Schulter gestern ausgekugelt, hoffe die ist nicht zerissen 🔥🔥🔥

prod. underwood

lyrics:
KALTE NÄCHTE, NIEMALS SOBER
LASS ES STECKEN, JA ES SOLLTE SO SEIN
40% IN DEM MONDSCHEIN
HAB'S GESCHAFFT DAS GAME IST OVER

BIS ZUM RESPAWN, KÄMPFE WEITER
WAS IST LIEBE? FUCK ICH WEIß DU HAST KEIN PLAN
DU HAST KEIN PLAN, SCHEIßE NEIN MAN
KNALL' MICH WEG, ICH FÜHL MICH WIEDER SO EINSAM

DOCH DU WEIßT, DASS DU NIE WIRKLICH ALLEINE WARST
DU HAST FAMILY, DU HAST FREUNDE
DU HAST DROGEN
DU HAST ENGEL, DU HAST DEMONS
DU HAST LEUTE DIE DICH FEIERN, JA

WANN GEHT ES DIR ENDLICH BESSER
FUCK ICH NEHME MIR EIN MESSER
UND STECHE IN DEINE SEELE
JA BABE SO FÜHLT SICH MEIN SCHMERZ AN

ICH GLAUB' LANGSAM GEHT'S MIR BESSER
SCHLUCKE DOWNER GEGEN STRESS, JA
KOMM HÜPF' AUF AUF MEINE WAVE
WENN DU UNTERGEHEN WILLST

JA, HÖRST DU AUCH DIE ENGEL SINGEN
FINSTERE OMEN, KATAKLYSMEN
SEH DIE ZEICHEN, DU MUSST SIE DEUTEN
HAB'S GESCHAFFT, ICH BIN ERLEUCHTET

BIS ZUM RESPAWN KÄMPFE WEITER
WAS IST LIEBE GLAUB MIR ICH HABE KEIN PLAN
DU HAST KEIN PLAN, SCHEIßE NEIN MAN
KNALL' MICH WEG, ICH FÜHL MICH WIEDER SO EINSAM

GAME OVER [prod. underwood]

art by https://www.instagram.com/jalhaga/
prod by https://soundcloud.com/frxsttt

ARMED UP TO MY SHEMAGH [FROSTTT]

IT’S UP

lyrics:
Viele Lichter
Toter Mondschein
Alte Liebe
Lass es so sein
In mei'm Herzen
Krise oh nein
Falle tiefer
In den Tod rein

Hallo hier spricht mein Ego
Setz' den Shit in Bewegung
Ich hoffe wirklich wir seh'n uns
Denn ich hab' täglich gewartet
Während Probleme mich plagten
Ja ich war täglich am Arsch Bitch
Ich war tagtäglich apathisch
Und deshalb kämpf' ich dafür,
dass nie wieder Blut aus mei'm Arm fließt
Ey zu hart geschadet, ja
Übelste karten, ey
Jetzt on top the World
Ich hab's mir selbst verdient
And dir liegt mir viel
Immer weiter bis ins Ziel
Das nennt sich Grab
Bitch, ich trage die Narben wie du siehst
Pain, dieser Pain er machte mich verrrückt
Everyday, everyday suchen nach dem Glück
Werd insane, werd insane
Gib mir nur ein Stück
Denn ich hatte viel zu lange gar nichts,
außer das ich bald gekillt werde von mir selber

Fuck Suizid 
Shit es war echt knapp
Overdose
Overdose
Mache den Pain numb
Ey so kann es nicht weiter geh'n
Ja es ist mir schon selbst klar
So viel kannst du auch seh'n,
wenn du tief in meine Augen blickst
Von Tabletten in den Rausch geschickt
Glaub mir ich war nie für diese Show bestimmt
Leben ist schon komisch man ich kann dir was erzähl'n
Ja die einen tun sich feiern und die anderen nur noch quäl'n

...

Razorblade Fantasies
Ich rap es auf den Beat
Nur fucked up Memories
Ich hab doch mehr verdient
Die Klinge cuttet tief
Die Klinge cuttet tief
Die Klinge cuttet tief
Die Klinge cuttet so tief

Razorblade Fantasies [prod. THERSX]

my life is a graveyard

JUMEX - DOUBLE UP

Rise up from the rubble, there's no ground to stand
The promise of it getting betters just bland
You come to my home where I chose to withdraw
This battle inside isn't something that's fought
 
This towns now deserted since they shut the gate
They covered their faces while we got betrayed
You find you're still standing above your own flesh
I thought I was happy, I guess this ain’t it
 
That's when I turned around at the sound of a voice
You’re saying I’m glad that I’m finally here
Still don't know where I am really 
If I think about it, then it's clear
 
This place is where you go after
you get consumed by your doubt
And that voice I heard starts to guide me
And leads me outside this house
 
This is where you left your family
Tell yourself that they never cared
Here's where you stay, and you'll suffer
Until your bodies repaired  
 
It feels like time never changes
Since night seems never to come
And now your left here in limbo
I ask yeah what have I done
 
I never wanted it to be like this,
I didn't think that I was going to be missed
I thought I’d be happy but this isn't it
And now I realize, I’ve left my soul in a pit
 
It doesn't matter anymore I already chose to quit
Selfishly just cut my ties as I am found in a ditch
Tell myself if I had stayed, I would have still just done it
I’m all alone, into the depths I submit
 
I don’t really get it but my skin just flakes
Overwhelmed by flowers I burst then decay
As insects crawl inside, they gather within
They salvage what’s left of me, I just can’t win
 
Become isolated I’m one with the fear
That dissociation never disappears
And when I open up, I get ostracised
I think somethings wrong I guess that’s not a lie
 
I just try to reach for help out there, but there was nothing for me to grasp
heart held fast but I could never fathom, just how long despair would just last
like what are you stupid, none of this is real, come closer and soon you will feel
the judgment of ones who said they’d be there, with that it all became clear
 
and when I woke up bandages surround me, I guess this time they’ll same I’m sincere
And when I told them I am not coping, you know they won’t interfere
Just lock my mental state up in a capsule, hiding it will make you feel real
All it did was numb me out, until I knew that I was not here

Let the fire consume me

Come to in a bathroom tub, waters on, frozen I’m stuck
can't believe I'm here again, broken arms I can't pretend
that it's just normal to be pacing these hospital rooms
tryna search for something but every time I get a little closer, I'm consumed.

wake up, wake up
You’re floating above the sky, you think the clouds are rushing past
you feel like you’re just alive, for once in your life,
but that's just it, it builds up and then you fall upon knives, like what’s up

Worst part of it, I’m just repeating myself over and over and over again
nothing changes; I just stay, try to get up it's too late
set on fire, melted down, regenerated these flames are bound
to soul when I am found, I'll be screaming without a sound

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

Welcome to hell you said. didn't imagine it'd be like this
gone unfed, can't afford to eat, yea this world is far from bliss
blessed above with dissociation, try to get a grip losing patience
as you push your nails through my hands, flinching back I didn't understand

yeah, there’s no meaning to it; you just enjoyed it
see my face fill with pain, breaking bones to remain
Yeah, to be the one you’ve chosen, my eyes are frozen
on seeing your smile decay, grind me down you betray

and there’s just me, laying in this bedroom alone
and sometimes I hear the noises scratching at the walls they beckon and call
yeah just to see some type of change, they want me to cave so they can control
what's fucking left of this body as I drink myself a hole, and you say

teeth filled with the flesh of another, 
you don’t want all of this, you don’t want to be missed
I see the faces coming forth from the shadows,
they're brewing down to a cyst, they leave my neck tied and twist 

stare down from the edge I can’t breathe
I see death’s stare looking straight into me
He says, If you fall hit the ground; fall apart
I'll pick your little pieces up, but can't fix a broken heart, I loathe

I look up to see that no one is there 
it's just the grey sky that latches, fills me up with despair
I try to reach up, yeah, but no one replies
constantly tearing at my skin just to see if I'm alive

immer noch zerrissen [prod. 29aevy]

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