Woke up so drawn
Put my clothes on inside out
I couldn’t be along for longer then just, longer than just
Fuck the last five months 
You took enough
Lost all myself
Add fifteen days and I’m on my way
On my way

What I see
What I see
Wait for me to go under 
What I see 
What I need 
Wait for me to go under
Wait for me, wait for me
Stay with me and go under
On my way

It’s not like I haven’t broken enough
That I can’t be enough
That I don’t feel enough of it 
I say there and I fell apart 
Over myself, over you
Over bad dreams and real days collide
You and I
I wanna tie this up inside
And I’ll just settle down there
Where it stays still
I’ll just settle down there
Where I don’t mover my capacity to be
I’ll just settle down there
That I don’t get enough
That I don’t feel enough of it

What I see
What I see
Wait for me to go under
What I see 
What I need 
Stay and wait for me 
Wait for me, wait for me
Stay with me and go under

I’ll go under
And find you after
We’ll go together

Emerson River Light_2.R

Oh, I’ve got addictions 
Thanks to you 

I’m tired of bleeding out
Do you know bad it burns
I’m tired of bleeding out
Do you know how bad it hurts

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By Your Side memo🌿

I don’t want any trouble
But I’ve got to get out of there
But you don’t have the time
I guess I wasn’t 
Good with being friends 
While watching you run around with someone

You Don’t Get To Have Me Anymore Demo

CITY GIRLS REMAKE DEMO 2024.L

What Was I Made For Cover

This was a voice memo I kept and put into Pro Tools of myself singing outside the studio over a song I was writing at the time, but this had a darker feel to it. It's a mix of lyrics I've written here and there, it's like an interlude to "Light Of The Day" if you will, I didn't want to throw it away just because it was different, so I kept it and left all the static sounds in it of me writing.

Lyrics-
Are you calm now
Come down
I lay afraid
Are you calm now
Come down
Are you still awake

But now I don't want to know you anymore

I'm still talking
Even though your eyes stay closed
I'm still talking
You keep your back to me all night long
I've been falling back into lonely arms
They've been talking
They tell me
Leave it with the night
Leave it with dark 
It brought to your life
It will be just fine
You don't have to explain a thing
Baby just get up and leave
It's you and me

I don't want to know you anymore
I don't want to know you anymore
It doesn't suit me

Light Of The Day 42 (from the hall) DEMO

You are not a loss. 
You're safe with me. 
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