Everything that used to help seems empty all of the sudden I'm loosing grip on hope

Descending into despair

EP  Descend is about struggles I went through during hardest time of my life and my gradual fall into despair.
Every part gets darker and darker in both the vibe and the subject matter.

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Lyrics:

Who you came with ?
Bitch myself and my thoughts 
SELF DESCTRUCTIVE
Every time i bet my life
Is not enough bitch
Double up the double cup 
Just to numb me
Seeing reaper in the club
And he wants me
So i Pour up Pour up Pour up Pour up Pour up shit
I done lost my fucking mind in this fucking shit 
So i Pour up Pour up Pour up Pour up call my bitch (prr)
Seeing blurry wrist slit in a ditch
Going cold pulse slowing down
Loosing grip i've known
Hoe now will you hold me up or you'll let me go
I don't know 
I been loosing friends
Loosing will to live
Heavy breahing chilling cold
Maybe this is it

Or maybe the reason im here is i desreve it
Shit, maybe its because that i be swerving 
Every good thing in my life to find a purpose
Okay - this cute little bitch making me nervous
So i Pop a few pills yeah thats pretty simple
Killing myself slowly yeah is that the endgoal
So i pour another cup cuz hey wazzup
I was never the one to be  - able to stop
Do this routine once more drugs pile in my blood
I was never the one - to be enough yeah  yeah
I destroyed all my time
Fried brain 
Blood drying on my chin
Climate dont change
Still runnin with my kins
Still xannax in my drink
Still run up on mans
Get fucked up do it again 

You have to undestand 
Reason for all that im doing is to end up fucking  - dead 

Deep down pulling all these - threads
Feels like there really clear in - intent
And dont even i wana die
But theres prolly no way around yeah thats prolly no way round
Self destructive2x
Bring hell straight from my subconcious
Self destructive

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