the only time that i feel alive 
is when i’m driving with my eyes closed
hoping that i crash on the side of the road 
unconscious in my consciousness
lack of better thought to give 
this pain it feels so permanent 
i’m swept under the current again
looking for the hand from a friend 
but all i’m left to find is my self destructive habits 
and lack of will to live 
i’m drowning in the rapids 
so if i crash this car right now 
i hope that it’s my time to go
i have a deathwish

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