nightwalk

Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/out-of-place-as-the-moon-in-the-sky

Music Video: https://youtu.be/tG2oCfn20So

I know (×4)
But i don't
No i don't
I cannot see
In the fog
In the Mist
And i see
That I'm lost (×3)

What are you tryna show me at this point in my life? 
Been stuck with no decrease or rise
I fucking hate where im at
I feel like the one that gets the leftover fucking scraps
I feel like im doing everything wrong
From a brother to son to a great human
And all my friends will they fade away
Cause they always have, still happens to date
They don't know me but i still remember their face
And i remember their name but i guess that doesn't even matter 

Ghosts can't make no impact 
They just dead and bloody trapped
Why that feel like me
Why that feel like me
I'm not trapped in a realm
But instead my tendencies
Keep on living in this cage i'll be dead by 23.
Or sad office man that's forever drifting.
Into schizophrenic nihilistic
Reality I can't fathom it is
Not hard 
I have no heart

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drumming by: Leo Arreaga

I feel like im at the bottom again or at least the negative cycle of life
I dropped an album that shit, flopped
I guess my music shitty and i should stop
Relapsed on porn after 2 weeks
I guess that's better than days of three
But whatever mate i don't care
I'll become an asexual monk with no hair

Rise
Demise
The two, carry "i"
So are they, the same
Two events, one plane
I have fallen but i will get up
I will not make the same mistake 
Instead i'll bloody jump
I will not jump
But instead i'll build a bloody bridge
I will not build a bridge
Instead i'll build a bloody spaceship
"F U C K"
I feel like imma go experiment on my own mental
Meditate and change the neurological patterns of my tiny old brain
Cook it up to a five star meal
Structure the food for aesthetic appeal
With the plate carved from philosopher's stone
And the utensils are made of my bones 

4-bit mode, James Gorczyca
Pair me up like the Mahjongg
Can't assassinate my character
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do re mi
Do
Mi
Don't anger me
I'll kill like Kratos
Smash your body
Give you scolio
Miyamoto 
Musashi
Can't stop me
You sloppy
No armor on my just whole body
Im swift like light
And you rigid like cement
I live in truth
And you live in a false story

Oh so you think it's just cool just to sleep on me
This sandman will snatch your eyes while you fucking sleep 
I collect the eyes of my foolish enemies
Forever staring at what they hate most which is me

Disorient

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

Section I lyrics:
It was all a dream
Unreachable 

Section II lyrics:
Idk what imma just say
Imma let out everything
Idk what imma say
Imma let out everything
In a world
i don't like
There ain't too many, of my types
So i
Just float in the world alone
In my own head, in my ozone 
In my own head, in my ozone
I am the pearl, in my own world
Then they all turn against me
I become the sacrificial lamb
To be devoured alive by the stars
Trodding along, day by day
In this this world that i did not create
But in my own, i am wanted on the stake
So i trod along, and i have no safe place
And sometimes i just wish i was gay
But im asexual
Demigods Do Not Love Mortals

Oh my heart is so weak
I turn colder day by week
Nothing excites me
I am losing my emotions
Why, why, why
do i try
So, hard
at it all
When it
Falls and dies, and dies
Cycle, it's a cycle, it's a cycle
You cannot escape the spiral
It's a cycle, it's a cycle
You cannot escape the spiral
Contort your mind and insides to the spiral
I can't feel
Anything except
Rage
The god
Hijacks my body
And harms, all around me
all around me (repeat)

Section III lyrics:
I just want to see the walls just fall apart
Trapped in my own world i am so alone
Somedays i just want to end and kill myself
Have no one to speak to i just need some help (x2 or 3)
My life is such a tragic story
You will see underneath the stories
Why was i born here
I don't wanna die here
My life is such a tragic story
You will see underneath the stories
Why was i reborn here
I don't wanna die here
What's my purpose
In this life
I thought ive found it
But is it right
My life is such a tragic story
You will see underneath the stories
Why was i born here
I don't wanna die here

Section IV lyrics:
I'll live to the end
This is just the start
I'll add on to the world
This is not a fucking dream, this my reality

Unreachable Dream (Complete)

The Young Demigod Decides To Leave Home
Download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/departure

I hate this life
Don't like part time
I hate serving humans
Attitude so putrid
I'll make a new life
Where I'll do what i want
Make music with friends
And grow nonstop
Clean slate like snow
Dirty it on the road
Adventure we go
New Age behold
Do not compare me to soundcloud rap
Or the shit on voidtracks
I am just not that
 
All of my shotas
African Brothas
You want to dance through the night, well i gotcha
I feel the rhythm, flow through my chakras
You can call me mr. guru you fucka
Ha ha ha haa ha
I am the Shaman
I will just take ya light if you try arson
Necrodance the curse into your unconscious
Trapped in the rhythm, you cannot stop it

Gonna go to rome
I know it's not perfect i just want to
Get away from home
I just need a challenge
And no one told my hand
Put my life in balance
Between beauty and chaos
Start it off by singing in tibetan seance
Staying on the edge where i could lose it all
At the same time pushing forward and breaking down walls

Tired of this bubble, i just wanna take off
I just wanna see the world with these chains off
And see the real reality
And not the low 240p
Cross the threshold
Down the spiral
Where they all grow
They stare, ling-
From Beauty to chaos
(throat singing)
It's so hard in the world
I see the stars in the girl
She is not from the night
She resides in the day
The birds sing as they fly away
As they fly
To the sun
Light it shines
They ignite
Into flames
Crash down
To the world
And fucking die

Grey
hair im stressing out
Been doing so much work
And i won't come down
Facing entities from the shadow lands
Dark Side Of Nature
Welcome back again
Wise man told me not to runaway i do not fear at all(repeated)

Korg And Calculator

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Moving towards nothing
I'm in a prison
Colour is grey
Its purgatory
I go to sleep
Then masturbate
Then i go eat
Rotting my brain
Feeding it nonsense
Keep all the helpful things at a good distance
Maybe self destructive
Maybe loathe attention
I don't know maybe i should just stop-

I was just
I was in a rut
In a bad state of mind
Will not go back this time
I'll try a little
But i have discipline
Will not divulge in it 

Have no self control
Tried a lot of it
And it's sucking me in
The grey takes all my tints
I don't want to go back
I don't want to go back to

Living this damn life
Living this shit life of
Moving towards nothing
I'm in a prison
Colour is black
I don't know what is
I go to sleep
Repressed Energy

Stuck (repeated)
I want to leave
I want to flee
Want to escape
Want to be free (repeated)

Trapped

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download: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/identity-crisis

What Even Is My True Self

Gen Z

Confusion

I feel so new
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away like uhm everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of life
More like life and death
Same coin different sides
Same coin different sides
Everything will die
Everything will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all lie
Who knows what is real?
What's my purpose in my life?
Wait sorry, I got in my head again
Let me focus at being in the moment

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life I guess enjoy the simple things
Eventually they'll fade away uhm
And nothing will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into nothing
Nothing into nothing
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, circle of death
More like death and death
Same coin same side
Same coin same side
Everything will die
It will become void
Basic nihilistic rhymes
Spiritualism is a lie
Nothing is real

New
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please
So I guess enjoy the moment
Do not to need to overthink
Sometimes in this life

Sometimes in this life like everything
And everything will turn nothing into something into everything
Everlasting cycle ensues
It's the cycle
It's the cycle, 
circle of Duality
Yin and Yang
Yin and Yang
Everything will die
Will rise
Basic esoteric rhymes
Unless it's all a lie
Who knows what is real?

I feel so nuu
Walking on the grass i feel like something's coming through
Sun is shining on the land, it's currently at peace
But peace don't last forever, it can go as it please (×4)
Eventually it'll fade away like everything
And everything will turn into nothing
Then nothing will turn into something
Something into everything
And the cycle ensues
It's the cycle
Circle of life and death

nightwalk

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