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I know I’m really late but this song is amazing.

bro u better be famous like now 🤷‍♂️

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0bawM83DKPc6x34fbSouE7?si=c9817a13a32349a5

too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

I have no motivation
So I get nothing done
I hate the mornings so i 
Sleep in way past the sun    	 
I have like everything but
I still find nothing fun, 
I really like the smell of
The world when it burns

It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm
It keeps me warm

now its only a fraction   
Of times that we had
So i turn to distractions
Whenever im sad  
It turns into a cycle
I think im going psycho
Fraid of things that i might do
Might do

Lately i just hate everyone
I hope they all run away 
I hope they somehow just trip and fall
I hope they dig their own graves 

Im a mess
Im obsessed 
with distractions all day
And when i stop  
drown in thoughts
i just break down again
(2x)

Fuck that
Ima turn this shit around
Wrote that
In december i was down
Looking back that shit was kinda rough
But now im here its kinda funny got my money up

This year ,drop whatever I wana
All my songs are kinda sad but now im tryn be funner
Theres jus this
Big fear, 
I wont do any numbers
doesn't matter anyways im already goin down under 

I
I got a present 4 u
And im not sure if you’ll like it or not
But i assure u its straight from da heart
Ok u
U make write all these songs
But im j sad 1 percent  of the time
I jus dont make songs about 99

distractions

spotify

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

this took a while
huge shoutout to dirkle aka @deadman

prod. me
live instruments recorded by me also

available on all platforms!

lyrics:

(chriad)
you know your words cut deep
everything you said to me
you make it hard just to come back home
you know i'm struggling
'cause i'm never sure what you mean
when you change your mind and i never know

but i know the
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason
i don't understand your feelings
and you never step out to calm down a bit
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
got me fucked up for no reason [for the rest of my life]
put all the blame onto me
you give me no choice but to leave

(deadman)
i‘ll take the blame for it all
despite the fact i tried
you just put up a wall
and filled my head with lies
and i know you won't change, love
you fucked up the way i think, love
and i don't know what i'm doing here
with someone who'd take my life
(deadman + chriad)
if they could now

(chriad)
if they could now
truth hurts you don't want to hear it
truth hurts you don't want to hear it

truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
truth hurts you don't want to hear it truth hurts you don't want to hear it
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
got me fucked up for no reason got me fucked up for no reason
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]
[truth hurts you don't want to hear it]
[truth hurts so i'mma spare your feelings]

Spotify

truth hurts (ft. deadman 死人)

prod kon x xlhc x aks
ty you all for the support and 1k!
ep droppin soon

https://open.spotify.com/track/1N5R8UcqGtJn0NXQ3aiYnT?si=LH-R_HnqQjWiXpFmgrFUXA

waistband (ON ALL PLATS)

got botted, rly appreciate the listen, will help fix the algo lmao

comeback szn
+goats @ri4h and @boyromusic

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6H7fbCwleCPnvMHrVGhvdE?si=oSASDw-FQJaqyZLe7XyJCw&utm_source=copy-link

ig: instagram.com/redhxrse

fav drums i made

words:

sampled grigori from dragons dogma, all-time fav game:
"the rantings of an upjumped zealot make for tedious listening; his ilk serves no role in what is to come..."

verse
stare into each others eyes
cant find no surprises 
always sad when it's summertime
u left me in the water
i can feel my body drowning
u say its all my fault
ur a flicking light switch 
change sides all the time so

crazy chorus
i see all ur pieces
now ur tryna break me too
u took all of my feelings
now ur asking me to free u
making no damn sense
shit is so far gone
changing all my numbers
dont u call my phone 
yeah broken into pieces
now i gotta save me too

riah killed dis verse:
i cant focus on u
new scar like a new tattoo
i swear love is so overdue
since i met u
dont wanna do this shit again
i cant pretend
so why did u gimme ur heart
i never knew u would love this hard
but the feelings are so far gone
why couldnt u be the

one

another red verse
yuh
take all the chances i can get
uve been bruising me and fooling me 
no longer feel ur pain
now im seeing u so differently
how did i see right through 
drowning in ur mind games 
telling me ill see u soon
never gonna be your fool
ur love was never true
just another tool to be used now

crazy chorus returns
i see all ur pieces
now ur tryna break me too
u took all of my feelings
now ur asking me to free u
making no damn sense 
shit is so far gone
changing all my numbers 
dont u call my phone 
yeah broken into pieces
now i gotta save me too

insane outro from boyro:
babe wont u tell me that u need me
im in florida sellin demons
six speed im goin easy
i been searchin for no reasons
wasnt enough 
u still in luv
dont call my bluff
dont hit me up
im swimmin in ur curse when u look my way
doubtin every word when u say my name

pieces

stream da mf song

pieces, +ri4h, boyro

prod(@jongards+ @prodnomu)

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

I was locked
 in my room cuz i thought i was fine
I was rotting
A lot cuz the thoughts in my mind
And ive lost And ive learned 
Now i see thru ur eyes
when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright

i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
i tried 2 pray for help	
Im all alone n theres nobody else
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
Theres always something off
No i dont care anymore

anymore
anymore
anymore

when u stare
 in the sun, all the colors r bright
But u stare
For too long and you slowly go blind
And i’ll spread all my wings when i know im alive
But i burned in the sun now i’ll never go fly
Again  

Why am i always wrong
I always fuck it up again 
I try to do it all
I gave it everything i had and i got really far
But i dont seem to understand
Theres always something off
Theres always something off

Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
I swear its hell
Nd i dont swear a lot
Im in this realm 
Where i dont care at all
Now i dont care at all
No i dont care anymore

Realm

spotify <3

realm

prod(@scrobaby + @prodnomu)

//
Im sick to my stummy I can't feel a thing
Scrolling on my phone and I cant even think
How you sposed to go its only been a week
hope ill never have to ever see you leave

And i jus wish that u would go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

Christian on my coat i feel mysterious
All black fitted on my body i feel serious
Tell me y u mad cz bich im curious
I jus asked a question y u furious

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

I have a problem and i cant seem 2 do anything
I’d find a cure but i think ur my only medicine
Im narcissistic by myself and thats my only sin
i need to visit u so i can find some happiness
(2x)

thought i was doing fine
turns out i crossed your line
i felt so bad about myself n how i made u cry

i think i lost my mind
when i called u at night
i promise u that there would never be a second time

im all alone again
I need some medicine
im all alone again
I need some medicine

And i jus wish that u’d go home
I miss it everytime i look at all our photos
I cant do this no mo
Cuz i been patient but i hate it when its so slow

medicine

prod. kidhoodiee + anh + vnoahh + me

lyrics soon

having fun + playing

//Lyrics
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind
You're like a shell of your former self bae
You just wont tell off nobody else, yet

Well you know too well
that it cant be helped
take, one look at your body and im falling down
through the depths of hell
Where i wont be found
Im a mess and you can tell cus its just part of your spell

Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
Im going through hell just to hear you out
I know I could tell how you see me now
I could keep it real while you keep me down
but you still want me around
you're like a shell of your former self, bae
And you wont tell off nobody else, yet
I dont think id ever
make you feel welcome
this just cant happen
but, you keep sticking in my mind

candlelight [p. sai]

(prod. greentop)

lyrics.
why everything gotta be a competition
the world is so full and its filled with optimizm
sometimes i dont feel like :/
i guess im better than i was in the beginning
its okay 

fuck it doing this today
fall in love i get away
things are really not the same
i know its hard to stay
some things r so pitiful
rip my heart down to my core
this love is so magical
what r u here for :'(?
i might have to run it back
you give me a heart attack
i don't know what i lack
runnin building up my cardio
i know itll get better but 
idk where i started at
everything around me 
it all just starts to collapse
now im giving up cause i know that
it wont get better in the end :/
and im breakin these walls cause 
im better than he couldve ever been
why are you even trying if you knew 
it was better back then
i cant even keep going on
cause i cant lose a friend

i cant give in
i been at my worse
i dont really wanna
lose again

i cant give them
what they really want 
cause i dont even have enough

lose again (greentop)

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

yoku

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