgusting
In a race but I'm cheating
Yeah I'm taking drugs
To run away from demons
Don't know who you are
Talking all that nonsense
Pull up leave you bleeding
Your head looking like a faucet
Cause it's dripping
Give me any beat you know I ain't missing
Tell that girl I'm on a mission
I don't want love
I hate the attention

I hate the attention

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