hacked in

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

vox @hammy
vox/prod/mix/art @youngburial

been here half a decade and I barely made a friend
it's bittersweet to leave this place but I guess that I never fit
make a lot of enemies and best believe i hold a grudge
ya'll fake as fuck, y'all climbing over others while we watch and judge

very cool, very cool, very, very, very cool
when you lie right to my face, don't have the passion, you're a fool
very cool, Very cool, very, vеry, very cool
ur considerеd a disgrace by everyone who knows the truth
and I feel like there's no one else that knows me
no i can't be your friend, i can't trust nobody
heartbeat pounding out my chest, out my body
off these drugs, my life a fucking mess, need some clarity

need some room to breathe with urgency, it's an emergency
the things you said to me, they cut me deep just like surgery
been poppin' two or threes just to sleep, something's wrong with me
you don't love me like you say you do, it ain't hard to see

very cool w/ hamilton

spent hella time on this project took me a month or so to get everything sounding the way I want it show sum love on it! like comment and share pls!

APARTMENT! (prod.tenshixgod)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

occam's razor

decaying at 18 w/ supachefm

give it up (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

prod. @4evrgone

I don't know who i am
i don't trust who you are
lately all i can do is pray to the stars
that this bleak observation of everything i see
might one day turnaround 
i need to get some fucking help

im fucking sick of myself 
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town
looking more and more like deadman in this wonderland town

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
im fucking sick of myself 

im fucking sick of myself
fucking sick of how my brain has a mind for itself
consider this an open letter you wont read for yourself
yeah of course im talking bout whos typing these words all down

leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing
leave me in the past like your bad dreams
dont care if your home in the morning
im betting its best to ignore me
its worthless for us to keep pushing

sick of myself (prod. 4evr)

scraped my knee pt 2 w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

prod. sapphire2001

lyrics:

i can feel in the air tonight
smoke seeping from my lungs tonight
i dont wanna disappoint you
i dont wanna disappoint you

yeah you are so toxic like a poison i just threw up in the bathroom
medicate myself until i feel like i dont have you
stab me in the hall, leave my body by the stairway
bag me up and throw me somewhere nobody will find me
you cut me off so the cuts are on me now
i was by myself, now im choking claustrophobic
medically diagnosed depression from my therapist
you say im faking, check the fucking trash bin

disappoint myself and everyone else thats around me
you wish you were richer oh my god now thats astounding
i wish i could be a different person than myself yeah
ive been making plays might book a show at the foundry

chemically engineered they say that im so toxic
everyone around hates when i sing cause im obnoxious
i dont wanna die but i dont wanna fucking be me
ima shoot myself the day i see my face on tv
ima get a bag like my name was louis v
ive been making music vids im on a shooting spree
i dont wanna live and i dont wanna make you cry now
all the voices in my head are telling me to die now

u cut me off so the cuts r on me now..

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

prod/mix - fats'e

THX 4  20k FOLLOWERS ON HERE <3

🎈🎀

good at being lonely pt II

Kevin Gates & Dermot Kennedy - Power
Stream/Download: http://kevingates.lnk.to/Power

Power

Keywords and Inspiration: emo rap, emo, alternative, alternative rock, indie, rap, pop rap, lil peep, cold hart, coldhart, juice wrld, guccihighwaters, 93feetofsmoke, gothboiclique, guardin, convolk, xxxtentacion, rawska, horse head, yeek, dominic fike, trippie redd, lil tracy, mackned, gab3, ilovemakonnen, sad, iann dior, machine gun kelly, sewerperson, 9tails

Forget That ft. Sewerperson (rushill)

Astral (feat. sewerperson & Days to Waste)

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 1: From the Crowd]
I was only 17 now I'm lost and I can't see
All the memories they're burning up inside of me
Man I don't know where to go what to do what to say
I can't run from this pain feeling tired everyday
Feelings I keep locked away
I can't break them out their cage
Cause I'm scared of what you'll say
I wish I could run away
Leave this town fade away
My head got me trapped again
Now I know I can't escape
Looks like I'll stay another day

[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 2: From the Crowd]
Just a kid this system was taking
Writing songs about my health I'm decaying
Thought it would get better now I've turned 18
Still make mistakes I think it's routine
All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable
Try to fall asleep but I'm unable
People text my phone like they're my label
Do you love me or is this just a fable?

Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I miss all my friends
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I've lost all my friends

[Verse 3: sewerperson]
Yeah, yeah
The world is burning out
And I lay wide awake
I lay wide awake
Baby I lay wide awake
Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane
Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away
This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open
I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions
I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.
Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet
Say what you mean
Baby do what you got to
I made the choice so
If you need me girl I got you
Tell me what you need
We going anywhere you want to
We thought we was living free before
The futures gonna shock you

FROM THE CROWD MERCHANDISE:
teespring.com/stores/from-the-crowd-merch

FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/2PgkLA1eAdNsKv35wPIjIb
Apple Music | https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/from-the-crowd/1478853881
Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/fromthecrowd
Amazon Music | amazon.co.uk/18-feat-Wstdyth-Lil-Skele/dp/B08665Y7TM/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=18+From+the+Crowd&qid=1585997806&s=dmusic&sr=1-2
FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Ramsey Beatz
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: Pexels

© Lost in Hope Records

good at being lonely pt II

fats'e

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