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Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

MIXED: ARI 
MASTERED: ARI
PRODUCED: @jtpark & @kuroimetsuyu
WRITTEN: ARI 

Stick Up: Produced @jtpark

Baby lift your hands this a stick up
Maybe when I die ima miss her 
Little lover boy cry a river
Ima shoot my last shot like a pistol 

Lay your head on me
I got nothing to lose
Take a shot with me
We got nothing to do

Lay your head on me
I got nothing to lose
Take a shot with me
We got nothing to do...


Hate Me( 8th Key) Produced @kuroimetsuyu

Now I know you hate me
Lately 
Ive been singing cuz I’m down bad
Since day three
Now I Sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
Now I sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
My 8th key 

Now I know you hate me
Lately 
Ive been singing cuz I’m down bad
Since day three
Now I Sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
Now I sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
My 8th key 

Im on my eighth key
Im on my eighth key
I know you don’t care
I know you don’t care
I know you don’t CARE
NO ONE GAVE A FUCK ABOUT ME
I KNOW YOU HATE ME
I KNOW YOU HATE ME 

Now I know you hate me
Lately 
Ive been singing cuz I’m down bad
Since day three
Now I Sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
Now I sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
My 8th key 

Now I know you hate me
Lately 
Ive been singing cuz I’m down bad
Since day THREE
Now I Sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
Now I sniff another line of blow
My 8th key 
My 8th key

STICK UP (HATE ME) PROD. JT PARK X KUROIME

lyrics - 

nothing that i love could ever last
i’m afraid to let you in my head
but i kind of did on accident 
said that we’d be friends but then we kissed

suddenly i’m laying in her arms
driving through the street under the stars
she knows i’m weaker than i admit
cry to her like i’m a little kid

i don’t want to mess it up
they say i’m never there enough
they want you back, they’re out of luck 
i watch them begging for your love

blue ( prod. Foam Heart )

WALK! (feat. SpaceMan Zack)(Prod. michael warren x remghost)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

deadboy (prod.thersx)

Just like you (Ft. Spaceman Zack)

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

Bad Thoughts! (Prod/Rinne)

First song wit Zack :) hope every1 enjoys it

September :( Ft. SpaceMan Zack (Prod. Blade901)

Wolves of the Night

"XXX-Икона" — это концептуальный альбом, где святость и грех сплетаются в единый культ.
Каждая песня — глава истории о любви, падении и превращении воина в дитя Богини канона.
Здесь клубы становятся храмами, тело — алтарём, а неон — крестом новой веры.
От трагической страсти «Поцелуя до крови» до холодного приговора «Тьмы под кожей» альбом ведёт слушателя по пути соблазна и разрушения, оставляя в финале лишь вечную дрожь от эманации Богини Канона.
Это музыка на грани — между молитвой и проклятием, между нежностью и развратом, между спасением и пустотой. "XXX-Икона" — внутри тебя.

Алтарь из неона

I don’t like you
IG: __.the.realist.__
Twitter: __Da_Realist__
Snap: vinny_dever

Just like you (Ft. Spaceman Zack)

ADONI$

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