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death wish

vocals by me + https://soundcloud.com/nxrthstarr + https://soundcloud.com/scrufff + https://soundcloud.com/blxty

prod me :3

honey <3 ++nxrthstar, scruff, blxty (sai)

prod by k4njibeats

*on all plats*

@1toge

it seems like you made up your mind
im getting closer to the edge i dont feel right
but when im with you im alive
cant explain how i feel , cant explain how i feel 
i dont get the appeal, and i dont know if its real

am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough
woah oh i need to know, i cant just let go
tell is it real, are you fucking real?

am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough
am i getting close to your heart or not
hope that i fill the spot, hoping that im enough

@riensu

all i can do is try
over and over again
can't get u off my mind
can't get u off my mind
i just wanna be the one for u

cus baby i can hold u down
don't need to be alone
you'll never hear the tone
cause i'm picking up the phone
for you
i would do anything
for you
i would do everything

just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
if i'm getting closer to ur heart
just tell me
just tell me

spotify

am i enough w/ riensu

prod @saiwai
@zephyrcove

lyrics

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@yokulol
You knowww
I don’t wanna switch teams 
Tell me what does it mean to you
(What does it mean to you)
Gimme your hand we can go for a walk now
Run my fingers through your hair now
I think I’m runnin out of time now
Like watchu want from me?
Hands up, you can take it all from me
You take all my time away
Oh I don’t wanna wait another day, cause
What if I wait too long? 
And I waste all my time with you
That’s the one thing I don’t wanna do :(
Oh everything thing I do

It’s all 4 you ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ


@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

@saiwai
i dont really want another lover except u girl <3
and i can make u happy we can do what u wanna do girl
yea fuck the earth, i can take u over to the moon girl
yea i just wanna dance, just show me wat u can do girl

got her like oh oh ohhh
and when u dance w me, ur eyes glow ^_^
so baby just please dont go,
yea baby just please dont go o o o o

heh
hey wassup
i love every word u say dont wna interrupt <3
like r u free tmrw, i can take u out to lunch
like get what u want, we just havin funnn

n i dont wanna take this thing too fast
but ur a lil too cute, give my heart if u asked :3
yea if we make mistakes, we can put it in the past
and ur so fkin sweet, i just love the way u acttttt

@riensu
my heart is on fire <3
and i just dont know why
i wish it would be easier
to say whats on my mind :/
tonight
if im wrong bout ur feelin
ill never recover
i dont want another

tonight + yoku ~ sai (sai)

prod yoku

idk why i miss you, thoughts come back n i just wanna kiss you

idk why i miss you

the door is still cracked a little bit and i cant close it

Novocaine w/ Max Ruben

give it a month or two, i’ll break my shoes in
cross my hands, it’s so confusing
just tell me how to do it right
just tell me how to do it
don’t you act like i’m clueless
in a month i’ll be cooling
gotta get it for my brothers cause my brothers show me love
you put my head inside the dirt uhh
tell them that i’ll die for them
got me wishing on the stars on them
it’s in my best interest you’re safe and not crying
say hi to my momma, don’t know that i’m fighting
should’ve texted you back, didn’t have the words to reply and
i’m stuck up on things i should’ve forgot like years ago
it’s fuck it though

months

wishes

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHobHG2OXfE
stream: fordis.lnk.to/wishes

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i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left it in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (so long)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

so i act like i ain't numb and im so strong
and am i a waste of time cause you moved on?
closing both my eyes hope i respawn
left me on my own had to sit and write a new song

i was so wrong
i wont ever take you back
left your phone blocked
got fake friends
dont trust them too
got some cuts up on my shirt
shit you put me through

wasted all my time and
ruining my past and
cheated on the race but you still finished up on last place
fuck that
you dont know me too
hope they're always looking up to me
cause i wont look at you

sometimes i wish and i pray
that you'd call my phone
and you'd tell me its okay
now you killed a part of myself
put a pillow to my head and i'd
cry the pain away

i've been trying so hard (damn)
i've been trying so hard
i've been trying so hard
damn

damn
damn
damn

i was so wrong
and i haven't felt this lost in like so long (it's not worth it)
put it on god
he ain't care about my struggle in like so long

i wont take you back since
i hate to remember that all of this shits my fault
left you in the past tense
when it hits september i feel like im on my own
—

wishes

demo 2

i don't know how to say it
if it keeps on i'll be emaciated
another product of harming
crash, fall
i don't wanna be here at all
don't catch me if i fall down
another product of harming
crash, fall
i can't seem to find it, it's lost
the boy i was before
why have grown disheartened
crash, fall

mind my mind you
pick my fights
hand my life over
i rest my soul down been at it since october
don't lie to yourself you're not a toler
you barely know her
think she a showman
petty scars all over
you should've known then
it gets too heavy to breathe
i'm pleading down on my-
i stay up grinding my teeth
my flesh is ready to eat

i don't know how to say it
if it keeps on i'll be emaciated
another product of harming
crash, fall
i don't wanna be here at all
don't catch me if i fall down
another product of harming
crash, fall
i can't seem to find it, it's lost
the boy i was before
why have grown disheartened
crash, fall

product of harm

li.sten.to/tansea-s4tc

Lyrics:
If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Would you really do me like that?
Would you really spit on my name?
I don’t really want to fight back
But I’d do it to just keep you safe

Just know that I’m a call away
It never hurts to speak
But I can’t let you go, yeah

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go

If you couldn’t tell, I’m broken
Think it’s kinda odd you didn’t notice
Why you think I’m never really joking?
Cus’ I could never really stay focused

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

Gotta tell myself “onto the next one”
If you ever asked I’d never tell ya
Life is like a movie, I’m an extra
And yet I never smiled for the camera

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smileforthecamera (p. me)

i love all you guys @ZephyrCove

i like moss, plants belong everywhere

the door is still cracked a little bit and i cant close it

yoku

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