Art by @worldwidewilly

Used to be a friend
Now I don't know at all

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never tripping never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

(Starfall)
Its my confession
Don't know without direction
We are losing our connection
I know you crave affection
Cause I know you
Better than anyone else
Yea I know you
Better than you know yourself

(Christian Blair)
Swear you in love
Watchu gon do
This time I aint worried bout you
This my life
I don't lose
Even if you wanna tell the truth
And i'm always there
You been tryna stop and stare
How many times will I not care
But you'll never know
I won't talk to you

(Kaido)
I won't talk to you
This feeling i'm stressed out
I feel like I'm older
It's cold in october
I love you it's over
But how could this happen to me
Too many drinks in hotels I'm ashamed
I'm feeling like Drake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
You did me shady
I couldn't love you
I couldn't hold you
I don't even want you
And it was a mistake
I'm glad that you know them I wont say no names
I'm glad that you love everything that I make
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed
I'm glad that you know that I know Im ashamed

Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia
Imma go til I'm dead
Don't you walk on my set
I feel pain when its cold
Never trippin never all that
Was talking that was all cap
Bonnie clyde at the bleachers
If you ride imma see ya
Have her singing like she Sia

Set w/ Starfall, Christian Blair & Kaido (Michael Warren)

@1spoder
https://www.instagram.com/1spoder/

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

[lyrics]

(spoder)
you drunk back at 4 am
this shit ain't that easy
tryna find a purpose hoping someone gonna need me
i got a ring, "hello?"
get to the guap, gotta go
i move the pack and i'm gone (bye)
i knew for a fact you were wrong

and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

(javan)
something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me
lying on the floor 
i been thinking if i'm being used
actin if she cared (cared, cared)
i'm like so confused
why you acting so recluse
i mean it's up to you
you been acting such a fool
i'll just head out soon

(something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me)

woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
oooohhhh

(spoder)
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

exploit w/ spoder (joshwa)

'jazz' 2 +@whyhaze

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/exhausting-feat-whyhaze

was sick when i made dis bruh, most underrated beat tbh

s/o villagers @rywrrd @1spoder @oroahh n goblin @spaadexd 4 adlibs in trumpet solo

v:
restrained emotion 
but i slowly let it out -_+_+ deep shit bro
my life is a travesty 
they just wanna keep me down ///sadd
get someone to murder me          &#'#'not suicidal dw£++£
cant bear to do it myself
i'm longing for ur touch
longing for the thought of us (redhorse pro producer tag omg)
let my mind bleed all over these walls
crying in the cubicle for way too damn long
the evil grows n it's so pervasive ))Big Words Bro((
can’t justify it this time maybe i'm rly goin crazy

c:
a-a-all these bitches
all these hoes (Yuh)
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell

waiiiiiiiiiiiii hayyyyyyyyyze (s/o 00)

@whyhaze verse:
all these bitches all these hoes (songwriting moment)
hit my phone, but i don't respond 
cuz i still think you're the one
tell me if i'm right or i'm wrong
if i'm mistaken 
then who am i talking abt in these songs????
c'mon baby just grab my hand (NOT MY ASS SHUSH)
let's escape together to another land (YESsirr)
the only one in my mind is you, and you deserve that
baby, you make me feel cool
you lift all my curses! FAX

c:
all these bitches
all these hoes (holy moly
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
b-but damn does it sound better than a life in this hell
all these bitches
all these hoes
so exhausting
keeping low
never once have i ever thought of killing myself
but DAMN does it sound better than a life in this hell!!!

trumpet solo init (w adlibs)

@whyhaze returns in the outro

exhausting

stream the mf song

exhausting, +whyhaze

sexnb

lyrics:
ya im outta luck
in the back seat i just wanna fuck
hit from the back ya i wanna feel love
wit the bros ya we up in the club
yeah we fuck it up
got her addicted she actin up
sit on my dick she dont wanna get off
all these bitches they never shut up

i think im lost
got me exhausted
look what it costed
she givin me top, yk she want it
all this sh for the bag, yk im on it

all these fake bitches praying on my down fall
they think im stupid but i kno ab they're private calls
bitches crawlin back like ur the one who built this wall
y y y y ya ur the one who built this wall

outta luck

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

@deethew

lyrics:
[nico]
u need to take a step back
on sum fake shit, ya u kno im not like that
keep ur eyes on the track
got her in the whip, n we fuckn in the back
yuh, i prefer to be alone
hard for me to trust anyone, im on my own
yuh, acting like u always kno
we can see right thru ur stunt, like r u dumb?

[deet]
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Treat me like a bad guy
No u got it backwards
Try to get in my head
U ain’t got the password
All u do is call me ignorant
When I get my money fuck sharing it

I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Yuh it’s me and shawty In the 2 door
Yk that its moving to the dance floor
Driving so fast now we got 5 stars
Im so done think I might restart

stepback w/ deet

shoutout @funnycore @snip4rs

funnycore moment

lyrics
w!ldflwr:
I got knots all in my tummy
I don't think that this is funny
it all started going really bad when you said you don't love me
and I try and try again
but it seems like I just always fail
you're never gonna stop me
you should know that I will always prevail 
I'm so tired of you
and I've been stuck up in my mind
thinking why did I love you
where did it all go so wrong
and you're breaking my heart so I wrote you this song
don't waste all my time if you don't love me at all

snip4rs:
i've been calling you for hours
just answer my phone
i've been calling you for days
but it just goes to the tone
i've been crying over text
but baby i'm still strong
you can't tell me its okay
when I know that its just wrong (x2)

w!ldflwr:
i'm so sick of you calling up my phone
if you have another message
you can leave it at the tone
why don't you understand that I wanna be alone
all these words that you're telling me
they just shake me to my bones
I don't know!
I don't know if i'll ever be right again
don't you tell me that you love me
just to break me down again
said that you wanted me
then you said it was pretend
all this pain that you're causing me
yeah you cannot comprehend 
I see your eyes
I see your eyes

truth & lies w/snip4rs (funny x crusafix)

thanku4everything
fun lil pop song prod @siemspark + @fortuneswan

im thankful for every one of u

lyrics

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

wait till ur right here by my side
when im with u i feel alive
i cannot stand to see u cry
(cryyyyy)

but you!
been playing with my heart for a minute now
been running it up, i wanna finish now
oh without you im never fking proud

i wanna be on the dancefloor
and go home with you
already know you're a damn whore
but i'll see it through x2

outro singing

slowed n reverb ending

done.
ty4e (soon)

dancefloor (siem spark + fortuneswan)

@riensu @saiwai
here is the video on my youtube channel
https://youtu.be/He5wOAB98YA


Yonk: 

Rather waste my time, I don’t really wanna take my time with you

All this time is wasted 

You don’t ever wanna see my pov

Ah unless it benefits you

You won’t ever wanna talk to me again

And no that’s just fine

Yeah I’m so fed up, get all my bread up

I’ll do this shit at my own pace so get the flip up out my face 
 


Riensu:

Just wanna be alone

Don’t know what I could say now

Cause everything just fades out

We’re standing face to face now, I can’t hear what you say now 

Everything went right over my head

Again and again

No I don’t want this to end 

Again and again 
 
Im hanging just by a thread 

Again and again

Im looking up at the stars tonight 

Wonderin if I’m wastin my time

beneficial w/ riensu p. sai *video in desc

prod. xvn

@zephyrcove

@lovekeanu

Had your legs up on the dash
Underneath all the stars
We got so tired as time would pass
As you’d fall in my arms

So if you love me how did all this go wrong
So won’t you come back to my warm embrace 
Cuz I’m still falling apart
How do I resight your focus

 I’m terrified of the way you move
And just like that’s there’s a new man
Damn.

@1toge

Wanna see you there
I wanna get to know you more than that
We do this every night
You wanna catch me in your arms
Why don't we stay a little
Wanna give you my all

Back in forth with these conversations
You love your one on ones
Pulled up to the function with you
Now I'm leaving with two
But it's only to make you look back
I just wanna see you mad
I just wanna see if you care
Cause I really wanna see you there

@lovekeanu & @1toge

I want you here
Right next to me
Won’t kiss and tell
What's on your mind
Oh girl you’re on it
Baby
And be alright 
I’ll kiss you everywhere you know that it’s true

spotify

wanna see you there w/ keanu.

prod. me

@012207
looking for some shade on a summer day
I've been thinking about the way that you gravitate towards me
I guess we'll always be something that never was
you're free to disagree, there's nothing to discuss

cuz' I've got nothing left to say to you
so tell me what am I meant to do
it's not my fault that can't be true
I'd do anything to get away from you

I need some shade to get away
you always look so sad and disarrayed :(
but I can't go back to you again
leave you in the past, this is the end

@riensu
You say it's all my fault
But I don't care at all
I'll try to catch you if you fall for me again
I've been tryna stall
I'll be there when you call
Cause I don't wanna lose it all again

You left my heart in two
I'll pick back up all the pieces
But you won't say a reason why
You're gone and you're leavin
I'm off in the deep end
I'm barely breathin
Cause I'm trying to find

Again w/ riensu

prod @sai 'v' 
art from tombdude 

i can't stop making a fool of myself
getting through all of this torture with the pain that i felt
and i have all of these consequences building my doubts 
making sure that i felt okay

hey, and i've been in a hurry
wanting to do everything in the story
making sure that i'm sorry
cutting me open just to feel like i'm sorry

and i can't (i can't) feel something
that i want to feel

what do you think that you're doing
do you think you're improving
what do you think you're proving
when you say that i'm nothing

what do you think that you're doing
saying you're something and never improving
cuz i don't know what i'm doing

you're feelin real sorry
is that the end of the story
conscience, fading so fast
make sure i die slow, make sure it lasts

i don't want to mess this up, no
i don't want to mess this up

i don't wanna feel
now what're u waiting for
the world is yours
break out your shell
and do something worth while

what's the rush? (sai)

[verse]
@1toge
You got me tongue tied, losin my mind right now
Oh baby tell me why’d you have to go and leave
Cause this pain
It won’t go away
I only talk to you
Te amo to the moon

[verse]
@1kise 
I said there ain’t nobody else but you
I think that I’m ready to make my move
I know you feel the same way about me too
I guess there’s only one thing left to do
Oh my
I don’t wanna waste no time
I just wanna spend all of my time with you

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d have no clue
 Oh baby, what would I do?








  
[verse]
@yokulol
I want some more
Live in my head some more
Been all my life 
without you
I didn’t know what I was missin’
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
Can’t you just see I’m the one?
And all I want from you
Tell me I was right
Is all I want from you
And I don’t know what’s best for me
To the moon and back for you
Cause you’re my only option

[verse]
@flaued
Oh, late at night, all I do is think and dream about you
Cause you’re the one
You’re the one who makes me feel like a fool
A fool for you
Oh, just give my heart a chance

[hook]
@1kise 
Babe you’re my only option
I see nobody but you
@flaued
Nobody else around me makes me feel like you do
@kise 
Babe you’re my only option
There’s no one else I would choose
@flaued
Without you, I’d  have no clue
Oh baby, what would I do?






@riensu
If you asked me I wouldn’t know where to start
And I can’t stand the thought of us being apart
(don’t you let me go)
Wish this’d last forever
So don’t you let me go
Baby you’re my one and only
And I don’t mind that you’re my one and only love
I’ll go to moon and back for you
Cause you’re my one and only
I’m forever yours

beneficial w/ riensu p. sai *video in desc

yoku

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lil moody

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