Careless

hmph

brkndn(instrumental)

saem tbh (prog demo)

there's somethin more to the way thatcha movin
the waves in your eyes, i'm caught in confusion

you take your shot, not a clue whatcha doin
you wear your disguise, you live the illusion

you've been thinkin of me now, every day
you've been thinkin of me now, every day
i can't say i think of you, in that way 
i can't say i think of you, in that way

cnsn (demo)

a little soonasoona
i woulda had it all

i almost had it (i did)
i almost answered, your call

butcha know how anassumassumahs
love to watch, it fall 

you hadn't a thing to with it
you got me against, the walls

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your thought like a tumatuma
it had to be it  all

i almost i did (had it)
i almost caaaughtcha call

as an eraserrases
like i couldn't be more small..

and so i live without it
draw with me, my withdrawals

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imalon
oh imalon
soahlon

oimalon (demo)

inya

you were thinkin, about a time
when simple was, a dozen's dime
if you could make, your way back
you would go, and not look back

but you weren't ready, for sudden change
to lead you through, these lands of strange
and if i can find, you a way back
you should go, and don't look back
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with the lights out, it feels less hopeless
with the moon in my arms, covered in darkness
we sway with the ocean, tries to be free
closing ours eyes, we're longing to be

with the lights out, it feels less hopeless
the sun on the your cheek, peaking of solstice
the light at the end, oh what does it mean?
awakened or dying, oh what could it be?
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we were livin, in different times
when you were yours, and i was mine
if you could find, your way back
then you should go, and not look back

but we weren't ready, for change of heart
this fate of ours, doomed from the start
if i could find you a way back 
you should go and not look back
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why must we be different people
how do we fade, what is this evil
what is forever, if not eternal?
you're the sun in the sky, when i'm being nocturnal

watching you sleep with every stare
dreaming of you, when you are not there
in parallel worlds, oh course i still care
we're strangers now, oh how is that fair
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dozens

𝐹𝓇𝒶𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒 (qwik)

-aftermath-

in the aftermath of it all, the shades begin to drawl
the color drains from the lense, time trembles to a crawl

goosebumps on hollow bones, my hairs are standing tall
your words they mutilate me, inflicting landfall

we lacked a true beginning, but this surely is the end
so back into the black we go, will you miss me my "friend"?

to believe in paranormal, i conclude you will transcend
a living ghost haunting me, a recollection to contend

with no sun upon the sky, at the place that we arrive
night and day, seem both the same. we're barely fighting to survive

dramatic are the peaks, from the only sunrise
to the falling flare, candescent moon, reflecting in her eyes

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-good night-

i'm sorry that i left you dear, to all my stars - i've missed you all
like a blanket on the empty streets, you cover my heart - you have my bond

i'm sorry that i was asleep, i strayed too far, all i got was harmed
the sun that had i hoped to meet, was far too hot - it still burns my thoughts 

please won't you take me back, i need your love - from the moon above
oh mo-on, oh moon. oh mo-on, oh moon. 

so i'll return, to the night.
i return, to the night.

i return to the night - that we met. 
your lips on mine, was this a sign that you'd let
go of your sadness? of your sadness.

i long to join you, in the night
but you... don't feel quite right.

you don't feel quite right.

goodbye, good night
goodbye, good night

aftermath//goodnight (zz)

i'm just gonna go ahead and say you don't know shit about me

and that it's pretty fucked up you won't even take the time to know me

i based what i know and how i feel on the the things that you've shown me

gotta say we were cool til you fucked it all up, rushing in? you lonely?

and if you didn't feel shit, it's cause you're numb from all your ruined fantasies

it's pretty funny, when you reached out you were hurt, now you're just hurting me

oh go home girl, try spending your day alone
go home girl, stop ruinin everyone

oh go home girl, breaking hearts ain't supposed to be fun
go home girl, stop ruinin everyone

gohm

don't bring me the moon
don't bring me no stars, we're
liftin' off here soon
startin a life on mars

we're not coming home
i wouldn't if i could, cause
i'm on another planet
on the planet mars

mrsmrz

strnd

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/\______/\ i might as well just lose your number
(=´ᆺ｀=) cause you don't wanna talk to meee

you were nice once, i remember
now you don't even pretend to bee

i wish i was of one of your cats
cause then you'd love me guaranteed

i'd snuggle with you every night
i don't think you would disagree
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with 8 more lives to live  ฅ/ᐠ｡ᆽ｡ᐟ \
i'd spend them all with you

all the love that i'd drag in
i'd get out of the bag for you

when it rains, i'll keep you dry
when you're hungry, i got your tongue

when you're scared, i'd be scared too
i would chase every mouse for you
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i dont think i can sleep much longer  /ᐠ_ ꞈ _ᐟ\ <(zz)
been waitin can you come home now?

to miss you is an understatement
i feel so lonely when you're out

my ears perkup, and i feel giddy
i feel you coming on the couch

i nuzzle deep into your lap
all i say to you is ("meow meow meow")> /ᐠ・ᆽ・ᐟ \
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with 8 more lives to live  /ᐠ. ᴗ.ᐟ\
i wanna spend em all with you

all the love that i'd drag in
i'd get out of the bag for you

when it rains, i'll keep you dry
when you're hungry, i got your tongue

when you're scared, i'd be scared too
and i would chase every mouse for you

i would do anything for you (=^･ｪ･^=) 
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Written Aug.24.2019
<:3 )~

^･ｪ･^

i took just a moment to count all the steps of your heartbeat

the scent of your glow, kept me composed in my thoughts of you only

my cheek on your chest, your hand softly nestling in my hair

there's no way of saving this moment, you just had to be there 


and now that you've left, i guess i'll neatly pack away all the memories

into a little box, marked with your initials, full of our reveries

there's not a lot inside, it was quick with the tide - that you sailed on

i'll just set it aside, in case you need it some time - once you've moved on

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i'll be here, for a little while
i'll be here, for a little while
i'll be here, for a little while
i'll be here, for a little while

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i'll be here just a little while longer
at least until i misplace all my fantasies

i kinda thought you were somebody special
but not everything goes as i hope, it seems
ya not everything goes as i hope, it seems

and then one evening, you pass me by
years later, you still catch my eye

i politely wave, the dust off the lid
our little box, with the treasures we hid
all the treasure we hid

we'll take a peak, at all the old memories
another moment in time, with our reveries

Written Aug.24.2019

reveries

all things considered 
you shoulda never told me
about all the things ya did

and all things considered
you never shoulda told me anything (o no)

and now i am the keeper
of all your darkest thoughts

i am the keeper
of all your evil intricacies (o no00)

please don't put this all on me (don't put this all on me)
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all things considered
i remember everythin (fkn everytin)

and all shit, considered
you really weren't that good for me (oo you fuckin bitch)

and all that considered
where do i stick all your laund-er-y (oo so stinky)

cause i am the keeper
of all your wildest fantasies

yeh i am the keeper
of everything ya did to me
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;)

keeper

i walk you back home, from a long day
our footsteps in line, down your way
we cross the alley, to your front gate
you turn and ask me, if i could come stay
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oh what do you want from me?
am i what you need?
oh what do you need from me?
is this what you need?
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you walk me backed home, the next day
your arm wrapped round me, mine on your waist
and if you told me, that you'd go away
i would have asked you, to come and stay 
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and if things have to change, as they surely do 
i got one thing to say, one thing to ask you
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oh what do you want from me?
am i what you need?
oh what do you need from me?
is this what you need?
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need

quick to jump, on my line but
you won't give me any your time nah
you read your leaf, made your mind and
left me bendin over my spine and

it's a thought, pretty insane oh
your pretty face, runnin my brain ah
passin through, every day it
take's a second, take's a second

and you think you know, how it all goes
i can't say thing, to change your mind
and you think you know, how it all goes
i can't say thing, to change your mind
 
use it up, i'm all blood-y
check the tank, is not enough and
test me out, you still gushin
another notch, but you already broken

ignite the fire, start it all up babe
whas it do, sputters all night eh?
try again, charm it could take a  
take a second, take a second

and you think you know, how it all goes
i can't say thing, to change your mind
and you think you know, how it all goes
i can't say thing, to change your mind 

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she's only cryin when it's raining
but you can see it in her eyes

surrounds her self entertainment
just to distract her from the lies

her biggest fear is lost potential
wasted time and day decay

i guess i feel experimental
subject down, now fade away

she's only cryin when it's raining
but i can see it in her eyes

reign

if i could i would not a change a thing
you were perfect, at least i thought during

i see your face as you're lookin down at me
under your blanket covers, playfully 

i observe a smile, through the dark, so charmingly
the moon reflects your brilliance gracefully

you push close to my chest, you're whispering
you wanna know all the things that i'm thinkin
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i think you know, i think you know
what do you know? what do you know?
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baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go
cause baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go - of you.
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i shut my eyes, i can see you layin there
fall asleep, and you magically appear

in my dreams, it's like you ne-ver left
and then i wake, try not to be obsessed

it's so hard you're not that big a deal
before i knew you, it's like, were you even real?

don't mind this song, i'm just tryin to overcome
these thoughts of you, you must think i'm really dumb
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oh you know, yea you know
i think you know, yeah you know
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baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go
cause baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go - of you.
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i'm gonna have some trouble now i, don't know what to do
i just wanna be who i was, before you
is this just a phase that i am, goin through?
can we please share one more smoke, before you leave my view
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cause baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go
yeh baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go
cause baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go 
yea cause baby i know... i'm gonna have some trouble letting go - of you.

know

down, you'll find me, somewhere you can't go
at the baseline, where conscious leaves the soul
they prescribed me, "feel better", but you know
you won't find me, if you're not here to take me home

i swam in concrete, breathed the ocean, felt it grow
left the shoreline, receding into snow
told my mother, 10 more minutes, then we'll close
hours later, i guess i never made it home

home (intro)

/yôr/
of long ago or former times 

-cide
denoting an act of killing

Started in Jan 2019 - filled the upload time of this account on Aug. 31 2019.

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