The Upload

Entre tension et émotions brûlantes, chaque mot frappe comme un éclair..
La tempête est prête à éclater..

L’orage

@lilsp00ky

Lyrics

verse 1:

the lights get dim once you speak to me 
she runs away only been a few weeks 
it’s like a curse she’s gotten into too deep 
the deep dark thoughts of what she said to me 

Chorus:

just take me and lay low 
I'll lead you the way  home 
just trust me and stay close 
I’ll lead you the way home 
you’ll find your way 
I’ll make it back here another day 
you’ll find your way
I’ll make it back her another day 

Verse 2:

i know that things won’t be the same 
once you come back things will be okay 
i said I’m sorry for the things I’ve said 
waitin for you  to  come lay in my bed 
i know I’ve done  too much 
but i won’t break our trust 

Chorus:

just take me and lay low 
I'll lead you the way  home 
just trust me and stay close 
I’ll lead you the way home 
you’ll find your way 
I’ll make it back here another day 
you’ll find your way
I’ll make it back her another day

find your way

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find your way [Prod. lilsp00k]

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lyrics:

hook:
battles lost, not the war 
circles formed
weve been here before 
and i’ll be fucking damned if i lose it again 
i cant fucking stand it either come back or leave me for dead 
Im yelling down an empty chasm 
Putting up walls the only mechanism
just a husk of what you used to be
wasting time to save you has been on my mind lately 

verse :
its no secret i want to save you from the scary things 
it doesn’t help when you wither away like roses in the fucking spring 
as you hear my breath crescendo 
to the world alone 
think about the things 
you did that i could not condone 
im not catching you on the way down 
im sorry its gotta be this way but you make me frown 
whenever i talk to you its like talking to a brick wall 
you’re so delusional 
you’re breathing turned unusual 
[I’ve found solace in this hell you put us both through]
im sorry i dont ever wanna go back to
What we used to be 
This cycle is still killing me 
My conscious on a killing spree 
Destroying all these memories 
Because the 

hook/outro:
battles lost not the war 
circles formed
weve been here before 
and i’ll be fucking damned if i lose it again 
i cant fucking stand it either come back or leave me for dead 
[Im yelling down an empty chasm 
Putting up walls the only mechanism
just a husk of what you used to be
wasting time to save you has been on my mind lately]

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chasm (prod. caspr)

looking up 
looking up at my ceiling 
i dont know
i dont know what your seeing
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh
what the fuck, what the fuck 
ohh

looking up 
looking up at my ceiling 
i dont know
i dont know what your seeing
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh
what the fuck, what the fuck 
ohh 

up all night 
and i cant shut my eyes
im to weak to stand up 
and its getting hard to breathe 

what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh

looking up 
looking up at my ceiling 
i dont know
i dont know what your seeing
what the fuck, what the fuck
ohh

what the fuck (prod. Dead Spyro)

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E - Tried 3/4 timing for a change!

Lyrics:
And I’ve been steady sipping looking for a way out
 Of here
I’ve been trina fight away the aching sense of doubt
From here
Tragic, I said I’m fine but Im not, oh its a bad habit
 Look me in my fucking eyes you can see I’m absent
And all of this is just a product of your fucking damage
Your damage

So bury me six feet deep
Cause I’ve been spending time alone
So what’s the difference if I do it on my own
On my own

Save me from myself
The damage breaks me down
The damage breaks me down
Down

And I’ve been steady sipping looking for a way out 
Of here
I’ve been trina fight away the aching sense of doubt
From here
Tragic, I said I’m fine but Im not, oh its a bad habit
 Look me in my fucking eyes you can see I’m absent
And all of this is just a product of your fucking damage
Your damage
And I’ve been steady sipping looking for a way out 
Of here

Damage

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I don't wanna fight these demons off,
coz every night it seems to be hard,
never go to sleep with lights off,
they're searching for someone to feed on..

Like no! no please! not yet!
I'm sad, and nobody gets it,
Mom and dad, I swear I'm gonna make it,
say that I'm a loser, but I promise I'ma change that,

Nobody gets it (prod. remghost x caps ctrl)

i wrote my part of this song in september  when some rough shit was happening to me and my family, appreciate any support you show <3

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sc: @88strait

~lyrics~

intro (88strait & wish)
do you even know how i feel? i cant see  the lies 
visions gettin blurry, might jus be the glossy eyes
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised 
makin music just to cope, but life has been a fight
and you put yourself before me when it all went wrong
i been chillin by myself, its been way too long now 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

bridge (wish)
sayin' eveeythings fine, thats my worst lie 
late night, cant sleep cause im stuck inside my mind
i been lettin way too much shit fly 
stayin on my own til  the day i die 

verse 1 (wish) 
18 wit big dreams, had to drop a couple ppl from the home team
cant be chillin wit no fake homies, goin up even if im goin slowly
i aint ever listen to the hate that they told me 
prayin that the team makes it, shit, i aint even holy
prayin that the whole team makes it 
ion give a fuck bout bein famous 
want some racks? mum here, take this
why this whole industry so damn faceless? 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own

verse 2 (88strait)
do you even know how i feel?
i can’t see the lies 
visions getting blurry might just be the glossy eyes 
and all i ever do is sit alone in my room and write songs about the past 
and what we had back then
you don’t wanna talk and now i’m choking up
please don’t go cause i need you here now
it’s like everytime i fall in love i end up so alone 
even when i’m held up in your arms i’m better on my own 
and you put yourself before me when it all went went wrong
i been chillin by myself it’s been way too long now 
it’s been way too long, switchblades fucked up i can’t a feel a thing
it’s been way too long
oh, oh, oh 

hook (wish)
and now my mamas glossy eyed, cause my fathers hospitalised
makin music just to cope but life has been a fight
i just had a surgery, its been a few days 
now my dad's getting scans cause he doesn't know my name
oh, ohh, im glad i stay on my own, askin me for favours when they hittin up my phone
hurtin' on the inside, but act cool as a stone 
right now aint a good time to leave me on my own
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thank you for any love you show!! <3

glossy eyed w/ ☆88STRAIT☆ (p. andyr & layz)

weary eyes, dreary skies, eerie lies (prod by lavendertxwn)

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Trechor Boy:
i rode a rocket ship 
flew up on that shit
way way up 
beyond the stars
haven’t looked back since
i had my first out of body experience 
nothing has looked the same 
and that’s on periodt

Dead Broke:
Saying that I changed again, must be the acid,
I don't wanna die alone, if I don't have to,
drugs are my only friends.

Trechor Boy:
you remind me of LA
all my friends were there to stay
i flew back the next day 
shit wasn’t the same
i try so hard to hide my feelings and the pain
but every time i lose it and that shit escapes
i started making beats way way back in the day
nobody fucked with me but now they know my name
trechor boy 
destroy
all of the hate
ooo

Dead Broke:
There's no time for to you to play,
and girl, I'm fucked up by the way,
you want me every single day,
can't find the feeling in my brain,
and now I'm seeing outer space.
I shoulda seen it from afar,
100 miles from away.

Nothing rly matters in the end,
I don't wanna live, if it means that she'll be dead,
I had my first out of body experience, and I don't think I ever wanna trip again.

Outer body (w/ trechor boy)

Lyrics:
the sun has just set and im looking at lights
on top of a hill while i sip on this vice
the darkness is closing in i say im fine
just give me some space while i pour up this wine

im sending this letter hope it finds you well
im not doing great that's if you couldnt tell
i know that you're fine so this is my farewell
was good while it lasted fell under your spell

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

and I remember used to talk about just cruisin to the coast
but you always hated water so we never took a boat
and im drowning in my feelings like the ocean i cant float
you could catch me at the bottom cause i sink just like a stone

i dont know, where to go, cause i drift, like the snow
now im out, in the cold, got no love, got no soul
got no heart, jus a flow, pay the bills, you dont know
how im dead, now you know, that im done, so ill go

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
and now im climbing into bed i wanna have that dream
where im happy only reason that i go to sleep

you were right to leave, cause im a low down fiend
and im drowning in the meds girl you would not believe
you used to say that you believe in all i could achieve
but now its nothing more than just a memory to be grieved

im a ghost now
im a ghost now
got no host now
i do the most now

Leaving

leaving

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Cut Me

Cut Me (Prod Splashgvng & Sorrow Bringer)

Me and Beetyl's first collab track released! This one's talking about losing control of your feelings and feeling useless.  Hope y'all enjoy and can't wait to make more songs with Beetyl down the line!

Useless (Young Heartbreak and Beetyl Collab)

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

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SOBER! | Produced by ERLAX

don't think that you miss me...

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Snow Falling On Your Cheek

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HOME (produced by Saint Tomorrow/Brody)

The emotions we feel when we're young, from love, to heartbreak, to everything in between I believe are some of the purest yet strongest emotions out there.  These songs talk about all the emotions I've gone through and people I know have gone through growing up and dealing with life.  To anyone that relates I hope it helps and that y'all enjoy <3 

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