spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6WoXlGle95jkszY3VAWPho?si=2327d7ba423c4d4c

produced by plantcham
written by me
mix and mastered by me

happy birthday 2 me
been incredibly uninspired as of late, sorry for the absence
wanted to try something different, happy tunes after this
i hope you enjoy :)

///
been awhile since i felt something
that felt real
my never ending thoughts
feels like im throwing rocks
can't you hear me?
i'm screaming
do you fear me?
i'm pleading
cause this just don't feel right
i don't want to cause a fight
you should live your final life
you've already ruined mine

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

can't help but feel stuck
it's all in my head
got this damn ache in my chest
just a minute of rest
is all i ask for
i don't feel bad for the way that i act
when my intention was for you to relax
so calm down
breathe in
what's the point in it
when you're not feeling
been awhile since i've gone without a meaning
i wonder why you talk without a reason
cause you've already ruined life

am i
a bother?
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer
a bother
were you proud then?
what a shocker
a crawler
every day just gets longer and longer

crawler

☆

prod and mix by @traxee 

BEATSCAPE: https://youtu.be/jIFm2VkaaQ8 

Get the elevator on the wrong floor I didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame still stuck in the past
I wanna try a different way
Pet projects and cases that they throw away
Trash it and go back to grey

safe in the dark town
oddly unironic
and at least i can walk unafraid
if i believe things will be alright
Pillows on my bed
shove em all to the ground
and tryna feel less alone
by turning on the tv
open your diary
what did u write about me
ink lit up from the screen
the brightest show and tell
yea

Little glow in the dark
Ceiling with the stick on stars
its like the world is ours
when its not really at all
See how its all gonna play out
Still Trying not to fade out
Stick with me on the days
That aren’t easy at all

i confuse myself, help
i could use some self help
never know what to do
So I must be selfish too
leave it all on the line
trust itll all end up fine
leave it all on the line
Its why i look to you

and then I'm back to the real world
and i'm working 9 to 7s
wasting my freakin life
without learning any lessons 
realitys so numbing
Step one and then come through
I think i'll feel better if we talk 
in circles like we do

i got u using my slang
the words we say are the same
makes me believe in something
i used to think was insane

Ima watch it all unfurl
They make it seem so easy to fall
but i know i'd get picked up
even if it takes a while

Off the elevator on the wrong floor i didnt press it right
Office job is kinda lame but its not gonna last
i wanna try a different way
feeling out the phases
they say
go away 
always make it out okay

ultrabeat sound of my 18 (p. traxee)

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

mithra cove

created in a week for the niztopia x pharaoh vice contest
listen on all plats here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yonklolz/tell-me-what-you-want-feat-lo3rd--qliche

prod by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz - 0:00 - 2:00, 3:18 - 4:12
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd - 2:00 - 4:12

vocals by:
https://soundcloud.com/yonklolz
https://soundcloud.com/lo3rd
https://soundcloud.com/inholyful

lyrics: 

yonk:
when you know
that something's up will you care for me
i dont wanna keep on running
feel like it is all for nothing
the struggle
of giving up everything for this shitty dream
i dont know who im trusting
well we were just kids
doing shit for the thrill of it
struggling just sitting here
just whispering
i cant relapse
i cant help this feeling that its all gon be alright
just you hold on tight
circling, spiraling 
i dont know what to do
but we'll make it through

lo3rd:
i got sum reasons... to believe u want me, to believe u want me
oh ik that im in ur head
ohh just, tell, me
jus take my hand and... tell me what u want why u need me
i jus dnt kno what u wait for..

and if youre used to
playing all these games
dont lose your times cuz ill jus tell u no
and if youre used to
playing all these games
jus turn away n dont be looking back

tell me what u want why u need me (x3455)

qliche:
Tell me what U want
cause I aint wastin no time
Just tell me whats on your mind
and Im so god damn sick and tired 
I guess I got to move on
But do you want me to?

I keep doin this shit over and over 
You keep pulling the strings like a puppet now
Telling me that you dont love me now
And got someone else that will hold you down
In the end ill be okay
Unitl these feelings go away

Tell me why it hurts
whats with all the pain?
Think ive really had enough
Im giving up
Ive had it with these games you play
Its so insane, now

and I cant break FREE 
Your eyes are so decieving 
Contradicting all your lies
and I see- 
I see right through your disguise (THIS iS WHO YOU REALLY ARE)

radio bitch:
is equally...*unintelligible*

listen on all plats

tell me what you want (ft. lo3rd and qliche)

with @serginaa :D

produced by zekzo, tanuki & soma @zekzo099 @prodsoma 
mixed & mastered by tanuki & marmal8
art by: https://twitter.com/kmk221B

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:

why do i try?

all my time is running me out on me
yet i never got to tell you my thoughts
was too scared to get close to you 
but i’ll never make the same mistakes again

i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
u could lift me up then just watch how i melt
through ur fingertips 
put up with all the cards you’ve dealt
if you cared how i felt
you’d never say that to me
but it’s no surprise 
when i look into ur eyes

avit:
and just see how empty you are
walking ‘round like you’re already dead 
makes me sick to see u like this
don’t understand it 
but my hands are all tied

sergina:
i can’t force it out of u to tell me that ur fine
when the hour fades 
ur heart is cold compared to mine
i know u forgot
it doesn’t mean that ur alright
so come find me somehow 
find me somehow 

avit:
i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
i would never run away, i’m right here
and forever will never be enough
i don’t care what u decide in the end
so just wait, could u wait?

gina:
do u see me?
do u feel hurt?
watch as i bleed
for what it’s worth 
is this the cost?
is this what’s love?
cuz if it is
i should give up

avit:
i would never let you go my dear
without you, I’m empty without a soul
no one understands you just like i do
so just wait, so just wait for me

sergina:
i would never run away, i’m right here
and forever will never be enough
i don’t care what u decide in the end
so just wait, could u wait?

No One But You

Stream!

No One But You feat. Sergina (Prod. Zekzo & Soma)

Episode 2!!!
from scratch, likeee usual.......... :3
bleughaasfd
inspired by: 
oolong - about your imaginary friend
brockhampton - san marcos
Panchiko - deathmetal
Daniel Caesar - japanese denim

lyrics-
sumthin ab me... and theres sumthin ab u
and my hands are so full but your only thinkin ab u
idk what im gonna be.. as long as im happy
i dont look too far forward cuz its not that deep

just a little bit, for the hell of it,
take my heart and take my brain
your so innocent, u dont know bout shit,
im surprised i haven't gone insane (i have a little bit)

I WISH YOUD TAKE CARE OF MEEEEEEEEE
JUST A LITTLE BITTTT
FOR THE HELL OF ITTTTTTTTT

this is what i meant, wish i could have said
no more common sense, momma always said....
dont go in too deep, i cant touch with feet
your my enemy, can you forgive me?
looked across the street, had the window seat
didnt look for me, didnt notice me

*awesome guitar lead bridge*

sometimes i want to rip off my face
going forward and staying in place
i wish i could just get out my brain
my decisions all end as mistakes

in 2 deep bouta lose feelin, in my own head im third wheelin
standin on my toes, back against the ropes
still ill never know, where im supposed to go
where will i go when i die? I just wana be satisfied 
fuck the numbers, ill be in a hearse
6 feet in the earth, fuck these corny words

just a little bit, for the hell of it,
take my heart and take my brain
your so innocent, u dont know bout shit,
im surprised i haven't gone insane (i have a little bit)

I WISH YOUD TAKE CARE OF MEEEEEEEEE
JUST A LITTLE BITTTT
FOR THE HELL OF ITTTTTTTTT

this is what i meant, wish i could have said
no more common sense, momma always said....
dont go in too deep, i cant touch with feet
your my enemy, can you forgive me?
looked across the street, had the window seat
didnt look for me, didnt notice me

in2deep (1sloan)

Song On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ohQC7UKSz1AIjrWNyI8rn?si=1a0d055a5f8f46b1

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Lyrics:
Alright
I can feel it setting in
Can you feel my skin
Im in to find out
All the motions will set in
I know its hard
A thousand yards away to go
I know
It hurts too much
To feel your touch
I'll fall

Talk to me
I know you're finally figuring out where you want to go
You're hold on
I know it's wrong
To not wanna let you go
Its about time I see what's in your eyes
Are you alright?
I know that Im done
I can't feel cuz Im stunned

I hope Im alright
Don't even know what I've done
Just need someone I could love
I'll hold you tight
I feel the weight on my back
I'm falling off of the tracks
To trust
All of you
I know that I do
I know I'll come through
I don't wanna do this alone
I want you to come home
So that I can condone

Talk to me
I know you're finally figuring out where you want to go
You're hold on
I know it's wrong
To not wanna let you go
Its about time I see what's in your eyes
Are you alright?
I know that Im done
I can't feel cuz Im stunned
I hope Im alright
Don't even know what I've done
Just need someone I could love
I'll hold you tight
I feel the weight on my back
I'm falling off of the tracks

I'm Alright

I'm Alright (prod. idly blare)

on all plats now :3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4wHoY4OoeYnf8HygQ7m88m?si=aYtFwTZ-Sg-NxnP1FH8yxQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A5BDpRl7gr5ifeLgTvfaXtZ
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/my/album/girlboss-feat-pika/1657618010?i=1657618011

dropped w twin @luvpika
thank u for the love on rental! love u sm 🫶🏻

🍓people !!!
>ft : @luvpika
>prod : @wowkt1000 @fum1ko
>mastered : @trustt
>cover art : @sxulzel
tysm to these 5 ilysm 🥹🫶🏻

🍓my socials
> linked in sc profile 
> new discord : https://discord.gg/KBmkfxP2dp
> tag me on ig @ valberri3 if u post this on ur story ty ily

🍓lyrics 
[val] :
all these bitches hitting up my phone im outta data 
i dont even wanna talk to u yeah boy ill see u later 
i just wanna be his girl but i could i could never be her 
i just want his attention and i know this isnt so “slay girl!!!!!!”

going round again im getting used to this process 
i don’t wanna lead them on i don’t wanna make a mess 
x2

pika [@luvpika] :
and im making fucking money in the basement
i aint number one so i will take my placement
i dont give a fuck
money coming aimless
i will make you duck, leave that fucker brainless

fuck you i make money on a reset
hate me i know u can never do that
i will blow up like a bomb
make that fucker run
and im chewing on that gum
i don't do this shit for fun

aaaa
bitch i know u aint the one
i dont do this shit for fun
guess that im so fucking dumb
all i need is closure
but i cant stay sober
guess it is my fault
219 stuck in october
i dont wanna talk wit no bitch
you say that you love me so i ditch
yea i dont give a fuck so i switched up
and you said that you dont love me so i split up

val:
ive been feeling kinda down but i guess it’s all around me
shoutout to @alrunaxo cuz yk that’s my homie 
shoutout to @akira_888 cuz he ain’t ever doubt me 
i been doing my best cuz all my friends are here with me 

i remember watching overcast #ripovercast
and i would be like “oh my god i wanna be like that”
i just wanna be like her and like no strings attached 
i don’t wanna be upset cuz u won’t like that

he a fan and he thinks that I’m pretty 
he knows i like him and hello kitty  
girl i think he’s obsessed with me 😚🫶🏻
u know i like that and we staying lowkey
i hope that im the only one who’s stuck in his mind
or i might have to manifest and then I’d make him mine 

and i be texting on the phone my momma hates that
but it ain’t even my fault that im like that 
i don’t wanna go outside cuz i don’t like that (discord life is tuff)
and i don’t care what u say so u can stay mad 

all these bitches hitting up my phone im outta data 
i dont even wanna talk to u yeah boy ill see u later 
i just wanna be his girl but i could i could never be her 
i just want his attention and i know this isnt so “slay girl!!!!!!”
x2

girlboss w/pika [p. wow kt & fumiko] (all plats)

Preesave <3 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/tigerstar/been-that-boy 

Prod. tigerstar
co-written with @yazida-essia 
SHOUTS OUT TO CABBY @silentcxbin FOR DOING THE INTRO AND MASTER <3 Check him out NOWWWW...!!!

CREDS TO THE CLIQUE GIRLZ .... My ultimate idols that inspire everything i create
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yYJ284Hndzk

if there was a single day where we could just talk
i'd fade and i'd block anything thats not you
I’d cave when u walk in the room
I wonder if u listen, heart transparent
can u hear it?
u said u couldn’t 
so i'll turn it up just enough
like I wanted for us

you know i
kinda shoulda wish you woulda coulda maybe been that boy
you need to know i...
know you never yea you did you never been to be that boy...
but every little word was true 
i dont wanna waste a minute waiting for ur call back
here i am 5 hours later  and i'll respond so fast
after all thought i was certain thinking u were all that
and theres still a part of me that thinks that y could be that boy

so can i at least plead my case or do 
u just want me to be thrown away and you'll choose 
from all the girls lined up and i'll be another one
its such a  force of a wave to try to get through

im in a daze for u n
spending all day in a trance
when im just looking at u
no one can say that i cant
i gotta look for u
i gotta tell u too many things i said that i won’t get into

already came in like a wreck, like could it get any worse?
i always talk it down i hope that i dont get hurt 
found out all of the words that you had said and i…
kinda shoulda wish u woulda coulda maybe been that boy

NO U NEVER
YES U DID
U NEVER MEANT TO MEAN THAT
AND U SHOULDA 
WISH U WOULDA
COULDA MAYBE BEEN THAT

got my hopes up for it to mean nothin
if ur just gonna pretend all along 
that u could be that boy
wouldnt have let it
if ur never gonna get it
through ur head
i should forget it, for what?
( u'll never be that boy)

u couldn’t have been him at all
figured it out on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy
i cant help but say that it’s dumb
and so i’ll stay on my own
i should’ve known that he was never gonna be that boy

Been That Boy!

luvshit .. prod ari

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss

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