lifegodd pt. I: cracks in the pavement

sleepinthrutheparty w/ 93feetofsmoke

Lyrics_

Vessels in my heart detach
These drugs wont fix my feelings
Fresh wounds old scars still healing
I never thought it would get this hard

I watched it all fall apart in front of me
I lost a part of me
Im sick of dealing with these

Changes
I cant face it
A broken home they say that love is blind
The children watch their father cry

Changes
I cant face it
I think im running out of tears to cry
I’llpace around my room another night

In pain but I’ll still be there
Always my brothers keeper
Sister know how you’re feeling
Wish i could take it all away

I’ll bare the burden
I’ll catch the bullet right in front of you
I used to be gold
But the weight has slowly turned me blue

changes

prod 93feetofsmoke x hottub_johny x rubbish
mix master @93feetofsmoke

lyrics:
Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

There’s something rlly slimy bout this business
You fuck around, we fuck around 
and get you dealt with
Got ya net worth hanging by ya necklace
Lookin goofy all spookied up on pressed shit

I spell out nothin get results and let that shit speak
I boot up Ableton i’m goin on a kill streak
Roll sum up, go downstairs, I have a 3 piece
Ya’ll need some vitamins 
Ya pigments ain’t look healthy 

Im on google sheets typing in “= sum”
Salt intolerant,
that’s why ya chips amount to none
I do it legally I turn the gas to honeybuns
U scarin’ nothing but a hoe go getcha nose on

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

I’m smelling money mr krabs and ur a squid bum
Hit the tele block I send him back to edge or lumb 
I seen everything this boy think that he slick or sum
Nothin to it how I do it are u fuckin dumb?

So much green they think I turned reptilian
I aint twinnin’ with no bargain bin civilians
Y’all too lazy cracking 40’s I’m on Ritalin 
Pack it up and keep it moving y’all keep meddlin, bitch

Why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think
why u think u got a hold on me ?
why u think i got a pole on me ?
cant trust, cant trust
not a soul round me

whyuthinkugottaholdonme

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

prod fats'e x 6host x polearm

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HU6n99Nob90&ab_channel=fats%27e

lyrics:
i've been underwater on a mission
i might sell my soul just for ambition
have another sip, poison my system
pour a glass of wine like i'm a christian
i'm on a new tip, i'm not alone
i'm on a new tip, don't hit my phone
DND, i'm hangin' with the bros

i need me some more, i need some more
i got a few moves, that's just a fact
i got a few movеs, i'm in my bag

i feel like i'm someone you'd avoid
it's not as if i еver had a choice
i'm afraid of how you hear without a voice
someone could've faked it
and i can tell you're easily annoyed
but wouldn't it be easier to write back
than pushing me away until you're bored?
i think sorry is a drink you could afford
hiding to be safe, i never liked that
the quiet's even harder to ignore
there'll never be a way to find the right path
you just wanted me to change the course

still . reaching w/ 6host

lyrics:
(missing polearms)

i've been feeling like a fiend
it's been way too many days since i've been clean
i've been off a pill, i think i found a cheat
i was down, but now i'm feeling up
i can't feel a thing for her, i think i'm fucked
i been running from myself, but i feel good
turn my back on you because i have no trust
can't trust anyone

HMD w/ polearm

lyrics:
i just lit a fire underneath my feet and i'm not slowing down
i was stuck up on the ceiling, but i found my way back to the ground
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

i'll be walking on the water, everybody gonna wonder how
i might have poison in my mouth, but in a second i'ma spit it out
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now? 
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

living every day like my last
everything could slip through the cracks
wear a smile, it's just an act
you pretend you know who i am
you hear things said behind my back
i'll defend, but i won't attack
words, they wash away like the sand
tide will take us all in the end

udkatam

lyrics:
i spent 20 days away and i cant promise that i've changed
i'm still staring into space like all day
i'm still working without gain 
i'll take another to the face
and i'll find anyone to blame except me
finding cracks in what i've built
and i can't shake all of the guilt
tell myself that i deserve it always
and like a flower watch me wilt
and like some ice you'll watch me melt
sit in the corner while i'm sulking in shame

i spent 20 days reflecting 
i'm relying on these vices
i've been paranoid and stressing lately
i made my money by my venting
and i burned through it real messy 
lost the plot and now i'm aging quickly
finding cracks in what i built
and i've been trying not to tilt
i'll find solace in a bender this week
maybe if i disappear all of my errors will seem clear
and i can finally rest my head peacefully

cracks in the pavement

lyrics:
i put my all into it
all my pride and all my passion
it's all an illusion
i've been altering my mind
i'm fueled by delusion
10 years went and passed me by
i disregard the present
stuck in the passing of time

i've been rolling the dice
i've been staying inside
insecurities died
won't let anyone try
try to ruin my life
try to keep me in line
everyday i've been fried
but i'm finding my peace

blow me up 
can't you let me be
when i'm up
it's all that they see
cut me off
that's all that i need
i can't trust 
anyone for real

10years

see us perform this live on tour - https://emoravetour.com/

HMD w/ polearm

fats'e

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