cold shoulder

w/ https://soundcloud.com/youngburial 🖤 
MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/QzbBTGRRCk0

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
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LYRICS:

FATS'E:
i don't wanna sit around and do nothing at all another day
i'm trying to find some inspiration in the corners of my brain
i dig around but it's so empty lately I'm going insane
i feel confident that I can rot away

AA!:
ashes on the table
this emptiness is fatal
here lies all my goals, fuck it 
i don't care, just write 'em on my gravestone
can someone get me out this headspace
yeah i've been in a bad place, it's okay
i'll get better someday

FATS'E:
(i'll get better someday x4)

AA!:
now i kinda wanna call you just to talk
i don't wanna get stuck here in the dark
cuz i started keeping track of all the time i lost when i was staring out the window
and i've been watching while the world just pass me by,
do i get another chance in another life?
just wanna become who i wanna be, but i keep wasting time
i wonder why...

ashes on the table
this emptiness is fatal
here lies all my goals, fuck it 
i don't care, just write 'em on my gravestone
can someone get me out this headspace
yeah i've been in a bad place, it's okay
i'll get better someday

FATS'E:
(i'll get better someday x4)

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headspace [w/ fats'e] MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN DESCRIPTION

blind (prod. maple + lusi)

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

lyrics:
got deja-vu in that apartment 
it reminds me of the past 
not doing shit just kickin it 
smokin cigs and skipping class
in sleye’s garage practicing
for another local show 
i guess a lot has changed since then 
some things are still the same though 
im still a nervous wreck 
and i still cut my hair bad 
i’ve got things to say 
but the connection from my brain to my mouth is broken
digging though the memories; a file cabinet full of bees oh well 

one night we were bored
kids that wanted booze 
driving to the store 
we were getting close 
walk in grab a case 
then run fast as fuck 
zoom off in the car we were dumb as fuck
can you tell me more, i don’t remember that?
brain cell on the floor, last one that i had 
beer behind the door, yeah what you know bout that?
used to be a little shit
now i’m just depressed 

digging thru the memories; a file cabinet full of bees

a file cabinet full of bees

lyrics:

i learned my lesson night i passed out in the bushes 
in front of ‘on the rocks’ was off my rocker, no shit 
i don’t wanna be in VIP, it’s awkward 
ima stay at home, hit demon rips, its absurd 

they think i’ll go out bad but i won’t fold like that 
they relaxin watching tv while i make this shit 
while i lose my mind i seem like i’m okay 
stressin while im pushing all this pain down 


wait im not really like that 
too scared, backpedal, always getting sidetracked 
(it’s a long way home)
always so lost in my thoughts
if you wanna get me talking gotta get me on the rocks
think we fucked but i forgot
know i took too many shots 
didn’t know that i was capable of being want you want ‘till your sick of it 
it was good to feel on top for a little bit

long way home w/ xlhc

ft. @lilnarnia & @anxietyattackss

prod @youngburial x @noahmadethiss x @anxietyattackss

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3K5kafrQyso&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

lyrics: 
i just shed a tear while sitting slump in the car--

wish i had a moment left to waste
tightening my skin and prepare to brace
open all i am for you to see
take the things that you want to keep

not another night on the edge
i just shed a tear while sitting slump in the car
yeah i'll drink another, i won't think anymore
yeah i'll black my lungs and watch me fall to the floor
die all night and then feel like shit again

yeah the truth it always hurts when it comes to light
i saw ur hand but i don't really show mine
by myself in a new place
nothing really feels right, tripping now i'm tongue tied

another night on the edge w/ lil narnia & anxiety attacks!

prod @youngburial

LYRICS
i just lost myself
inside a moment
for a moment
let's be honest

i just found
an ancient
polaroid of us
inside my broken wallet

i have found
forgiveness and
the past no longer
haunts me every moment

i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

i reminisce
hope that-
hope that
i can find it
i reminisce
you were so-
you were so-
you were so perfect

i just found myself
in mixing medicines
i'm sleep deprived
and nauseous

i just found
a glimmer of
my sanity inside
a broken promise

i have found
forgiveness and
the things you did
in retrospect are harmless
i just hope that you
have found your peace
because I know
that you deserve it

reminisce

@prodbybrody x @taylor

lyrics:

we fall asleep while on the phone 
a couple times before we meet 
i see u staring at the wall
i hear you talking in ur sleep
i didn’t mean to blow you off
that day i ruined everything 

cuz i know how the story goes 
i remember when i stayed with u up north 
i admit you caught me lacking, its my fault   
i was faded out my skull on that tour 
(for most that year)

time has accelerated 
pour one out for the ones who didn’t make it
pour my heart out to you lying in your bed 
i’m sorry i never texted 

i see you pacing ‘round ur room 
there’s something that u wanna say 
boy u don’t know me very well
but you can tell me anything 
i didn’t mean to blow you off
that day i ruined everything

im sorry i never texted u back (prod brody x taylor morgan)

sample by @shaedelea
https://soundcloud.com/shaedelea/leaves-of-our-time

think about it always
couldn't get me through the next day
trash bags full of paper plates
only see me on some holidays
now i'm here but it feels fake
don't want it now i guess i lost the taste
i cant feel resentment for the things that you still don't say
always tell myself that you can't grieve if you don't know me
feels like showin love is so phony
i dont have a friend, a single soul with me
see em always whine bout feelin lonely
ur friends are blowing up ur fuckin phone but you just don't read
u just want some woe is me
how do i invest into my life if i wanna cut it short
couldn't hold that over your head but it's still getting worse
whats to even say on that day, i
don't think that you'd fess that i'm a stranger
i just say it's complicated hiding under layers
thought i got it figured out cause it made sense to me on paper
im a soothsayer, light another taper
still forewarned bout my bones in a crater
ive been here this whole time
don't care to make em notice nah i dont try
i just do this shit n i dont know why
keep myself as visible here as i am in real life
i hold on to shame i keep it close and i don't know why

stranger

@prodbybrody  x @layen-1
guitar by fats'e

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlPnYZJo-rI&ab_channel=fats%27e

LYRICS:
spending all my time telling myself that i'm a failure and a fraud
i'm roadkill on the pavement and that's all i'll ever be now watch me rot

(you'll find me)

unconscious lying on your driveway
think i might be spiraling
chasing highs like all day

staring at the sun
inhaling poison just for fun
i need some help
in a coma for the weekend
you can find me on the ground outside your house

unconscious on your driveway (prod brody x layen)

prod/guitar fats'e

LYRICS:
see your shadow on the doorway
u become a silhouette
and now we're standing there in silence
wishing that we never met

u don’t have a thing to say
we both know that it’s a wrap
lost all our ambition
i don’t think it’s coming back

we weren’t meant to be together, it’s alright
it's something that we both knew buried deep inside
u keep your fingers crossed but know my hands are tied
i walked a tightrope for too long we wasted time

i let you down
maybe we need closure
shut me out
give me the cold shoulder
there’s nothing more that we can say to each other
it's over x3

LYRICS:
when we’re face to face, you gas me up
when doors are closed, i’m dirt
i’ve seen the way you move, it throws me off
it makes me think that you’re
a different person hiding right in front of us
it makes me shudder
i have a feeling if you’d get the chance
you’d leave me in the gutter

u remind of a manager that i had that extorted me
ur acting like a snake but unaware, that shit is comedy
i’m burning palo santo, smoking j's, enjoying company
ur spreading negativity, you’re wasting all your energy

and now i’m spreading negativity, you got inside my head
i need to break the cycle
but it’s hard because you’re a fed
there's another side of you i’ve seen
i swear it makes me shudder
i have a feeling if you’d get the chance
you’d leave me in the gutter

shudder (prod taylor morgan x shinju x fats'e)

prod/guitar fats'e

LYRICS
i’ve been feeling like a prick
got no money left to spend
been a lazy piece of shit
creeping closer to the end
this whole industry is wack
all these people make me sick

i’ve been drinking, talking shit
thinking i might call it quits

i’ve been running round in circles
i’ve been trying to get my fix
for a second i was humble
now i’m feeling like a prick
i’ve been paving my own path
and i know that ya'll tapped in

I MIGHT CALL IT QUITS

prod taylor morgan
guitar fats'e

LYRICS:
can’t tell if i’m awake or not
just thankful for the time i bought
i cut you off, you cut me off
i turned my back on everyone

cold shoulder
no offer
won’t trade for my life
night walker
dream eater
can’t open my eyes x2

i just came in contact with my death
i've been watching from the sky
out of body, out of mind
i don’t wanna die
i've been watching myself decay
took my soul don't take my heart away
now i'm witnessing my last breath
put a nail in my own casket
every memory a fragment
every heartbreak not as tragic
every moment is elastic
every memory a fragment

reminisce

fats'e

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