hope the world is still spinning so
my hand is yours if you must go 
spin out and on and inbetween 
turn but a hair so your gaze may
 grasp, even if oh so brief, so 
sweet at long last 



just a whiff of that certain smell 
tell me maybe where we are  
rhyme schemes and wet dreams 



concrete walls stay the same 
covered in plaster this time 
just feels the same

run so fast so far so near 
the end always appearing 
always here 



walls of the flesh do they protect 
or am i at a loss for what is next
this vessel and stars that guide
for a second, perhaps its alright 
for in the numbers made by human 
hands: a plan, a plan

36 PRAYERS

the adventures of money 

wads of cash and
tears of diamonds 
descending down to  
pools of fake rolexs 
knock off trendz
designers are my 
morning breakfast 



i dont want it 
but i need it 
free flowing always see it



the rich are full now 
let the money fill 
the gaps in the floor 
and disappear 



tear down the walls 
free the hoards 
gold bags passed
hand to hand
only decorum when 
money ends 


wads of cash and
tears of diamonds 
wads of cash and
tears of diamonds 
descending down to  
pools of fake rolexs 
exes exes exes 
knock off trendz
endz endz endz 
designers are my 
morning breakfast 
fast fast fast 

the rich are full now 
let the money fill 
the gaps in the floor 
and disappear 

the rich are full now 
let the money fill 
the gaps in the floor 
and disappear 

money ends 
money ends 
money ends

The Adventures Of Money (Money On A Gold Plate)

when everything's a trap, become one for yourself.

I Am Not A God Anymore

wings of glass shatter easily 
delicate grasp hold me gently 
blood on your hands please 
rub them on me 



you're not my god!
you're not my god!
worshiping softly 
you're not my god! 
you're not my god! 
satan's baby 



they call me angel and they mean it 
my fury shines so bright
just like a demon 



you're not my god! 
you're not my god! 
no one and only 
you're not my god! 
you're not my god! 
and i mean it 



the cherries on the tree 
grow ripe every year 
pop it again if you dare air air 



the cherries on the tree 
glisten with blood 
innocence is lost and gained 
swept under the rug

Satan's Angel

sleep soup 
fall asleep and enter 
soup 
soup soup sleep soup 
dreams are nothing more than 
soup 
sleep soup 
dreaming in a melting pot of all that you could have been and want to be nothing more than missing what youre meant to be 
soup
sleep soup 
fading into memories wake me from this bitter haze 
soup sleep soup 

sleep soup 
fall asleep and enter 
soup 
soup soup sleep soup 
dreams are nothing more than 
soup 
sleep soup 
dreaming in a melting pot of all that you could have been and want to be nothing more than missing what youre meant to be 
soup
sleep soup 
fading into memories wake me from this bitter haze 
soup sleep soup

Sleep is Good for The Soup

crushed by unfounded anxiety 
10 toes deep earth is fading 
teleported to a different reality 
where fear is god and hate is fear and fear of hate 
generates the energy to feed 
the demon god 

cut him off i say 

if fear feeds then laughter is medicine for my stolen energy, cackling in the face of uncertainty, implanting clowns in the trauma soup, laughing laughing never doubting that even if i die today i will die full of bubbles and the sound 
of honking 

i hope to live, to spread thin the fear that permeates our every waking moment, to dispel the shared terror of the world we reside in, to build anew the structures to keep us safe and supported and free of fear  

fear is a curse 
starve the fear 
fear is a curse
starve the fear 
fear is a curse 
starve the fear 

free from fear free from hate free from fear free from hate free from fear free from hate free from fear 

i will laugh out a single tear 
drip it on the demon to banish him, nothing is stronger than a determined clown, fools will save us, clowns all the way down, fools for fun climbing the uncertain ladder looking for something that we cant yet perceive 

safety safety 
catch me in your net 
hold me close with all your arms
catch us all hold us while we thrash, tell us its safe in the net 
tell me im safe today 
youre safe today 
tell me ill be safe tomorrow 
you are safe always 
tell me safety is real 
safety is real 
safety is here 
safety is real
safety is here

SAFE HAVEN

Fucking Dice

I’m down now 
Just let me be you
Take your skin off 
Let me wear you 

Yeah I’m watching 
I am awkward
I’m a cyborg 
I’ll absorb you 


Sipping syrup from the bottle 
strutting the town fur coat 
Hair like grass
About that, I want an ounce 
But I’m too noid to go out 
They keep watching me 
They don’t wanna be me 
They wanna beat me 
Or beat it to me 

non-binary day dream 
Too wet like summer ice cream 
Too slick like a scheme 
Hehehehe 

Take a look if you please 

All eyes on me 

All eyes on me 

All eyes on me

Crying Eyeballz - Eyes On M3 Remix

what’s it to ya 
barely knew u 
cruising round lookin
 to do it to ya 

pop on pop off 
ride around with the top 
off but on it all 
what’s it to ya 

two step with u 
we do this dance 
unwittingly or so 
i’d hope its a doozy 

i’m a floozy 
silly rhymes to cover up 
what’s up my butt 
crazy stuff 

what’s for lunch 
come and munch 
not on a drag brunch 
i’m not a bingo queen 

and i can’t sing 
or so they said 
when i was 5 
still i’ll try 

still i’ll try 
try not to cry 
write another silly 
rhyme eyem iam 

come inside 
it’s dark inside 
what you might find 
when you close ur eyes

Neon Yawn

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falling, falling softly 
falling upward 
falling into unknown 

gently, gently catching 
catching softly 
catching what’s known 

watching, watching quickly 
watching upward
watching uncertainly 

quickly, quickly we go 
quickly we must 
quickly slow down with certainty 

we go, we go vividly 
we go with the tides 
we go uneasily 

vividly, vividly see we see 
vividly we must 
vividly wish for change 

see we see , see we see we’ll see 
see we see watch the sea 
see we see by dusk by dawn 
see we see we’re gone 
we’re gone 
we’re gone 
we’re gone 
we’re gone 
we’re gone 
we’re gone

Qwerty Killz

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