everything hurts
MAKE ME FEEL PAIN I DESERVE IT ALL

MAKE ME FEEL PAIN, I DESERVE IT ALL. MAKE ME FEEL PAIN, i DESERVE IT ALL.
I DESERVE IT ALL.

BEEN IN PAIN ALL MY LIFE
ITS THE SAME EVERYDAY
IN THE RAIN
IN DANGER
PLAY DUMB FUCKING GAMES
ALL DAY ITS MY LIFESTYLE
MY LIFE BEEN DECLINE FOR A DAMN WHILE
EVERYBODY ACTIN SO FUCKING HOSTILE
IM BOUTTA GHOST & DELETE ALL MY FUCKING PROFILES
FUCK YOU ALL IMMA MOVE HUNDREDS OF MILES
FROM ALL THESE BAD MEMORIES THAT IVE COMPILED

hangin my life on the line, a sad time
everyone hurts on earth, its a long sigh
every day every night i hear us all cry
why does god let us hurt? why cant we just die?

WHY DOES GOD LET US HURT WHY CANT WE FEEL FINE?
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE JUST TAKING UP TIME.
SAME SHIT DIFFERENT DAY BUT I ALWAYS FEEL TIRED.
WRONG PLACE WRONG TIME THIS SHIT OUT OF LINE.
LIKE “OH MY GOD AM I A BURDEN” OR HAVE I BEEN FINE
WHY DOES GOD CAUSE THIS HURT WHY CANT I JUST CRY
WHY DOES GOD LET US HURT WHY CANT WE JUST DIE?
FUCK

PAIN(PROD.SHABAFLABYA)

I feel like shit

BEEN A YEAR AND THERES STILL WAR IN UKRAINE
NEWS ARTICLES MAKING ME GO INSANE
HUMANS CAUSE PAIN AND SUFFERING
END OF THE WORLD THIS IS MAYDAY
ALL OF YALL MOTHERFUCKERS MUNDANE
EVERYBODY ASKING THE SAME THING
WHO TO BLAME GIVE A FUCK IF I EXPLAIN
FROM THE SHAME THAT MY BRAIN HAS CONTAINED
FLIPPED OVER MY TRUCK
SO MUCH SELF DISGUST
HAVE TO CLEAN IT UP
BRAIN MATTER SPLATTERED
ALL OVER THE TRUNK
LOCK THE CELLY SHUT
IMMA CAUSE A MUCK
CHAINS CLATTER FASTER
YOU GONNA GET STRUCK
IF A MOTHERFUCKER REALLY COME AND TRY ME 
YOU GET BUCKED
FUCK ALL THAT THIS IS
I DONT GIVE A FUCK
DEEP DOWN INSIDE YOU KNOW THAT WE FUCKED
EVERYBODY STUCK
PLANET FUCKIN SUCKS
NOBODY TO TRUST
I DONT GIVE A SHIT
STAY THE FUCK AWAY
TIL I TURN TO DUST

TIL IM A FUCKING GHOST
IM STOMPING HEADS AND CUTTING THROATS
WHEN YOU GET MAD ITS COMICAL
YOU TALKIN WHILE I DO THE MOST
YOU DAMN STUPID IF YOU DON’T KNOW IT
WE HAVE ALL BEEN UNDER CONTROL
TURN ON THE TELEVISION
GO TO WORK ALL DAY
AND SELL YOUR SOUL
PLEASE! SELL YOUR SOUL
HURRY UP! AND SELL YOUR SOUL
EVERYBODY ELSE IS DOING IT!! SO BE QUICK!! HURRY DON’T BE SLOW!!
BITCH
SELL YOUR SOUL
MOTHERFUCKER
SELL YOUR SOUL
IMMA TAKE IT FROM YOU I AINT ASKING YOU TO
SELL YOUR SOUL
ERASING WHAT YOUVE KNOWN
TAKE EVERYTHING YOU OWN
YOUR HOME IS OVERTHROWN
I FUCKING HATE FORGIVENESS
NO IT CANNOT BE CONDONED
IM BURNING ALL THIS SHIT TO THE GROUND I DONT EVEN HAVE A GOAL I JUST WANT TO TAKE YOUR SOUL
TAKE YOUR SOUL
IM GONNA FUCKING
TAKE YOUR SOUL


i tell myself i never cared to ease my anxieties. i never cared of how anyone else perceives me when i realized i exist for now, and thats good enough for me.  these feelings i describe are far too real than id ever like them to be sometimes. the best way i can describe this project is the small yet painful range of emotions i have been constantly struggling with, love and hate, anger and sadness. living for the inbetween. im trying my best every day but i feel like i am still falling apart. i always feel an urge to make more. ive been continuously seeking the help i need that i had convinced myself over and over that i didnt (because i already been through it.) im trying my best and i know you can too. relapse is okay. dont struggle in silence. through all of this hell i tell myself its alright. i love you all, ill still keep trying, ill still keep doing this art until i die. 
dedicated to meeks. rip meek meek 2023. i love you forever.

SELLYOURSOUL (prod. Sillycybeats)

FUCK WAR W/ DIRTYBUTT (prod mason manson)

Number4luv continues to expand upon his signature blend of acoustic/shoe gaze with his 2025 sophomore album Innocent Bystanders. The final track however changes this sound, starting a new phase for Number4luv.

my time

jkbifhykys (w/ xdium)

blame

3am Piss pants freestyle (Ødie can't rap)

MIX BY ME AND 8SEEKER
MASTER BY ME
PROD ME
ART BY RAD._ROACH ON IG

LYRICS - 
TEZCOLAP:
BITCH ILL LEAVE U DEAD, LIKE ILL MUTILATE UR CORPSE
BITCH IM HACKIN OFF YOUR HEAD AND NOW THE COPS GON FIND ME DEAD

ILL PULL UP AND ILL FUCK YOU UP
ILL MAKE YOU WISH THAT U WERE DEAD

ILL DRAG HER BODY TO MY SHED
AND LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
BITCH ILL FUCKING STOMP YOU WITH THE NEW ROCKS ON MY FEET

BULLET HOLES IN YO CHEST THANKS TO MY SMG
PUT A BULLET IN HIS DOME  IMMA WATCH HIS FUCKIN SKULL BLEED
GOT YOU IN MY BASEMENT BITCH  LIKE YOULL NEVER BREAK FREE

ILL PUT YOUR ASS IN THE GROUND WITHOUT EVEN MAKIN A SOUND
ILL MAKE SURE THAT YOUR NEVER FOUND
ILL STUFF YOUR BODY IN SMTH ROUND

I GOT YOUR BODY AS MY BACKGROUND 
YOU WONT BE FOUND ABOVE GROUND

BITCH ILL LEAVE U DEAD, LIKE ILL MUTILATE UR CORPSE
BITCH IM HACKIN OFF YOUR HEAD AND NOW THE COPS GON FIND ME DEAD

ILL PULL UP AND ILL FUCK YOU UP
ILL MAKE YOU WISH THAT U WERE DEAD

ILL DRAG HER BODY TO MY SHED
AND LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD

8SEEKER: 
LOVE THE WAY I'M FEELIN' WHEN I KILL, WHEN I PUT THE KNIFE IN
SCREAMS REMINDIN' ME IT'S REAL

I-I-I GOT DIFFERENT BODIES TURNED TO CHARCOAL FROM MY GRILL
ALL MY OPPS GOT DOGTAGS, EVERY SINGLE ONE I STEAL

PU-PU
PU-PUSH UP PUSSY YOU AIN'T A REAL GUNNA
I GOT 50 CALLIES ON ME, IMMA DUMP UNTIL THE SUN UP
HEAR MY EXTENDED ROUNDS THEY BEAT THROUGH WALLS LIKE I'M A DRUMMA
WHEN HE SEE THE DRUM MAG 
PUSSY TURN INTO A RUNNA

AHHH!
I GET SO EXCITED WHEN I GET TO CUT UP!
PUT MY KNIFE UP IN HER THROAT JUST TO MAKE HER SHUT UP
I CAN'T STAND THESE BITCHES ALWAYS TRYNA STEP UP
AH!
I STAB U IN THE GUT!

TEZCOLAP:
BITCH ILL LEAVE U DEAD, LIKE ILL MUTILATE UR CORPSE
BITCH IM HACKIN OFF YOUR HEAD AND NOW THE COPS GON FIND ME DEAD

ILL PULL UP AND ILL FUCK YOU UP
ILL MAKE YOU WISH THAT U WERE DEAD

ILL DRAG HER BODY TO MY SHED
AND LISTEN TO THE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
BITCH ILL FUCKING STOMP YOU WITH THE NEW ROCKS ON MY FEET

BULLET HOLES IN YO CHEST THANKS TO MY SMG
PUT A BULLET IN HIS DOME  IMMA WATCH HIS FUCKIN SKULL BLEED
GOT YOU IN MY BASEMENT BITCH  LIKE YOULL NEVER BREAK FREE

I feel like shit

Ødie

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