meadows

prod yoku

idk why i miss you, thoughts come back n i just wanna kiss you

idk why i miss you

OUT NOW: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leytonxswazy/im-sorry-that-u-tried

produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

(all platforms)

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted

u said im mad
idrc tho
they run away from the halo
i just spend my fuckn racks on u
it rly ain shit to me i get my pay up

i hate myself
n i wudn even wan me to
im in hell
take a picture i wud crop me too
i been chillin w a mac
i been chillin w a 2
i aim it at my head
i just don know wat it do

im upset 
i resent u
pissed off, out the back door he get kicked out
down bad but i flip another brick now
don understand wat ur sayn giv me lip now
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

im with kurse we start a riot
if he talkin down
kill that boy in silence
u not goin up yo shit is trash stop trying
i cant give my trust to nobody cause they lying
but i dont mind it
i keep shit to myself yea cuz i dont really care
cant keep on takin the blame yea i dont think its fair
its a never ending cycle its like going up the stairs
always hittin up my phone u need to get up out my hair
yaaa
she said im her hero
but i dont wanna save her
cant u see im busy i be runnin up the paper
now i cant see straight all i see is vapor
i dont wanna talk so just wait ima see u laterr

packed up
smoke a blunt
and im leaving
i got addy in my cup
and im geeking
they don wan to turn up
they just tweaking
u don even wan to show up
get deleted
im w tera n we cause a #riott
ksubi jeans on me she wan ride itt
i was screamin 'fuk class' im defiant
im jus countin dum racks, sit in silence

#riott w/ tera (oiwa, okmax, surgeon)

@mucisianman

cover of "50landing, brakence - pains"

pains [ cover ] ft.mucisian

@aftrrs @aftrrs @aftrrs @aftrrs @aftrrs 

yea my feelings in a safe
try to keep it far from basic
last yr was a blur
but i can't consider lasic
kissed her w/ a zyn 
yea that shit got her addicted
camera take a flick
camera take a flick
for me

tell me what ur thinking when u tell me what u feel like
i wanna see u dance and pumpin its our last time
ahhhhhh im so fyeeee
its just ussss live it uppp 
ohhhh

@aftrrs 
uhh idk i forgot to ask LOL


now im running low on
things we could complicate
i dont like the way u talk to me
u dont like the way i talk to u 
heyyy
whend we get so complicated 
idrc what ur sayin
& u say its real love u playin
i know in my mind ive made it

last date w/ aftrr prod. jvd

snowdrop

petunia

hydrangea

camellia

delphinum

//Lyrics
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind
You're like a shell of your former self bae
You just wont tell off nobody else, yet

Well you know too well
that it cant be helped
take, one look at your body and im falling down
through the depths of hell
Where i wont be found
Im a mess and you can tell cus its just part of your spell

Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind

candlelight [p. sai]

grass

foxtail w/ riensu

@sshiro
prod. Peril
Lyrics:
tell me what it's like
am i a game or is he ur type?
oh tell me why ur holding in the lies?
oh tell me why i hurt inside?

i asked u last night
who tf was that?!?!?
ahA hAHaha
it was just some guy who u wanted like
and i dont wanna know
why dont u pick up the phone
just know my heart calls 4 u
yeah im sad but happy 4 u (thats a lie)

its been a while since that i had that
that feelin where ur hearts stuck ina time lapse
and its hard to know what ur doing
but ill be right there when u need me
u know that im falling for u
time will show if I can say that I love you.
and my heart is broke
played me like a joke
AND I THINK, THAT, IM NOT OVER U

tell me what it's like
am i a game or is he ur type?
oh tell me why ur holding in the lies?
oh tell me why i hurt inside?

tell me what it's like
am i a game or is he ur type?
oh tell me why ur holding in the lies?
oh tell me why i hurt inside?

what it's like (feat. shiro)

lavender w/ kise

notes://
thank you to anyone who is listening it truly means alot thank you for sticking with me :) <3
we're going into the fray!
s/o all my boys drain, trip, jemon, jemz, bleecher, & azul
amazing things to come!

credits://
@antag01
@bleeecher

lyrics://
I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up

oh no I can’t go to far
burned those bridges, but that’s just who we are
not myself man I just feel so bizarre
shoulda left my feelings back outside of the car

I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up

know I can’t get through it
hide it through my music
I’m done with your bullshit
don’t find that stuff amusing
I gotta keep on moving
god I’m feeling useless…

no I can’t go out this way
just know I’m afraid, just know I’m afraid
and we’re into the fray, just know it’s not too late
I know we’ll be okay, I know we’ll be okay

I think it’s too much
think I’m not enough
I saw right through your bluff 
and I know it’s been rough
so go n hide all your stuff
think it’s time I give up
I don’t wanna disrupt 
I know that can’t keep up
x2

who we are

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere

delphinum

yoku

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